What Daddy Doesn't Know

Dressed in a bright blue bikini I walked into the living room where all the guys were sitting and chatting. They didn't know but I was making all of them go to the beach today. We spend way to much time in the house anyway. Fresh air does people good.

"Come on bitches we are going to the beach!" I yelled and they all looked up and me. Alan's eyes met mine and I winked at him.

"Why? I mean we were all gunna play Fifa and have a few beers" Tino stated and I chuckled

"You can still have beers but you will bring them to the beach. We have been cooped up in the house and we never go out and do anything. So get you suits on and leggo!" I yelled dragging Alan to my car.

We sat in silence as the boys piled in dad's car. I looked at Alan and started the car.

"I have to pick up Ally before we go to the beach. I don't wanna always leave her alone. I mean she says that she is fine but I don't want her to feel like I felt before I moved here" Alan nodded

"I understand and I glad that your dad took her in until her dad gets back" He kissed my free hand as we drove to the sketchy side of town.


"Hey Ally how was Jen's?" I asked as Ally huffed as she got in the car.

"It was really fun but I wish that I didn't bring half of my fucking stuff with me" Alan laughed

"Well it's probably good that you did because we are all going to the beach" Her eye's lit up as Alan talked.

"My dad used to take me to the beach all the time before he started to get deployed" Her face flushed a sudden sadness.

"Hey I know you miss him but your dad is a good man and he will come back for you I promise and when he does you are welcome back to our house anytime" I stated and she smiled

"Thanks Katie"

"Any time doll" For the rest of the way we drove in silence and Alan hummed to the radio.

AT THE BEACH ...........

"Last one in the water is a rotten egg!" Ally yelled and they guys raced to the water but I tugged Alan's arm and he looked at me funny.

"You alright baby?" He asked and I smiled and nodded my head.

"Yeah, but lets go for a walk the two of us" I took his hand and guided him to the far end of the beach where there were a few people.

"So I have been thinking" I started

"Oh no that is never good" He laughed and I smacked his hand lightly.

"Hey! Anyway I was thinking since you did something nice for me I should do something for you" I looked at the ground feeling a bit embarrassed.

"What do you mean?" He asked as I led him into the water until we were about shoulder's deep I kissed him and continued to talk.

"When I was with Aaron the other day we talked about you and I told him what you had done for me and I asked him what I should do for you and he mentioned something about a list you had made" His eyes went wide

"He told you about that?" I chuckled and shook my head

"Yep and he gave it to me so that's why we had extremely loud sex last night we got number 4 all scratched off" I laughed as I untied my bikini strap.

"But, there are people around here" He looked at me questioningly

"Yeah its number one on the list so hurry before my dad comes or Ally I really don't want her to see us like this she kind of thinks of you as a brother so I feel like it would be-" He kissed me hard and I kissed him back.

Alan was now panting and I was having the time of my life. The adrenaline pumped through me as people flooded the beach and we were in the most private situation allowing people to see.

"Alan I am close" I whispered as he continued to thrust. He pumped in and out faster and faster causing me to bite his shoulder in order to quiet my moans.

"ALAN! KATIE? WHERE ARE YOU?" I heard they guys and Ally yelling for us in the distance.

"Shit Alan tie this up and lets get out of here" I giggled as we ran out of the water.

"Where were you guys?" Dad asked as I got out of the water.

"Looks like they got number one on the list checked off" Aaron chuckled and dads eyes went wide as Ally looked at me confused


"You told her about that?" Dad asked turning to Aaron

"I I uh she wanted to do something nice for Alan so I showed her the list she did what she wanted with it I didn't tell her to" He laughed and dads face softened.

"Okay I still don't know what you guys are talking about?" Ally asked and Alan's face went red

"It was uh nothing. We wanted to see who could hold their breath longer under water" He tried to make up an excuse but Ally didn't buy it.

"Okay and Pickles have faces. I know you guys were fucking in the water. You know how I can tell? Because Alan have a huge bite mark on his shoulder and a large hickey on his neck" I blushed and dad gave ally a high five

" Okay well the hickey was from last night"

"You really need to slow down all this sex is probably not healthy" She stated

"No no I am sure its fine you know there is no warning" Alan jumped in

"Alan you just like sex in general. And this makes it so much more awkward when this girl you are fucking is my daughter"

"Says the one who walked in on us yesterday and laughed about it" I intervened

THREE WEEKS LATER......................

