The pregnancy story

me eyes flutter open as the sun rises into a new day.
"holy shit Alan wakeup, we over slept." I shake him a little but he just stirs.
"Alan!."
"leave me alone." he mumbles in a groggily voice. 'fuck it.' I kick him off the bed and he lands with a loud thud.
"you awake now?" his ginger head pops up. "we over slept!" I repeat to get the point across.
"fuck." he jumps up. "what am I going to wear?" he asks in a panic.
"go take a shower ill get you something." I say as I get off the bed and hand him a towel.
"okay." he runs to the shower. I put on dark wash skinny jeans and a pink jumper, undoing my hair letting it fall in the curls it formed in the bun. I make my way to chris' room, opening the door very quietly. looking around I see him passed out on the bed with a million papers around him. picking one up labeled 'Abigail'
"that bitch gets a song?" I question. chris rustles around making my heart skip a beat, dropping the paper. I cover my heart, I look around some more seeing an empty bottle of vodka cradled in chirs' hands.
"again?" I huff to myself.
"get out Lana." I roll my eyes.
"no! you got drunk last night! you cant do this again." I yelled.
"do what." he questioned.
"get back into your depression." I sat on the edge of his bed running my hand threw my hair tearing up a little. he sighed, sitting up.
"im not, I just had a little drink." he said rubbing my back. I shrug him off.
"i need to borrow clothes." I get off the bed aiming for the closet.
"lana."
"what chris?" I saw his eyes gloss over but quickly go mat. I grab clothes, quickly going to the door, putting my hand on the door knob.
"lesson -i breathed- I love you, please don't leave me again."
"only if you don't do the same." I rushed out the door bumping into a naked alan.
"oh fuck alan," I cover my eyes. "put your stuff away." I hand him black skinny jeans and a red and black plaid shirt.
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we pull into the parking lot in my black titan(truck) that chris got me when I turned 16. me and alan make our way out the car and onto the concrete side walk heading to hell.
"whats wrong lana?" alan questioned.
"nothing what makes*smash* of course I run into someone.
"O.M.G." alan gasp waving his hands towards his face."lana are you okay?" he asks more worried than I am, holding his hand out to help me up.
"ow. mother fucker, that hurt like a bitch." I say rubbing my forehead since I hit it on a strangers.
"you need help man?"
"yea, that girls has a hard forehead." he says grabbing the other guys hand with a sleeve of tattoos on it and spikey hair with a bleach blonde line threw it, he jumps up and dust himself off.
"i don't have a hard forehead!" I spat to the guy with gages and a snapback.
"oh sorry did I dent your ego?" he says sarcastically.
"fuck off." Alan chimes in.
"excuse you strawberry short cake?" alans face turned a new shade of red and balled his hands into fist down by his sides.
"hey, im Jamie, excuse tony he has a bit of a headache and bumping heads with you wasn't the best." he tries to calm the scene down since people started starring.
"its okay, I guess."
"im sorry beautiful, I didn't quite get your name."he smiled the biggest smile I have ever seen
"lana."
"Jamie." we shake hands.
"seriously Jamie? you have to pick up every girl in a 5 mile radius?" he blushes.
"come on Lana, I don't wanna be seen talking to these losers." he complains.
"ahh...." I bite my lip feeling pressure hit me. "yea." he takes my hand and leads me to the school, looking back seeing the hurt in there eyes. 'fuck I hate doing that to people.' we walk threw the red double doors into a hallway full of people.
"ugh.. I feel clastricphobic." my breathing starting to hitch.
"calm down. lets go to class." he pulls me into our class room. I let go of his hand and make my way to my seat, which is across the room from Alan's.
"hey." I feel a tap on my shoulder, I roll my eyes.
"what?" I said annoyed.
"cant you just forgive me?" kellin says flipping his hair out of his face.
"why should I?"
"because you love me and I love you." I laugh.
"you don't have sex with another girl while your dating the person you 'love'." I say putting air quotes around love.
"your impossible." he huffs.
"i know." I say smugly and turn around ignoring his stare in the back of my head.
"look it was at a party and I was high and drunk. I didn't even know what was going on." he says sincerely.
"you look, if I get back together with you, im the one who's gonna look stupid. jus let me have my space."
"yea kellin." Austin joked from beside me in a mocking tone. kellin laughed.
"your not much help." he looked down at his paper.
"i get that a lot." he always make me smile.
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aftefr two more classes me and Austin make our way to the lunch room to meet up with alan and his girl friend/ my bestfriend, elyssia.
"hey yeall." I say sitting down at a circle table across from alan and next to Austin.
"hey." elyssia say cheery.
"where we gonna eat? im starving."
"is food all you think about Austin?" I laugh "okay lets go." I say jumping up falling into someone. 'really lana? again?'
"im so sorr-." I cut myself off glancing into to his deep brown chocolate eyes.
"hi." he smiles at me showing his perfectly white teeth. I blush.
"hey vic."
"come on vic lets-- oh its you again." tonys says making me feel embaressed.
"did you guys already meet?" vic asks confused.
"no. she ran her forehead into mine this morning." he rolled his eyes and I put a discussed look on my face.
"well I have to go. I rather talk to people who arnt dicks." I spat.
"ph really? like the ones you suck?" tony joked.
"shut the fuck up man." Austin says standing up from the table challenging him.
"okay stop." I budged in. "lets go." I said with tears lining my lower lash line.
"lana." vic tried to grab my wrist but I pulled away and we all left.
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I pull up into my drive way relived that im out of that hell whole. I open my car door leaving my bags inside, quickly slipping my phone into my pocket and heading to the front door.
"hey lana come to the kitchen." I heard loud laughs indicating his friends were here.
"ah.. ill be right there." I quickly run up the stairs and into my bathroom closing and locking the door. I slide down the door quietly crying so no one heard me. I bang my head against the door in frustration and anger, pulling and tugging on my hair. I crawl to the sink ruffling around in the cabinets to find my worst and best memory.
"hello again."

Notes

oh snap what do u think it is lol
tittle credit: the fall out: crown the empier