I spoke to Austin about heart surgery and he's gonna do it.

He said he'd never considered it before he thought he never had a good enough reason for it. Then I asked why he didn't want to do it for himself and he told me its because he doesn't really like himself. He thinks he's a bad person because of the things he does when he has an episode even though he doesn't remember them. So I said that he shouldn't punish himself for thins that he doesn't even know he done. Punishing probably wasn't the right word. But, I don't do words so.

But, nevertheless he said he wanted to go through with it as log as I was there and I told him I'd be there through it all. I'm.. Really happy that he's decide to go through with it. Even if he is completely terrified because he could die throughout. But. I think he's strong enough to pull through. c:

That's about it. Bye.

Notes

It's so short I'm sorry dffhf