I was all for you

Beth had been back from the hospital for about 3 weeks now, after her suicide attempt. They were staying in a hotel for the next two nights and luckily her and Austin were sharing a room. Ever since she had gotten back from the hotel, her and Austin had been able to maintain their relationship. Of course, they were telling the public just yet, but they both really loved each other. Austin walked into their hotel room with Chinese food.

"I bought dinner tonight. Heard anything from Alex?" Austin asked.

"Uh, well yes, I've talked to her but she's not planning on coming back. She's still really upset about Alan." Beth said. Just two weeks before, Alex had found out that she was pregnant.... With Alan's child, and when she told him, he stormed off the bus. Alex assumed that meant that Alan broke up with her, but he just needed time to take it all in. He never wanted to break up with Alex, but she didn't understand that. so that night, Alex packed her bags and went home.

"Beth Alan is so upset about this." Austin said, as he sat down beside Beth on the bed.

"I know but so is Alex. I mean Austin, she's 18, still in high school and pregnant. And to add to the mix, the child's father is in a rock band! She just needs some cool down time. She'll come back eventually." Beth said, not quite sure if it was the truth.

"Okay Beth. But, I uh just wanted to tell you tonight that I'm so thankful that your here with me still because I love you and i dont know where I would be if you would've..... If you would've died. I need you in my life and I'm going to try so hard not to mess anything up."
Austin said as he kissed Beth's lips. Beth layed herself down and Austin layed on top of her. Slowly Austin's hands moved up to caress Beths breasts. The room was filled with the sounds of Beth's soft moaning and occasional kissing sounds. Austin's hands wandered around Beth's body, and soon were creeping there way underneath her shirt.

"Austin...... Please....... Don't do....... Don't do that." Beth said in between kisses. She sat up abruptly, pulling down her shirt. "I'm so sorry Austin but it reminds me of when, when my teacher would you know...." Beth looked down afraid that Austin would be mad.

"Oh Beth I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable or scared. I'm so sorry. Fuck I always mess shit up!" Austin growled as he punched the hotel wall.

"Austin it's fine baby. You didn't scare me. I'm just not ready for that yet. I'm the one who should be apologizing. I'm an awful girlfriend. You probably want someone better." Beth said.

"Fuck Beth no! Your perfect! I've never met someone like you before and I don't want anyone else but you. I'm glad that you respect yourself enough to tell me when enough is enough." Austin said. He cupped Beth's face in his hands, and Beth started giggling. Austin looked at her confused. "What is it?" He asked

"Your hands! They're huge!" Beth said, grabbing his hands and examining them.

"Thats not the only thing that's huge!" Austin said with a smirk on his face.

"EW! OH MY GOD!" Both of them started laughing uncontrollably.

"Beth I think our food might be getting cold." Austin said, pointing at the table with their Chinese food boxes on them.

"Oh shit! I forgt about that! Thanks for getting it!" Beth said.

"No problem babe . Now let's watch Avengers!" Austin said. The couple sat together on their bed watching the movie and occasionally, Austin would look down at his beautiful girlfriend and he would just take in how perfect she was, and how close he was to losing her. As they sat There together they both thought about their future together and how they would stay together.

Notes

Not my best chapter. Sorry!

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