Save Me

I'm trapped. In my house. In my thoughts. In my hometown. In my school. And I can't get out. Hi. I'm Jezabelle Andrews, and welcome to my messed up life. I'm 16 years old. I live in Ohio. And I'm trapped. I hate it here. I hate my mom. She abuses me.
"JEZABELLE MARIE! GET DOWN HERE AND WIPE THE TABLE OFF!!" my witch of a mother screamed at me. I sighed, and got up off of my tiny bed and walked downstairs, reluctantly & grabbing a cloth and cleaner on my way down."Jezabelle! Why didn't you wipe off the table as soon as you got up?!" she yelled in an outrage and slapped me in the face. "So useless!" she said harshly, walking to her room. I looked at the table, which was in fact completely clean of anything at all. I sighed, and wiped it anyway.
Later on, my doorbell rang. "JEAZABELLE! GET THE DOOR!" the witch yelled. I ran down the stairs, flinging the door open to find my beautiful best friend, Millie Hill. "Hey, Jez!" she said perkily. She was so happy on the outside, but I knew the truth. On the inside, she was just like me. Broken. She didn't know my mother abused me. She was completely unaware, and I intended on keeping it that way. "Hey, Millie!" I said, trying to mock her happiness, but in the end, completely failing. "AJ and I wanted to see if you wanted to go to the mall!" she said, still jumpy and happy. I internally sighed. AJ was Millie's completely to-die-for-drop-dead-gorgeous boyfriend. I couldn't get a boyfriend. I was the "freak" at school. The "emo" girl. Of course, they were labeled the same, but they didn't get picked on as bad. AJ and myself were the only things that made Millie happy. As for me, Millie and AJ were my only hope, Besides music.
"Jez?" AJ asked. I had zoned out while they were talking. "Huh?" I said, totally unattractively. "How about it? Wanna go to the mall with us?" he said, looking worried. "Oh. Uh, yeah. Just let me go get my wallet and phone." I said, going inside for my stuff. My mom didn't care where I went, with whom, or even when I came back. She despised me. Sometimes she said she wished I'd just disappear. That's the times that I did disappear. She never called the cops when I was gone for over 24 hours. She didn't care.
"Hot Topic! Let's go!" Millie said, tugging on AJ's hand and motioning for me to follow them. We walked into my favorite store and started running around the store, picking up band merch like kids in a candy store. I smiled when I found four shirts with my favorite bands on them. Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Of Mice & Men, and Bring Me The Horizon. AJ ran up behind me, picking me up at the waist, and throwing me over his shoulder, walking over to the other side of the store while Millie laughed at my pouty face and attempts to wriggle free. I was squirming and yelling at him to let me go. "AJ Owen! If you don't let me go, I will steal all of your band merch and never give it back!" I threatened him just as he put me down. Right in front of the Mitch Lucker memoriam shirt. I covered my mouth with my hand so I didn't let out a small cry. Suicide Silence was my favorite band, and their frontman had died a little less than a year ago. I felt frozen. Trying hard not to cry in the middle of the store. One of the workers walked over to me, putting her hand on my shoulder. "What is your size, dear?" I turned to face her. She was wearing the same shirt. She gave me a sad smile and hugged me. I hugged back. "Medium." I said simply. She smiled again, and found one in my size. "Thank you." I said. "You're very welcome. Anything for a SS fan." she said, now smiling brightly. I tried to smile back as we all walked to the cash register.
"I finally got my NSN shirt!!!!!" Millie squealed as we sat in the car to go home. "I got my BMTH, SWS, OM&M, and PTV and Mitch Lucker shirts." I added. "I got AA, BMTH, and BVB and We Came As Romans." AJ said. "What shirt are y'all gonna wear to Warped tomorrow??" I questioned. "I'm gonna wear my old PTV shirt." Millie said. "We Came As Romans." AJ stated. "I'm wearing my BMTH shirt."I said.
"Bye Jez!" both AJ and Mille said as I was walking to the front door of my house. "Bye, lovebirds!" I yelled back. I walked into my house and up the stairs to my bedroom. I was tired and really just wanted to go to sleep. I plopped onto my bed and surprisingly, fell asleep easily. Tomorrow, I will be at home. With my real family. At Warped Tour. I thought to myself as I drifted off into sleep.

Notes

Note: Completely made up cx
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