Forgive Me- Part 1

Amelia's POV

I was laying naked in my bed with Jaime's arms wrapped around me and I don't think I could be any happier. In this moment not a single thing could ruin this moment for me, because right now, it was just us. No Isaac, no leaving, just us.

"Amelia?" Jaime whispered as if checking if I was still awake.

"Mmm?"

"I was just thinking..."

"Yea ... ?"

"Why don't you come back to San Diego with me?" I was shocked and all words eluded me.

Was he really asking this? Did he really like me that much that he wants me to go to America? That is a big deal. But it would be good, I could finally get away from Isaac, I wouldn't need to stress about being someone I'm not, I wouldn't have to freak out over the thought of Jaime leaving me because I would be leaving with him.

Just as the idea was looking like the best thing that could ever happen to me, reality came crashing down.

"I can't" I whispered

"Why not? If it's money you can live with me, I can support you"

"I don't want to be supported, and even if I did, I'm five years into a six year psychology course, I have a job and a family. I can't just leave, I have to many people I would need to talk to, I would need to quit my job, and I would need to save money, not only for a ticket but also for living arrangements when I get there. This isn't something that I can decide over night"

"But I don't want to leave you..."

"And I don't want you to go but we don't really have a choice right now."

I felt Jaime sigh behind me and I knew that this isn't what he wanted. Not at all. After a minutes silence I had thought of a good compromise and as well an argument to go with it.

"Jaime?" I asked making sure he was still awake

"Yea?"

"How about in six months when my course is over and I've had time to talk to my family and sort out a job, why don't I come over then?"

"Seriously? You'll come?" I nodded
"But six months is still so far away!"

"Well I figured that it could be a trial, you're gonna be on tour a lot, so why not pretend this is a tour, see how it goes? And while you're gone, I'll break up with Isaac, save up some money, quit my job and convince my family" He sighed and I felt him nod.

"I'm going to miss you" he whispered into my hair.

"I'll miss you too" and it was true, me, the person who didn't miss her own father when he was posted to Iraq for two years, who can go a month without seeing her boyfriend before he even crosses her mind... I'm going to miss Jaime, and the very thought was terrifying to me.

Notes

So this is a tiny chapter, sorry about that but I felt like this chapter was important and if it was any longer that it would ruin it so.... let me know what you think of their future plans