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You're Not Alone

One|Save Me|

Ryot's POV

"Wake up, Wake up!" i heard the sound of Mitch's voice when my alarm went off on my phone. I don't know why i keep that song as my alarm, it just makes me think of him... but then again when am i not thinking of him. Man, i miss my brother. i got up from my bed, grabbing my phone and turning off the alarm. i looked down at the time. "ugh its only 6 a.m" i said to myself as i sat my phone down next to me. Great now i have to get up and get ready for the day "oh joy". I scanned my closest for something comfortable but cute to wear, i don't know why i even bothered its only work. after about 20 minutes of looking i finally found something to wear. I grabbed my clothes and headed to the shower, setting the clothes on the sink. I leaned over the tub and turned on the water to let it warm up. I opened the small drawer attached to the sink and grabbed the tiny box, removed the lid and looked down at the shiny blades at the bottom of it. i sighed to myself. i have cut everyday since Mitch died, i use to cut here and there when he was still alive but since the funeral there hasn't been a day that i stopped. i picked up one of the blades, sitting the box down and stepping into the shower. i sunk to the bottom of the tub letting the water run over me, i placed the sharp end of the blade against my thigh and moved it across, repeating this 4 or 5 times after. I winced in pain once the warm water hit them, it then became numb. I closed my eye for what seems like a second until i heard my second alarm go off and realized 10 mins had passed by. i stood up placing the blade on my shower shelf and began to wash my body and hair then got out. After drying off i got dressed quickly and decided to straighten my hair. once i had finished my hair and makeup, i slipped on my socks and shoes, grabbing my phone of the charger and my bag and walked down stairs. I didn't feel like eating this morning so i just grabbed the keys of the hook and walked outside. I unlocked my car door and stepped in. It was only 6:45, i still had a few minutes to get to work. I pulled into my favorite parking spot next to H&M and saw someone gasping at the sight of my car "its just a Jaguar"i thought to myself then i realized since its a new model not everyone has seen it yet. Once i got into H&M i knew it was going to be a long day. I loved this store and i love working here but today just wasn't my day. The rest of the day was a bit of a blur. I worked 2 p.m so once i got off i headed straight home. I was sitting in the kitchen for only 2 minutes when the door bell rang. "who the hell could that be?" i said to myself before i opened the door. As soon as i opened it i saw none other than Felicity with the biggest smile on her face.

"Hey Lic, What's up" standing to the side letting her come inside. Felicity has been my best friend since i was 2 and we haven't left each other side for more than a week since.

"I have big news" she said still smiling
"So you know how you've wanted to go on tour since like forever"
"yea, bu-"
"no but's" she said cutting me off "Kellin just called me and said there is 2 extra bunks on one of the buses and invited us to come with him since you know...you've been going through so much we figured it would help you feel better to be around everyone"
"Lic, i don't know, i don't think its a good idea" i looked down at my feet
"Ry, come on. Please for me, you haven't seen the guys in a year, let alone talk to us, i've barely seen you and we all miss you. come on pleaseeeee!" she begged giving me the puppy dog eyes
"hmmm,fine" i gave in, i do miss being around everyone and maybe it will help seeing them and hanging out with old friends.
"Yes!" she yelled pulling me into a hug while jumping "I have to go call Kellin and tell him we are on our way"
"wow! wait what? when does the tour start?"
"well, you see" she scanned the room "we leave tonight at 6 pm"
"Felicity Davine Jaxin! tonight really? and you're just now telling me this?"
"i was hoping you were going to yes and he just told me this morning"
"well call him then come help me pack, how long is this tour anyways?"
"6 months"
"i'm going to kill you" i said giving her the death stare
"Love you" she said as she dialed Kellin's number and walked into the other room to tell him we were coming. I took the opportunity to go upstairs and start packing.

After 2 hours, and 4 suit cases later i was finally done packing , i put my things in the back felicity's car and decided to go put my car into the garage. we then drove to her house and finished packing her things then went to dinner before we had to meet the guys at the bus. Right as we finished eating it was 5:30 so we started heading to Kellin's where the buses were at. Once we got there i could see the guys loading the rest of the bands stuff into the trailer. "Welp this is it" i thought to myself "no turning back now". Felicity parked the car in Kellin's drive way and we both stepped out.

Comments

Who is excited for more chapters?

Awww that's so cool! I love your story!

elephantsxoxo elephantsxoxo
3/4/14

AHHHH this is soo good!!! I ship oli and ryot!!!!! update pleeease!!!

@Allly fuentes
THANK YOU!

Jesse Provau Jesse Provau
1/29/14

@Jesse Provau
well happy birthday in 1 day and 1/2 an hour :)