"Ahh its nice to see you finally came out of your room for once" Ally and dad said as Alan and I came walking into the living room. Dad and Ally were playing Jenga and watching Star wars.

"Umm well we finished the list" I said proudly

"Yeah I think I should start a new one" Alan smiled

"No no that is quite alright I really don't enjoy waking up to screaming at night" Dad said and Ally laughed. The phone suddenly started to ring.

"I will get it" I said and Alan went to sit and watch the two very focused humans.

(Phone call M= me O= other person)

M: hello may I ask who is calling?

O: Hello this is commander James filling-ton is this the Carlile residents ?

M:yes can I help you with anything

O: Yes I was calling to inform that Lieutenant Charles Fink was found dead in the line of fire this morning

M:Okay thank you very much

O:Any time.

I hung up the phone and the tears started to flow. I had promised that Ally's father would come home for her and I had broken that promise. I slowly walked into the living room and instantly all eyes were on me. Alan ran up to me and gave me a hug.

"Baby whats wrong?" Alan asked. I shook my head and walked up to Ally and knelt down in front of her taking her hands in mine.

"Whats wrong Katie?" She asked slowly

"Ally, I know I promised that he would come home and I am so so so sorry but you dad has been killed fighting for you and our country. I am so sorry I really am. I love you" Ally pulled me into a hug. She didn't cry she just held on to me and didn't let go.

"Are you okay?" I asked as she pulled away

"No, Not yet but I will be and that is a promise" She said as she walked up to her room.

" I think I will go talk to her" Alan said and we nodded. I watched as Alan disapeared into Ally's room. I walked up to dad and sat on his lap and curled into his lap.

"Daddy, I know that I shouldn't be sad but I am. I hurt for her I know what its like to lose someone you love. You can never get that back and it hurts" Dad wrapped his arms around me and kissed my head.

"I know you do baby. She will be okay she is a strong girl all she needs right now is family. We are her family now. We need to show her that we love her"


ALAN P.O.V

"Ally I know your hurting but it will be alright you have us here for you and we love you so much. You are such a strong girl and I know that your going to be okay" I said as I hugged Ally

"Thank you Alan I know I will be okay it will just take some time but I will be okay" it hurt me to know that she was hurting. I hurt when we lost our baby and I remember thinking to myself that I didn't want anyone to hurt the way Katie and I did.

"Ally can I tell you something that no one else knows?" She looked up and nodded

"Yeah anything" I smiled and looked at her for a moment

"When Katie lost the baby it felt like I was losing a part of me and I felt like I had to be strong for Katie and she tried to tell that it was okay to cry but I just couldn't because I had to be strong. So when ever Katie went to bed I would spend hours crying to myself in the darkness at night and I don't want you to be like that okay? I want you to know that it is okay to cry and that it is natural to cry. And if you need someone to hold you to cry there are people that would be more than willing to hold you and comfort you because we all know how much it fucking sucks to lose someone you love" She hugged me and burst into tears

"I love you and I thank you guys so much for taking me in it means the world to me" I nodded and wiped her tears away

A MONTH LATER .................

KATIE P.O.V

"Ally's fathers funeral was three days ago and she seems to be taking it well. Alan checks on her a lot when she is alone in her room to make sure that she is okay and to ask is she needs to talk.

Ally told me that he opened to her about the whole baby situation. I am glad that he is getting some of that sadness off of his chest. I have thought about having another one but I always felt like he didn't want one but now I know that he does. I may not want one right now but I know that someday I will.

"I want to say thank you guys for helping me get through this really tough time I mean I could honestly say that I would have gone crazy if you weren't there for me " Ally said as me and the guys were all sitting int he living room

"Any time Ally cat " Alan said and the rest of the guys agreed

The past year has been one roller coster ride of events but I wouldn't change it for the world

Notes

Hey guys what do you think of this chapter? I made it a bit long and I know that a lot of things happened I just hope it wasn't too confusing to follow. Tell me what you think.