Product of a Murderer
I Want You to Hurt
Ever since Jeremy broke into the apartment I've changed the locks and gotten a bolt and chain for the door. It's been a week since Jeremy broke in, but everything just seems too okay at the moment. Last week it was constant Jeremy breaking in, Jeremy calling and now it's just, normal. Everything is fine.
It was almost time for me to leave for work so I threw on my bar uniform and fixed up my makeup, pulling my hair up in a messy bun. Before I could leave Alan walked into the bathroom, wrapping his arms around my waist, he chin resting on my shoulder. I stopped fidgeting with my hair and just looked at us in the mirror. I love him, "I love you Alan." He turned me around tilting my chin up,
"I love you too Ana, more than anything." He brought his face closer to mine, our lips just barely touching me. I loved this. This perfect moment where all you want to do is kiss but the tension is just too perfect to break. He broke the tension kissing me deeply, turning hungry and hot, he bit my lower lip making me moan. My hands running up his shirt over his chest and his back, his one hand running through my hair and the other holding me close to him. I pulled away,
"Alan, I have to go. I can't be late. To be continued?" He smiled and kissed me again before I left for work.
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It was slow tonight, the usual drinkers, Jerry and Bill, the old men who bicker at each other every night, and Jannet who's fiance just left her, and Matt, a manager for some band. Around 8 someone came in and sat down, when I turned around from putting away a few glasses I realized it was Jeremy. I froze. What was he doing here? He smiled,
"Hey there Ana, did you like my notes?" His smile getting wider and wider,
"Why are you here? Why are you messing with me and Alan? Everything was great and then you come and smash his head while he takes and shower, and you call threatening. Why?" He continued to sit there, chuckling a little to himself and then ordered a beer. I gave it to him, he didn't speak after that. When he left, he left an envelope. I opened it inside was a $100 bill and another note.
Ana,
I always knew where you were. I'm here to make you hurt, I'm here to drive you mad.
I still love you
XOXO
At the end of my shift I got home as fast as I could taking the stairs two at a time to get to my apartment. When I finally got inside I ran to the restroom, throwing up the little amount of food I had eaten today. This can't be happening. He can't be here. How, how did he find me? I dropped to the floor by the toilet crying. I sat there for awhile crying in the dark bathroom. After I got up I brushed my teeth, cleaned the makeup from my face then showered. When I got to the bedroom Alan was asleep, of course, I threw on one of his shirts and crawled into bed beside him wrapping my arms around him. It wasn't long before I fell asleep.
It was almost time for me to leave for work so I threw on my bar uniform and fixed up my makeup, pulling my hair up in a messy bun. Before I could leave Alan walked into the bathroom, wrapping his arms around my waist, he chin resting on my shoulder. I stopped fidgeting with my hair and just looked at us in the mirror. I love him, "I love you Alan." He turned me around tilting my chin up,
"I love you too Ana, more than anything." He brought his face closer to mine, our lips just barely touching me. I loved this. This perfect moment where all you want to do is kiss but the tension is just too perfect to break. He broke the tension kissing me deeply, turning hungry and hot, he bit my lower lip making me moan. My hands running up his shirt over his chest and his back, his one hand running through my hair and the other holding me close to him. I pulled away,
"Alan, I have to go. I can't be late. To be continued?" He smiled and kissed me again before I left for work.
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It was slow tonight, the usual drinkers, Jerry and Bill, the old men who bicker at each other every night, and Jannet who's fiance just left her, and Matt, a manager for some band. Around 8 someone came in and sat down, when I turned around from putting away a few glasses I realized it was Jeremy. I froze. What was he doing here? He smiled,
"Hey there Ana, did you like my notes?" His smile getting wider and wider,
"Why are you here? Why are you messing with me and Alan? Everything was great and then you come and smash his head while he takes and shower, and you call threatening. Why?" He continued to sit there, chuckling a little to himself and then ordered a beer. I gave it to him, he didn't speak after that. When he left, he left an envelope. I opened it inside was a $100 bill and another note.
Ana,
I always knew where you were. I'm here to make you hurt, I'm here to drive you mad.
I still love you
XOXO
At the end of my shift I got home as fast as I could taking the stairs two at a time to get to my apartment. When I finally got inside I ran to the restroom, throwing up the little amount of food I had eaten today. This can't be happening. He can't be here. How, how did he find me? I dropped to the floor by the toilet crying. I sat there for awhile crying in the dark bathroom. After I got up I brushed my teeth, cleaned the makeup from my face then showered. When I got to the bedroom Alan was asleep, of course, I threw on one of his shirts and crawled into bed beside him wrapping my arms around him. It wasn't long before I fell asleep.
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