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I missed you

"Baby! We're still going to see Isabella right??" Austin asked from the kitchen. I was sitting on the couch, eating toast. "Yes, love." I said. "Okay. Good. I need to see Oli anyway." Austin said, running out of the kitchen and up the stairs to our room. I laughed as he struggled to get the door closed behind him. It just wouldn't shut. "Baby! Will you come help me, or are you just gonna laugh at me?" "I'm comin'." I said, getting up off the couch and making my way up the stairs and to where I could see him on the balcony that overviewed the living room. I walked in the room with him and slammed the door shut. "Now was that so hard, baby?" I asked, laughing still. "It was." Austin said, fake pouting. "Awe, poor baby." I said walking up to him and wrapping my arms around his neck. "Mhm. I sure am. Your baby. Not poor." Austin joked, lightly kissing my lips. I giggled and went to our dresser to grab clothes. "Whatcha gonna wear babe?" Austin asked. "This." I said, throwing my "This is faithfulness at its finest" OM&M shirt and some jeans at him. "Oh. Faithfulness at it's finest, huh?" Austin said. "Of course." I said, laughing. "Good. I love you too much to lose you." he said, grabbing his V-neck t shirt and some black skinny jeans and changing into them. I changed into my clothes and went to the bathroom and put my makeup on and fixed my rats nest of hair since I hadn't that morning. "Ready?" Austin asked when I walked out. "Yep, just let me get my shoes on." I said, slipping on my black Vans and following Austin out the door. "Hey, gorgeous!" Bella said, hugging me tightly. "Hello, sis!" I said, hugging her back. "Hey." Oli greeted me and Austin. "Hey, dude." Austin said, hugging Oli. "Jez, you better come give me a hug." Oli said, basically tackling me for a hug. I hugged him back when I saw there was someone else in the house. I got up and looked at the couch. My EX- best friend was sitting there. "What's she doing here, Bella?!" I said frantically as Austin came up next to me, wrapping one arm protectively around me like he always did when I was upset. "Well, I came to see your sister of course." Millie said in an annoyingly fake voice. "How do you know her?" I asked Bella, completely ignoring Millie. "I've known her since last year. We met on the internet.. but I didn't know she was your best friend until she told me when I said I was moving to the states because of you.." Bella said, looking uncomfortable. "She's NOT my best friend. She ratted me out to our mom, telling the witch where I was!" I exploded. "Jezabelle.. I'm really really sorry about that. I really am. That was wrong of me. But I thought she was going to actually be nice.." Millie said. "Whatever. You should leave. Like, now." I said. "No.. I really want to work this out with you, Jez Jez. I miss you." she said. "Why.. why would you do that?" I asked her. "I thought she was going to try and make it all up. I thought she was finally going to be good to you. I really didn't think that a bus full of men was a good safe place for you, so I told her where you were. I'm so, so, so sorry, Jezzy." she said, in tears now. I finally loosened up a bit and left Austin to sit next to her. I put my arms around her and hugged her tight. "Mill... why didn't you just call me and say all this? Like, a lot earlier? I've been mad at you for months upon months. I missed my best friend.." I said, starting to cry with her now. "I didn't want to bug you, and thought you'd never forgive me." she said, crying into my shoulder. "Millie, we've been best friends forever. I didn't WANT to lose that." I said. "Oh dear Lord, thank you. I missed you sooo much." she said, laughing. "I missed you too." "We're moving to L.A., A.J. and I." Millie said. "Really?!" I said excitedly. "Really!" she said. "Uhm, Millie, this is my boyfriend.. Austin. But you already know his name, soo... baby, this is Millie." I said. "Hi, Millie, very nice to meet you." Austin said politely. "No, very nice to meet you. I love Of Mice & Men." Millie said, standing up and hugging Austin. "Glad to hear that." Austin smiled. "Well, we should probably get going." I said, standing up and hugging everyone. "Text me Bella and Millie." I said, walking out the door with Austin. "Hey, how about we go to dinner?" Austin asked, opening my door for me and helping me in the car.
(Side note: Jezabelle and Austin are going to go home & change, and I'm gonna have the links to my Polyvore outfits for that as well as the one Jez wore to Bella and Oli's house, but reading about changing and getting ready is boring, so I'm skipping to the date. c:)
"Wow, do you look gorgeous." Austin said, grabbing my hand and leading me into the restaurant. "And you look handsome, yourself." I said, smiling up at him. He really did look good in his tuxedo and little bow tie. "Why thank you." he said, pulling out my chair for me. The restaurant was gorgeous and elaborate. We were sitting on the second floor outdoor balcony that overlooked the beach. It was so beautiful at night. "Hello, I'm James, and I'll be your waiter tonight, here at The Pier. What would you like to eat?" James asked. "What would you like baby?" "I'll have the shrimp salad." "Shrimp salad for my gorgeous date and I." Austin said. The waiter walked off with our orders. "So. What's up with the sudden want to go to dinner?" I asked. "We haven't had a real date yet." Austin said. "Oh, okay." I said, looking around the balcony. "I love you, Jez. You're my everything." he said, catching me off guard. "I love you too, baby." I said. "Forever?" he asked. "For as long as it takes to get to infinity and back, my love." I said. "To infinity and back." "To infinity and back, baby." I said as the waitress brought our food to us.
