Alan walked into Of Mice's front lounge and sat down next to me. I've been spending a lot of time here recently. At my bus Mike's always there, thinking I'm about to go and smoke a joint to kill our baby. I rested my head on Alan's shoulder and sighed. He rubbed my arm gently. "You okay?" he asked.
"No," I muttered.
"Would showing me your bra help?" he joked.
"No Al', it wouldn't," I laughed.
"Damn,"
"Do you think he still loves me?" I rushed.
"Who? Mike?" Alan asked and I nodded. "Obviously,"
"Then why does he believe the bullshit?"
"Because he loves you. Now I'm not expert because I can't hold down a relationship due to the fact women find me irresistible. But I think he thinks you've found someone better. That's always been it. He's scared he's losing you so he's getting angry and pushing you away,"
"But I love him,"
"I know you do, Kay'," Alan sighed.
"I just want to know who it is,"
"What?"
"I think someone is trying to split us up," I looked down. "I want to know who it is, because it has to be someone on tour,"
"You'll find out," Alan said quietly. "And if it's a guy I'll fuck them up,"
"Thanks," I smiled and kissed his cheek. "Can I use your shower? I feel disgusting,"
"Sure," he nodded. I walked over to the bunks and grabbed a towel from Alan's case. I went to the bathroom and closed the door. I switched the shower on and took my clothes off. I got inside the shower and let the warm water run over me. I washed and rested my head back on the tiled wall. I felt a twinge in my stomach and looked down. I saw my stomach moving. The baby was kicking!
"Alan!" I yelled. I switched the shower off, getting excited.
"What?!"
"Come here!" I called quickly.
"Do you need an ambulance?!"
"Quick, please!" Alan opened the door and saw me.
"Fucking hell! Kay'!" he gasped and covered his eyes.
"Don't be ridiculous," I rolled my eyes.
"Put a towel on,"
"Fine," I smiled. I wrapped a towel around myself and Alan opened his eyes.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"The baby,"
"What?" he gasped. "Oh no! Austin! Tino! Get a doctor!" Alan yelled.
"What?" I asked.
"Are you in labour? Will you have it here? I'm not a midwife,"
"Shut up," I laughed as Austin and Tino poked their heads around the door. "I'm not in labour. False alarm," I told them.
"What's wrong then?" Alan asked urgently.
"Feel," I urged. I took Alan's hand and brought it inside the towel and to my stomach.
"What?" he asked, then he started kicking again. "Was that . . .?" he asked weakly.
"Yeah," I smiled.
"He's kicking. I can feel him,"
"I know," I said, nearly crying.
"It's so real. He's really in there,"
"I hope so," I laughed shakily.
"Come here," Alan ordered. He pulled me into and hug and kissed my forehead. I looked up and saw Abby and Ellie.
"Hi," I smiled.
"What's wrong?" Abby rushed.
"Do you want some of Casey's cake?" Ellie rushed.
"No, what's wrong?" Abby repeated, glaring at Ellie.
"He just kicked," I wiped my eyes. "The baby,"
"Oh God!" Abby exclaimed. She pulled Alan off of me and hugged me. "This is amazing!" she said and felt my stomach. He kicked again and Abby giggled. "Wait until the boys hear. This is so awesome!"
"I know," I grinned. She pulled away and smiled warmly at me. "Where did Ellie go?" I asked.
"She went to get her jacket," Alan informed us.
"Good," Abby rolled her eyes.
"Let me get dressed and we'll talk," I smiled. I went back into the bathroom and put my clothes on. I wrapped my hair up in the towel and came back out. I sat down next to Abby and Alan. But then I heard someone banging at the door. Austin walked over and opened it. Mike pushed his way inside and I sighed.
"What?" I asked.
"Where the fuck is he?" Mike growled.
"Who?" I asked tiredly.
"Alan," he spat. Mike saw him next to me and hurried over. He grabbed Alan by the throat and pushed him up against the wall. Alan went to punch him but I glared and he lowered his fist. I walked over and put my hands on my hips.
"Let go," I warned.
"No,"
"Yes," I snapped. I picked up an empty glass bottle from the side and pointed it at him. "If you don't I will smash this and then proceed to shove it in your face. So let him go," I hissed.
"Fine," Mike muttered and backed away from him.
"Care to explain why you tried to kill my best friend?" I asked dryly.
"He kissed you," Mike rushed.
"He didn't," I laughed.
"He did! Look," he exclaimed and shoved his phone to me. I looked and saw the blog about me. As the latest post I saw the picture of Alan and I in the bathroom with him kissing my forehead. My eyes widened and I sighed angrily. I showed Alan and he frowned.
"How did they get this? This was fifteen minutes ago," Alan muttered.
"Wait," I said. I went over to the bunks.
"What are you doing?" Mike asked.
"Just wait," I told him. I saw all the techs and the rest of the band in their bunks.
"You okay?" Phil asked.
"Um . . . Yeah," I muttered. "Tino?" I asked.
"Yeah?"
"When I was in the bathroom there was no one else. Was there?"
"No," he smiled. "Why?"
"Nothing," I shrugged. I walked back to the front lounge and sat down. "They were here. They must have been," I breathed.
"What's going on?" Mike asked.
"I never kissed Alan," I told him. I walked over to stand in front of him. "I had a shower and felt the baby kicking for the first time. I needed to tell someone so Alan came and felt it. Then I was nearly crying so he gave me a hug. That was it," I explained.
"Really?" he asked hopefully.
"Yeah," I nodded, but felt the baby kicking again. "Here," I said and took his hand. I put it on my stomach and saw his face brighten. His eyes started to water and I smiled.
"My boy," Mike gasped.
"He knows your voice," I told him. Mike bent down and pressed his lips to mine. I kissed him back passionately before we pulled away.
"Come back with me," he told me.
"I can't. I need to sort things here,"
"What do you mean?"
"Someone was here and took a picture of me. I need to figure out who," I told him.
"Okay," he nodded.
"We'll talk later. I promise," I smiled.
"Sure," he nodded and kissed me again quickly. He reluctantly took his hand away from my stomach and walked from the bus. I looked around and scratched the back of my neck.
"Okay?" Abby asked.
"No," I shook my head and she ran forward to give me a hug.

Notes

Hey! What did you think? Mike and Kay' are back together! Yay! But who's running the blog? Will Kay' find them? :)