Innocence is just a lie.

-Emily Rose-

I stared into his wide eyes in disbelief, refusing to believe that it just broke.
How unlucky can one person get before their luck kills them off?

My life is just a sick game.

"Please say something" His voice was shaking but it held a pleading tone, my eyes trailed from his eyes down to his shaking knee- the constant tap of his foot becoming an irritable sound with each passing second.
"What is there to say?" I shrugged it off, trying to play it off as if it didn't bother me. Still unsure of how to react to the sudden change.

"Emily" Kellin frowned, immediately catching on to my plan-much to my dismay. A sigh escaped my lips as I forced myself to look him in the eyes, they were tearing up; I'm sure mine were too but I never expected to see him, of all people cry.
"Well, what do you want me to say? That I'm scared? Because fuck! I'm pretty much beyond that. What if..."My yell had trailed off as the first tear fell from his eye, falling with a small splat on his black jeans. "I'm sorry, this is just...a big thing y'know? I'm barely coming out of my teens...I'm turning 18 in a week." An awkward silence followed after my little revelation, piercing my ears slightly.
I'm barely 18 and I'm already faced with a pregnancy scare.

God just kill me.

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