With Me Tonight
He's With Me
Austin's pov:
"I mean, I can see why Jason would hit that," Tyler, my roommate for the week, said with a laugh. "She's totally smokin'."
I groaned, bowing my head down and pressing my fists that were clenched together against my forehead. My head seemed to still be throbbing at the same pace Hazel's bed was hitting the wall last night.
I didn't get any sleep last night, even when their noises died down. I was too infuriated with disbelief and anger. I was tempted to go barge into their room, and hell, I almost did, but what would I do when I got there? After seeing my ex fucking Jason? I thought she was fucking Alan for God's sake!
And Tyler thought it was so hilarious that he continued to talk about it when we woke up this morning. I wanted to tell him to shut up and to get over it, but I didn't. I'm not gona be that guy, even though I'm sure he'll fuckin' get off to that shit, too.
"I'm going to shower," I mumble, pushing my tired body up from the bed and stalking into the bathroom. I shut the door a little harder than necessary, making it slam a bit, but I didn't care.
This is all so fucked up.
I turned the shower on and while letting it warm up, I rested my palms on the edges of the sink and let my head bow down again. I closed my eyes and breathed out, trying to grasp onto what the fuck is going on.
First, Hazel and I get in that bitch fight in the hallway, then she goes and fucks Jason. Just like that? The fight pissed me off enough, but that... that just set off some atomic bomb inside of me. I wanted to explode myself, making sure Jason got caught in the explosion. But not Hazel. For some reason I'm more mad at Jason for fucking her than I am at Hazel for what she did.
Don't get me wrong, an anger that may take me down has formed for that girl, but I know that it was mostly created because I was jealous. When I skyped Alan that one day and found out he was staying at Hazel's, in her room, that's when the anger started. And then it grew when I put together the pieces of how they were sleeping in the same bed together and getting all comfy and cozy. Then when I actually see Hazel for the first time since summer and see how fucking great she is and how easy it was for her to move on. Then when Alan calls her his little pet name, 'bub'. Then when she snaps at me and shows how much she despises me. Then when she's happy go lucky and gives less of a shit about me. Then when we had our little fight in the hallway. And my angers at it's prime now that I had to sit through the fucking session of her and Jason next door.
This is so fucked up!
I cursed under my breath as I stood up straight and undressed to hop into the shower. And when I'm in here, under the steaming water, I just stand for a while, letting myself get drenched while I think about how ridiculous and angry I am.
Then after I bang my head repeatedly against the wall, I start to get clean.
Once out of the shower, I wrap a towel around my waist and go out to grab some clothes so I can change into them. I took a glance at Tyler who was lying on his bed again, flipping through the channels on TV. "Everyone's heading out around noon to get to the stage early for rehearsals," he said without looking to me.
I nod, happy that at least soon I'll be able to go onto stage and scream all this bullshit away. And after I change, get ready, and eat, noon is here before I know it.
I grab my phone and stuff it into my pocket before snatching my jacket and leaving the room behind Tyler. We just so happened to step into the hallway at the same time as Alan and Jordan do, so we give each other nods and a quick hey.
I put on my jacket before walking away, looking at Hazel's door as I do. My jaw clenched when I thought about what was going on behind that door, but then my heart skipped a beat when I heard it start to open.
Hazel was the first one to come out, but her back was to me because she turned to call something to Jason inside. I she did, I noticed her red sweater lifted up, showing off the traces of new tattoos on her toned stomach that had abs barely showing. Holy shit, she really must have been working out because she looked really good, and on top of that, she's always has looked really good in red. But also, whatever shorts she was wearing over her leggings showed off her plump, round butt that had me taking a gulp.
But then I thought about how Jason got to see what I'm seeing now, but completely naked, and my throat was trying to hold back a growl of anger. I always thought I'd have Hazel all to myself and I'd be the only one to see her like that, but now I feel sickly angry knowing that I was so wrong. And like the idiot I am, I got jealous and even more furious.
Then I watched as Jason came out, making eye contact with me as he put his arm around Hazel's waist and leaned to whisper something in her ear that made her giggle.
And just like that, I snapped..
Hazel's pov:
outfit
I woke up feeling weird and sticky from falling asleep in my clothes. I yawned as I sat up, stretching my arms above my head before bringing my hands down to rub my sleepy eyes.
My phone was still in my pocket, so I reached in and grab it to check the time. After seeing that it was 11 a.m., I opened up the group chat between us all that had a message telling me were all going to leave at noon for brunch and then to head to the stage for rehearsals.
"Jason," I called, spinning around, but then seeing his was lying on my bed, half of his body hanging off. For a second I wondered why he was there, but then remembered what happened last night.