"Baby?" I asked as me and Austin were curled up in bed that night after we got home. "Yes?" he asked, turning to face me. "Did you mean it?" I asked. He knew exactly what I was talking about. He put his hand on my cheek. "Baby, I meant every word of it. I love you to infinity and back and then some. To heaven and back. All around the world about a bazillion times and lots, lots more than that." he said, kissing me. I was breathless. "I love you so much, Austin." I said. "I love you too, Jez." Austin said. Not too long after that, I fell asleep.
*dream/ flashback*
"Jezabelle, you're worthless!" I winced as she slapped me for the tenth time that day. I didn't do anything. "Just like your stupid father!" she screamed, punching me. I was my mother's personal punching bag. "No one will ever love you!" My knees became weak as I began to believe the words my mother screamed at me. I slid down the wall and dropped to the floor. But I was not on the floor for long, for she grabbed me by the throat, and pulled me up and started pounding on me. Once, twice, three, four, five and I was out. I didn't remember a thing after that.
I awoke screaming at the top of my lungs. Austin jumped up. "What's wrong?" he asked. I started bawling. "Bad dream, baby?" "Nightmare. The worst." I replied, trying to stop crying. "What about?" he asked, wrapping his arms protectively around me. "My mother." I said, crying even harder into his bare chest. "Awe, baby. It's okay. It was just a bad dream. Let's go back to sleep it's 1:00 am." he said, laying back down with me in his arms. And with me calmed down, we fell back asleep.
"Wake up, wake up, wake up!!" I heard two female voices yelling at me. I slowly opened my eyes to find my best friend and sister standing at the foot of my bed, and the spot next to me empty. I groaned as I looked at the clock that read 6:30. "Why are you guys here so dang early?" I asked them. "We're having a girls day, and you're coming even if I have to drag you by your blue hair and strap you to the top of my car." Millie said as Bella laughed. I groaned again. "You know. If I didn't love you guys so much, I would have done kicked you from here to Tim Buck Two. And far, far away from my house so I could sleep." I said, getting up and walking out of the room with Millie and Bella close behind. "Is that you, gorgeous?" Austin asked, hearing my footsteps enter the kitchen. "Why yes it is." Millie said in a really high pitched voice. I rolled my eyes at her and slapped her upside the head. "Yeah, it's me, babe." I said, finding him in the kitchen and wrapping my arms around him from behind as Millie and Bella sat down at the table. "Gross, get a room." Bella joked. "This whole house is our room." I said. Millie and Bella both made gagging noises at the same time and we all busted out into laughter. "So where are we going today, girlies?" I asked them. "Mall, duuhh." Millie said. "Leaving me, love?" Austin asked me. "Yeah, I'm being captured and forced, though." I said. "Haha, well it'll be good for you to get out of the house for a bit. Maybe I'll go get Oli and we can hang out while y'all are gone." he said, wrapping his arm around me. "Okay, just let me go get ready, you two, and I'll be good to go." I said, walking up the stairs and back to my room. I picked out a cute outfit and got dressed. I quickly came back down the stairs where all three of them were waiting for me. "Alright, baby. I'll see you later. I love you." I said, hugging and kissing the man of my dreams. "To infinity and back?" he asked. "To infinity and back, my love." I said, kissing him once more and leaving.
"So. How does Austin treat you, BFF?" Millie asked as we were sat down for lunch about to go to the salon to get our nails done. "Amazing. I couldn't ask for anyone better." I said, smiling. "Yes, he is quite great to her. I realized that while we were on tour." Bella said. I smiled again. "How are you and AJ?" I asked Millie. "Great." she said simply. "Are you two ready to go?" Bella asked, grabbing her tray and throwing it away, and then grabbing both of ours and throwing them away as well. "Let's go." I said, getting up and leading the way out of the restaurant.
"I want black with skulls." I told the lady doing my nails. "Mine should be pink with a white flower." said my totally opposite sister in her English accent. "I'll just have a French manicure." Millie told the lady who was doing her nails. "We're total opposites, you know that right?" my sister said. "Definitely." I said, watching the black liquid go onto my nails.
"Alright. What store first?" I said excitedly. "Hot Topic! Duh, girly." Millie said as Bella gave a slight groan. "How are you dating a rock star and you don't even like Hot Topic?" I asked, incredulously. "It's creepy." she stated.
The day was amazing after that, and we had so much fun.

Notes

http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_50/set?id=120215296 Aus' outfit for date.
http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_49/set?id=120215007 Jez's outfit for date.
http://www.polyvore.com/untitled_48/set?id=120214325 Jez's outfit to go to Bella's.
http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=120495214 Jez's outfit for girl's day

Well, that's all the outfits I'm doing for this chapter, normally only put one or two. Hope you liked the chapter!

Comments

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Hey guys. Omg I'm so sorry. I spent the past five days working on a very important chapter for you guys and I lost it all :( I'm going to have to rewrite it... so so sorry. Thank you guys for being there. Xoxo- Author

Hey guys. Omg I'm so sorry. I spent the past five days working on a very important chapter for you guys and I lost it all :( I'm going to have to rewrite it... so so sorry. Thank you guys for being there. Xoxo- Author