Innocence is just a lie.

-Emily Rose-

My eyes burnt holes in the white ceiling as I lay in bed, unable to sleep yet fully rested. I was fully at peace with everything, Kellin was fast asleep and cuddled up to my side- his arm comfortably trapping my waist, preventing me from moving even if I wanted to. Not that I would even dream of wanting to move from his side.

All I could think of was what on earth could come of this? I mean he's in his twenties...this is wrong in most peoples opinions. But what is the problem? Who cares? It's not their problem, or choice for that matter.

My gaze from the ceiling drifted to a sleeping Kellin, some mumbled nonsense slipping past his lips as he slept. Honestly, it was the cutest thing I'd ever seen- especially with his arm tugging tighter on my waist, pulling me closer (If that was even possible)
"Why aren't you asleep?" Kellin whispered, his lips now placed by my ear, the words shocking me slightly.
"I can't sleep" I shrugged as a reply, relaxing a little from my previous shock.
I heard him chuckle slightly under his breath, "Why not?" I just shrugged again, unable to explain why. "Just got a lot on my mind" The words finally came out, though they didn't fully give any reason as to why I couldn't sleep. All the thoughts in my head have completely driven away any idea of sleeping. Thus I am far from tired.

"What are you thinking about?" I turned my head to look at him, our eyes meeting in the dimly lit room. "What's going to happen?" I asked, "I mean, to us? In the future like-" A sigh left my lips as I returned my gaze to the ceiling still trying to answer my questions. "Are we going to go back to normal? Just completely ignore each other or continue with this?-whatever this is? And if we do what'll happen? And-" My rambles were cut short by Kellin, "I honestly think you are over thinking this completely. I would like to continue with this, if you do?"

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