Another You

I couldn't sleep last night at all. I got up and got in the shower and got my self ready. I was done within 10 minuets. I left a note for Austin

I was called into work early, but I should be back about 3 or later, but don’t wait up for me if you need to go and do anything, okay?
I love you
Isobel x

I walked out the door and made my way to work
~~~~~&~~~~~
“Hi” I said to Hillary

“Tell me everything” She said getting right to it

“Okay... So you remember that guy I was engaged to?” I asked

“Ah yes... what was his name now... Ant? No... Andy!” She recalled

“Yes Andy, well he was obsessed with drums and that was his job, a drum tech and I knew about this tour but I never knew it was including Austin's band, anyway, Andrew is the drum tech for Bring Me The Horizon and this is the tour Austin wants me to go on, but what am I going to do?” Tears started forming in my eyes

“He can’t hurt you” She reassured me

“Yes he can! And he said he will! I was with him for 5 years, he proposed to me, he was the love of my life and as soon as I said yes he changed, but deep down I had a feeling he was still the same person, I still loved him. Once I found out I was pregnant with his child I was so excited but I told him and I had never seen him so angry before. That’s the reason he pushed me down the stairs, he killed my child and nearly killed me” I whispered towards the end, tears rushing down my face

“Honey...” She started but I interrupted

“No, you don’t get it do you?” I stood up from the chair I was sat down on “I am scared shitless, that night I was rushed to the hospital and he swore on my life that if I told anyone what happened he would kill me. I couldn't deal with him any longer so I left him and he kept messaging me saying he would find me even if it takes the rest of his life.”

“You want to know what else he did?” I started to raise my voice. “He posted on every single social media sight pictures of me, he said in them that I killed our baby on purpose and he made me out to be the bad person, calling me a whore and a slut.” I cried even more, thank god we were in the back room so no one could hear my pathetic cries

“If he sees me... He will use this opportunity to try and get to me.” I said quietly

“If all of this is bothering you why are you agreeing to go?” She looked me in the eyes

“Because I just want to make Austin happy, you should have seen his face when he was telling me all about it last night” I smiled at the thought of him being happy

“You need to tell him all of this” Hillary said to me

“No, no way, I can’t.. he needs to have a good time not worrying about me, atleast I am there with him, thats the main thing” I stated

“I don’t want to burst your bubble here butif something does happen he will be there for you, what if this all happens” She said
I sat there thing about what she had just said.

What if this all happens?.

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