Allivia has been with us for a few days and she says she is having great fun. I can see that she misses her father and I wish I could make her feel better but I just don't know what to say to her.

"Babe I know you feel bad about Ally missing her dad but I just don't think there is anything you can do about it" ALan said as he climbed into bed next to me. I rolled over and smiled

"I know but she is just a great girl and I hate seeing a beautiful girl like that hurt so much. She reminds me of me."

"Sometimes its hard to believe that you are only 17" Alan starts to kiss my neck and I can't help but get lost in his touch.

"Alan lets go out. Just you and me. Lets get away for a little bit" I smiled and got out of bed revealing that I am only in a bra and some underwear.

Alan throws his head into the pillows and sighs "Can't we stay in I mean its already 11: 30 at night" I smiled and shook my head.

"No we can't plus if you want to get any tonight you'll come out and see what I have planned for you" I winked and he got out of bed.

"You know I am not just coming out because I want to get laid tonight I am coming out because I love you and I know your dad doesn't want us to go out this late in a town that we have never been to before"

"Hey what daddy doesn't know won't hurt him right?" I took Alans hand after I got dressed and grabbed my car keys and we headed for the rental car.

"Where are you going?" I jumped and looked to see Aaron sitting in the dark

"Fuck Aaron you scared us. We are going out for a little k cover for us?" Aaron nodded and we left.

3 hours later

"Shh Alan be quiet your going to wake my dad" I tried to be quite but the lights went on and I jumped.

"Where the fuck have you two been?" And we were busted but I was so high I couldn't help but laugh

"Uhh I don't know where have you been?" Alan asked

"You two are so fucking high right now you can't think straight" Austin laughed but you could tell he wasn't really happy about us being out this late


"I'm sorry daddy I didn't mean to we were just in my car at the other side of the venue so we didn't wake up Ally or the rest of you with our 'bonding" Austin chuckled and sat down

"Well I'm glad your so courteous but that is just so nasty. And Ashby I don't want anymore grandchildren anytime soon" Alan nodded and the curtain to the bunk opened. Ally popped out and sat next to Austin

"You have grandchildren?" She asked and I couldn't help but let a tear fall.

"I do but they passed away" Austin looked down and Ally touched his hand and I silently cried into Alans chest.

"I am srry that I brought it up and Katie I am sorry I didn't mean to make you cry I didn't know you lost a baby" I hugged Ally and told her it was okay and that she didn't know.

Alan and I wrapped his arms around me and told me that our baby was in a better place and that we would have another child someday and that he would as Alan said "Love the shit out of it"

I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.