I was all for you

Beth woke up with Austin stroking her cheek.

"Mmmm, good morning beautiful." He said to her.

"hi there." She said with a smile on her face. "It's so pretty here Austin!" Beth said as she looked around, taking In the scenery around her. They were on the sandy beach and the sun was just starting to rise.

"I'm glad you think so. Are you cold?" Austin asked her.

"Ya I am actually. I forgot that I was naked." Beth said smiling.

"Here, put your bathing suit back on. We should head back to the hotel." Austin said.

They both put there swimsuits back on and walked back. As they entered the hotel they saw Alan and Alex in the lobby.

"Hey man!" Alan said as he waved to them

They walked up to,Alex and Alan, but before Beth could say anything Alex yelled,

"DID YOU GUYS FUCK LAST NIGHT?!? YOU SMELL LIKE SEX!"

The whole lobby turned around to look at them and Beth and Austin turned red with embaressment.

"Fuck Alex! Whats wrong with you!!" Beth said as she jokingly punched Alex.

"Sorry! But did you?" Alex said in a much quieter voice.

"thats none of your business. Austin let's go!" Beth said as she pulled him away. But as Beth was pulling him, Austin mouthed to Alan and Alex "we fucked hard."


~~~~~At Austin's show~~~~~


"Thank you so fucking much!" Austin screamed into the microphone."This last song I'm dedicating to my beautiful and amazing girlfriend Beth! This fucking song is called 'This ones for you'"
And Austin started screaming his heart out. During the song, he looked over at Beth and saw her standing there watching him. He loved her so much. He hoped that she loved him too. Once the show was over, Austin ran to Beth and picked her up.

"Austin that was beautiful!" Beth said

"I'm glad you liked it. I love you so much. Do you want to come to meet and greet with me tonight?" Austin asked. "I'm pretty sure Alan is getting Alex to come." Austin said. Beth nodded and followed him to the meet and greet table.

"Hi I'm Carla. Austin your such an inspiration. My mom died when I was 8 years old and I miss her everyday. Thank you for helping me get through that." The little girl said.

"Aw Carla, I, so glad I could help you." Austin took a picture with her and hugged her. Before she walked away she turned to Beth and asked,
"Are you Beth, Austin's girlfriend?"

"Ya I am!" Beth said with a smile on her face.

"Your really pretty. I ship you and Austin. Hey, and stay strong. It's not worth it." Carla said as she glanced toward Beth's wrists.

"Thanks sweetie. You stay strong too." That girl out a smile on Beth's face for the rest of the night. Her boyfriend really was an inspiration and she loved him more than anything else.



~~~~Alex and Alan (meet and greet~~~~


"I'm nine months clean from cutting." The blonde haired girl said to Alan.

"Fuck yea! You can do it. Your so much stronger than that stupid razor blade! Keep strong!" Alan said as he high fived her.
During the meet and greet, Alex sat beside Alan, listening to him greeting and talking to fans. She was in awe of how sincere Alan was with them and how many of them said that Alan inspires them. It was all good until one girl came and didn't even talk to Alan. She walked right up to Alex and scoffed.

"Alan only fucked you because your a slut. And look your already pregnant. Your barely even 18. I hope the baby dies. You'd be an awful mother anyways." Then she turned and walked away.

Alex could'nt believe that she had said such an awful thing to her. She said she hopes the baby dies.... Alex had already lost one baby.... She could'nt loose the other one, but maybe the girl was right. Maybe the baby was better off dead. Or maybe Alex was better off dead. Even though Alan tried to comfort her, she could'nt listen. She ran to the bathroom and pulled out her eyeliner pencil sharpener. She always kept it with her for makeup emergencies, but this was different. Alex threw it on the ground so all that was still together were the two blades. She picked up the bigger one and jabbed it into her wrist causing her to yelp with pain. Wothout pulling the blade out even slightly, she dragged it horizontally against her wrist. The gash began to bleed immediately, blood started dripping onto Alex's green and blue dress she had worn, but she didn't care. She made more and more cuts until almost all the way up to her elbow was blood. The tears that ran off her face and fel into her cuts burned them, but Alex could'nt stop crying. She looked down at her arm. The skin around the cut was puffy and red. The blood was trickling down her arm, but the numbness made everything okay.

"ALEX BABY! ARE YOU IN HERE?!" She heard Alan yell and barge into the women's restroom. Before Alex stood up to lock the stall door, Alan had already found her standing with bloody razors on the ground and her cut up arm.

"What the hell did you do?!" He yelled

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