Another You
Nightmares.
“Stop! Please, I am begging you” I cried
“Shut up before I slit your throat” Andy shouted, he just threatened to kill me... this can’t be happening, he can’t kill me Austin will loose his baby, this can’t happen.
“Please” I repeatedly mimed with my mouth
“I have a question for you and you better fucking answer me with the truth or else you will be saying good bye to your precious little life” He whispered into my ear, I couldn't help but cringe
I nodded my head as a sign for him to carry on, the hot tears dripping off the bottom of my chin on to my knees as I was hunched over. “Now” He started to circle round me “Why?!” He stopped straight in front of me shouting in my face “Why did you leave me!” I didn't answer “TELL ME!” He held the knife to my throat as I chocked out the words
“Because you killed my ba... Our baby” I whimpered
“Don’t you DARE mention that vile thing to me! All of the problems are all your fault! You cheap slut!” He once again screamed, looking into his eyes I couldn’t see the man who I fell in love with anymore... nothing but a monster now.
“I am going to kill you, slowly, painfully and every single fucking way you fear, there won’t be anything left of yo...”
“ISOBEL!” I shot up from the bed realising all of it was a dream. My face was hot and wet... I had been crying? “Are you okay?” Austin said, bringing me back to reality. Austin... I jumped onto him and started to cry.
“H..e...he came back fo.. for me” I sniffeled
“Who came back?” He asked while his hands occupied my hair
“Andy, he’s back” I whispered, Austin heard me because he tightened his grip around me and kissed the side of my forehead
“I won’t let anything happen to you while we are on tour, I will have you with someone at all times, I promise you NOTHING and I mean it nothing will ever happen to you... I will keep you safe” He said, I nodded not knowing what to say... but I knew as long as I stayed with someone who knew what they were doing I was going to be safe.
“Do you want to tell me about it?” He asked.
“He tried to kill me and our baby, that’s it” I said feeling uncomfortable with the situation
“You are pregnant?” He gasped
“No” I stated, I can’t deal with this topic right now, after the last encounter I had with Andy he kill our baby and now in this nightmare he tried to kill me again
“Oh... Okay. Well I am going to get in the shower, we need to get going for when the bus arrives” He lifted me up and placed me on the otherside of the bed.
“Great” I huffed and through myself back onto the pillows. I dont know how I am going to cope on this tour.
Notes
small update again sorry.
Awww
8/12/14