The pregnancy story

Lanas p.o.v

Today is the day. The day I tell him about what's happing inside me. I've been aching to tell somebody these past couple of days. I've been feeling alone, well I guess I'm never completely alone anymore. But I also don't want Vic to hate me or the baby. I also don't want to ruin his life with this ether. I think to myself as I run a flat iron through out my hair. my phone starts vibrating and its Chris!
"hello?" I hear Chris say.
"hey! how is everything? how's the shows?" its only been a week but I miss him like never before.
"Its been so incredible! I mean weve had a few hecklers but nothing to crazy so far." he says with excitement in his voice. not to be a bad sister but I'm bummed to hear he's having such a great time.
"that's great! how are the people your touring with?" I say trying to sound interested.
" a bunch of drunks. I wonder if that's how I come off when I'm drunk and makes me wanna go straight, but they are cool and easy to talk to". I hear Chris's name being paged in the background. "sorry Lana I go to go but I will call you back the next chance I get."
"yeah that's fine, have a great time." I say sadly wanting to talk to him about other things. we exchange our love yous in a rush and then he goes back to being a Rockstar. I put my phone down and go back to my hair and thoughts. well maybe this wont be a good time to tell him. I don't want to screw everybody's life up just my own but I also need help. any help.
I finish my hair, put on a baggy t-shirt , skinny jeans and lastly a pair of black vans. I look in the mirror turning my body different directions to see if I have gained any noticeable weight yet. I linger In the mirror staring at myself spitting a few hateful comments before I leave. I exit the apartment with no interrogation since oli is at work today. I text Vic a simple on my way and head to the coffee shop. I can smell it from blocks away. when I reach the coffee shop I spot Vic through the window and all of my confidence leaves my body. I see hes soft long brown hair got even longer. His beautiful chocolate eyes stair into me. Here it comes the bubbly feeling in the top of my stomach, saliva creeping up my throat then he sees me too. he shoots me a warm and exited smile and the sensation in my stomach disappears. that's right, that's your daddy. I whisper to my baby as I walk and sit down at the table he got for us three.
"hey." I say with a shy smile.
"hey lana. how have you been? haven't seen you since you left the hospital and decided you were to good for me." he says with bitter in his voice. and here comes the bubbling again. "did your boyfriend dump you and now you want me back?" and now the salvia is slowly making it way up. " or are you just playing us both?"
"I-I-I have to tell y-you-" I struggle to get out without blowing chunks. I feel my body get hot.
" Lana are you okay? you're getting clammy and pale. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings I was just..." his voice trails off trying to find an excuse to tell me when he really wanted to say I was just letting of steam because you never talked to me after the hospital.
" can you just please take me home?" I say trying to hold back tears and whatever wants to come out my mouth.
"yes. of course." he helps me up and walks me to his car. I get in and quickly blast the A/C to keep me from puking all over his car. " are you sure you want to go home?" he says to me. " you look sick and your brother isn't there. why don't you come home with me and let me and my mama help you?"
"really?" I say hopefully." no wait there's something I need to tell you and you might not want me to go to your house after." I say as my stomach and my mind start to sway.
"you can tell me later, let me help you right now okay?"
"okay." and i slowly drift into a long sleep

Notes

okay yall it has been a long while . and this is kinda just filler but im ready to update once or twice a week . hope you like it!
title credit: seether: remedy