At first I felt regret for doing what I did, knowing it would only make things more complicated, but then a devious smirk came over my face. I mentally thanked Jason for being such a genius and coming up with the idea to have fake sex because honestly, that was such a good idea to get back at Austin with. Go us.
"Jasoooon! Wake up!" I called, bouncing the bed a bit.
He shot up, but his quick movement only caused him to fall right off the bed. I laughed aloud and stood up to go peek at him, laughing even harder as he groaned while rolling on the ground. "Good morning to you, too," he mumbled.
"Not a morning person I see," I chuckled and he snorted a laugh, trying to swat me away so he could go back to sleep. "I'm going to shower, but you better get your butt up because we're all heading out in an hour," I informed him, then smirked, thinking of something. "If I come back and you're asleep, I will draw on you with marker, so don't," I repeated the same words he told me yesterday.
"I already have a beard! You can't win!" He called out.
I laughed, starting to grab some clothes from my bag to change into, purposely pulling out as much red as I could. I know Austin loved me in red, and sure, there's a chance he might not notice, but if he does, why not get at him a little bit more? I smirked to myself, loving my plan.
"Get up!" I called behind my shoulder to Jason as I left to go into the bathroom. My shower was quick and I decided to let my hair dry naturally because I didn't have time to do anything with it, so I just quickly applied some make up before heading back out.
I saw that Jason had actually gotten up and even dressed, so now I don't have to worry about having to wake him up. "Ready to go?" He asked and I nodded, throwing my dirty clothes back into my bag, knowing I'd have to do laundry at some point.
I made my way to the door, opening it and spotting Alan across the hall. I smiled, but then realized I left my phone inside so I turned around while backing out of the room. "Can you grab my phone, please!" I called inside to Jason who skidded to a stop to grab it off my bed. He then walked over and held it out for me to take. "Thank you," I smiled, now turned around while Jason shut the door behind him.
I was surprised to immediately be faced with Austin and a nervous smirk came over my face, waiting to see his response. But he wasn't even looking at me, he was looking straight at Jason with an expression that was hard and angry.
Jason noticed this and took a step closer to me. "Follow my lead. We have to pretend like we just had sex," he chucked as he leaned down to whisper into my ear, his arm sliding around my waist. I knew this was all in good 'fun', so i didn't mind it and let out a light laugh, still watching Austin and ignoring the other looks we got.
But then I watched something switch in Austin expression and before I could even realize what was happening, he lunged forward and ripped Jason away from me, shoving him up against the wall with his arm pinned across his chest.
My eyes widened and I immediately went over to them, putting a hand on Austin and trying to shove him away, but he wasn't budging, just huffing while his eyes burned holes into Jason. "Austin, stop! Get away!" I hissed, still trying to free Jason. I expected Austin to do something more, or at least say something, but he didn't.
I don't think even knew what he was doing because when Alan and Tyler came up and pulled at his shoulders, shoving him away from Jason, realization crossed over his face soon enough. He huffed, looking around at everyone, but then his eye settled down on me with enflamed cheeks that held anger, but now also embarrassment.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I raise my voice in disbelief as I ask Austin.
He huffs a little bit more. "I could ask you the same thing," his voice is low, but still it hisses at me.
My mouth is agape, not sure what to say because honestly, I don't know what I'm doing, either. "I-I'm not doing anything. You're the one that just attacked Jason for no reason!" I composed myself and snapped back at him.
"Oh, there was a reason," his jaw clenched and he shook his head as he turned around. Then just like that, he stalked away, leaving us all standing there.
Everyone was looking at Jason and I in confusion and shock, but I just watched Austin's retreating back. He was tugging at his hair with tight fists.
I felt a little bit bad for being so terrible, but then I remembered how I only did it because he cheated on me and I had to do something with the rage I felt towards him. We aren't even together and he gets like this, so now he must know what it felt like... Or still feels like.
I shake my head and spin around, hurrying over to Jason who was fixing his shirt. "Are you okay?" I spit out, worried. "I'm so sorry, this is my fault.. I-I.."
"It's okay," Jason laughs, holding his hands out to calm me down. "Relax, no harm done."
"Okay... but what the hell was that all about?" Alan asks, stepping over to me.
"I'll tell you later, okay? Let's just go before we're late."
Everyone silently agreed and thankfully, they let it go for the moment.
As we walked down to the elevator to go down to the lobby on, I was silent with shock and confusion. But mostly, the question that Austin threw back at me was ringing loudly in my head.
What am I doing?.... What are we doing?
"I mean, I can see why Jason would hit that," Tyler, my roommate for the week, said with a laugh. "She's totally smokin'."
I groaned, bowing my head down and pressing my fists that were clenched together against my forehead. My head seemed to still be throbbing at the same pace Hazel's bed was hitting the wall last night.
I didn't get any sleep last night, even when their noises died down. I was too infuriated with disbelief and anger. I was tempted to go barge into their room, and hell, I almost did, but what would I do when I got there? After seeing my ex fucking Jason? I thought she was fucking Alan for God's sake!
And Tyler thought it was so hilarious that he continued to talk about it when we woke up this morning. I wanted to tell him to shut up and to get over it, but I didn't. I'm not gona be that guy, even though I'm sure he'll fuckin' get off to that shit, too.
"I'm going to shower," I mumble, pushing my tired body up from the bed and stalking into the bathroom. I shut the door a little harder than necessary, making it slam a bit, but I didn't care.
This is all so fucked up.
I turned the shower on and while letting it warm up, I rested my palms on the edges of the sink and let my head bow down again. I closed my eyes and breathed out, trying to grasp onto what the fuck is going on.
First, Hazel and I get in that bitch fight in the hallway, then she goes and fucks Jason. Just like that? The fight pissed me off enough, but that... that just set off some atomic bomb inside of me. I wanted to explode myself, making sure Jason got caught in the explosion. But not Hazel. For some reason I'm more mad at Jason for fucking her than I am at Hazel for what she did.
Don't get me wrong, an anger that may take me down has formed for that girl, but I know that it was mostly created because I was jealous. When I skyped Alan that one day and found out he was staying at Hazel's, in her room, that's when the anger started. And then it grew when I put together the pieces of how they were sleeping in the same bed together and getting all comfy and cozy. Then when I actually see Hazel for the first time since summer and see how fucking great she is and how easy it was for her to move on. Then when Alan calls her his little pet name, 'bub'. Then when she snaps at me and shows how much she despises me. Then when she's happy go lucky and gives less of a shit about me. Then when we had our little fight in the hallway. And my angers at it's prime now that I had to sit through the fucking session of her and Jason next door.
This is so fucked up!
I cursed under my breath as I stood up straight and undressed to hop into the shower. And when I'm in here, under the steaming water, I just stand for a while, letting myself get drenched while I think about how ridiculous and angry I am.
Then after I bang my head repeatedly against the wall, I start to get clean.
Once out of the shower, I wrap a towel around my waist and go out to grab some clothes so I can change into them. I took a glance at Tyler who was lying on his bed again, flipping through the channels on TV. "Everyone's heading out around noon to get to the stage early for rehearsals," he said without looking to me.
I nod, happy that at least soon I'll be able to go onto stage and scream all this bullshit away. And after I change, get ready, and eat, noon is here before I know it.
I grab my phone and stuff it into my pocket before snatching my jacket and leaving the room behind Tyler. We just so happened to step into the hallway at the same time as Alan and Jordan do, so we give each other nods and a quick hey.
I put on my jacket before walking away, looking at Hazel's door as I do. My jaw clenched when I thought about what was going on behind that door, but then my heart skipped a beat when I heard it start to open.
Hazel was the first one to come out, but her back was to me because she turned to call something to Jason inside. I she did, I noticed her red sweater lifted up, showing off the traces of new tattoos on her toned stomach that had abs barely showing. Holy shit, she really must have been working out because she looked really good, and on top of that, she's always has looked really good in red. But also, whatever shorts she was wearing over her leggings showed off her plump, round butt that had me taking a gulp.
But then I thought about how Jason got to see what I'm seeing now, but completely naked, and my throat was trying to hold back a growl of anger. I always thought I'd have Hazel all to myself and I'd be the only one to see her like that, but now I feel sickly angry knowing that I was so wrong. And like the idiot I am, I got jealous and even more furious.
Then I watched as Jason came out, making eye contact with me as he put his arm around Hazel's waist and leaned to whisper something in her ear that made her giggle.
And just like that, I snapped..
Hazel's pov:
outfit
I woke up feeling weird and sticky from falling asleep in my clothes. I yawned as I sat up, stretching my arms above my head before bringing my hands down to rub my sleepy eyes.
My phone was still in my pocket, so I reached in and grab it to check the time. After seeing that it was 11 a.m., I opened up the group chat between us all that had a message telling me were all going to leave at noon for brunch and then to head to the stage for rehearsals.
"Jason," I called, spinning around, but then seeing his was lying on my bed, half of his body hanging off. For a second I wondered why he was there, but then remembered what happened last night.
At first I felt regret for doing what I did, knowing it would only make things more complicated, but then a devious smirk came over my face. I mentally thanked Jason for being such a genius and coming up with the idea to have fake sex because honestly, that was such a good idea to get back at Austin with. Go us.
"Jasoooon! Wake up!" I called, bouncing the bed a bit.
He shot up, but his quick movement only caused him to fall right off the bed. I laughed aloud and stood up to go peek at him, laughing even harder as he groaned while rolling on the ground. "Good morning to you, too," he mumbled.
"Not a morning person I see," I chuckled and he snorted a laugh, trying to swat me away so he could go back to sleep. "I'm going to shower, but you better get your butt up because we're all heading out in an hour," I informed him, then smirked, thinking of something. "If I come back and you're asleep, I will draw on you with marker, so don't," I repeated the same words he told me yesterday.
"I already have a beard! You can't win!" He called out.
I laughed, starting to grab some clothes from my bag to change into, purposely pulling out as much red as I could. I know Austin loved me in red, and sure, there's a chance he might not notice, but if he does, why not get at him a little bit more? I smirked to myself, loving my plan.
"Get up!" I called behind my shoulder to Jason as I left to go into the bathroom. My shower was quick and I decided to let my hair dry naturally because I didn't have time to do anything with it, so I just quickly applied some make up before heading back out.
I saw that Jason had actually gotten up and even dressed, so now I don't have to worry about having to wake him up. "Ready to go?" He asked and I nodded, throwing my dirty clothes back into my bag, knowing I'd have to do laundry at some point.
I made my way to the door, opening it and spotting Alan across the hall. I smiled, but then realized I left my phone inside so I turned around while backing out of the room. "Can you grab my phone, please!" I called inside to Jason who skidded to a stop to grab it off my bed. He then walked over and held it out for me to take. "Thank you," I smiled, now turned around while Jason shut the door behind him.
I was surprised to immediately be faced with Austin and a nervous smirk came over my face, waiting to see his response. But he wasn't even looking at me, he was looking straight at Jason with an expression that was hard and angry.
Jason noticed this and took a step closer to me. "Follow my lead. We have to pretend like we just had sex," he chucked as he leaned down to whisper into my ear, his arm sliding around my waist. I knew this was all in good 'fun', so i didn't mind it and let out a light laugh, still watching Austin and ignoring the other looks we got.
But then I watched something switch in Austin expression and before I could even realize what was happening, he lunged forward and ripped Jason away from me, shoving him up against the wall with his arm pinned across his chest.
My eyes widened and I immediately went over to them, putting a hand on Austin and trying to shove him away, but he wasn't budging, just huffing while his eyes burned holes into Jason. "Austin, stop! Get away!" I hissed, still trying to free Jason. I expected Austin to do something more, or at least say something, but he didn't.
I don't think even knew what he was doing because when Alan and Tyler came up and pulled at his shoulders, shoving him away from Jason, realization crossed over his face soon enough. He huffed, looking around at everyone, but then his eye settled down on me with enflamed cheeks that held anger, but now also embarrassment.
"What the hell are you doing?!" I raise my voice in disbelief as I ask Austin.
He huffs a little bit more. "I could ask you the same thing," his voice is low, but still it hisses at me.
My mouth is agape, not sure what to say because honestly, I don't know what I'm doing, either. "I-I'm not doing anything. You're the one that just attacked Jason for no reason!" I composed myself and snapped back at him.
"Oh, there was a reason," his jaw clenched and he shook his head as he turned around. Then just like that, he stalked away, leaving us all standing there.
Everyone was looking at Jason and I in confusion and shock, but I just watched Austin's retreating back. He was tugging at his hair with tight fists.
I felt a little bit bad for being so terrible, but then I remembered how I only did it because he cheated on me and I had to do something with the rage I felt towards him. We aren't even together and he gets like this, so now he must know what it felt like... Or still feels like.
I shake my head and spin around, hurrying over to Jason who was fixing his shirt. "Are you okay?" I spit out, worried. "I'm so sorry, this is my fault.. I-I.."
"It's okay," Jason laughs, holding his hands out to calm me down. "Relax, no harm done."
"Okay... but what the hell was that all about?" Alan asks, stepping over to me.
"I'll tell you later, okay? Let's just go before we're late."
Everyone silently agreed and thankfully, they let it go for the moment.
As we walked down to the elevator to go down to the lobby on, I was silent with shock and confusion. But mostly, the question that Austin threw back at me was ringing loudly in my head.
What am I doing?.... What are we doing?
Notes
Happy Memorial Day! Make sure to give love to the soldiers that fought for us<3
sorry that this chapter was so short!! I just wanted to get a little something updated for you guys!!:)
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