outfit

It's like I'm setting aside the level of punk rock. For tonight at least.

Tonight is everyones first night here at the New Mexico date so the sets don't start until morning and Austin said he's taking me on a nice date tonight. He also said to dress nice, so now I'm a little excited. I haven't had very successful, real dates before, even with Mark it always either ended in disaster or I just had a bad time. But now..

I had really wanted to wear my tight red dress for Austin tonight, since he said he loves red on me, but I didn't pack it.. I didn't think I'd have a need for it when I had packed, but luckily I still thought to pack at least some dresses. Tonight I chose a short black one, not tight, but I think it still is a very nice dress. It's flow-y and has a cool, big lace pattern around my neck.

I didn't spend too long on my hair and make- up, not having much time after my set and shower, but being satisfied enough, I grabbed my phone, seeing Austin texted to let me know he was on his way, and then I left to the front of the bus, hearing someone playing Arctic Monkeys. "HAZE!" Izzy shouted when she saw me come in. "Oh my God you're going on a date!"

"Yeah, look I even put on a dress!" I smoothed it out down my stomach.

"Austin doesn't know how good he's got it, girl," she teased and came over, grabbing my hand. I smiled, rolling my eyes at her when she pulled me over to dance with her. I laughed as we started swinging around dramatically, singing to the song.

It wasn't until we tried to do the thing were I would dip backwards in her arms, that I saw Austin standing by our open bus door, smirking while he watched us. I got up and went over to him, smiling while I wrapped my arms around his neck, bring him down for a quick kiss.

"Ow OW!" Izzy called out, making us break apart to look at her and laugh. "Go have fun you crazy love birds," she came over and nearly pushed us out the door, me barely getting a wave in before she walked away.

Austin and I turned to look at each other outside of the bus, taking in the others appearance. I had to bite my lip to keep my jaw from dropping when I saw Austin all dressed up. He was wearing dress pants, black converse, and a plain white, button up long sleeved shirt, leaving the first few buttons undone. He had combed his hair to the side and I could smell the wonderful cologne on him. As much as I love his sleeveless tank top, relaxed, punk look... this was a sight for sore eyes. He wasn't too dressed up, but he still looked amazing. "Austin.." I started, looking up my delicious man. Barely even two seconds into our night and I was already craving him.

"You look stunning, Haze," he stepped closer, hand going onto my cheek. "So fucking beautiful," he whispered down to me, chills running down my spine. "As much as I love this dress, I can't wait to get you out of it later," his voice was husky in my ear and I gripped onto the biceps of his arm, letting my eyes flutter closed for a moment.

"Dinner first," Austin stepped back, holding his hand out to me. "Dinner first," I repeated, coughing lightly, regaining my composure, then taking his hand, starting to walk off together, Austin leading me.

"Do you know where you're going?" I looked up to ask him once we got out of the park.

"Nope," he chucked.

I smiled while rolling my eyes, opening up iMaps on my phone. "Here," we both stopped to look at it, seeing that there were a bunch of restaurants and shops a few streets away.

As we continued on I realized I didn't bring a bag so Austin offered to hold my phone for me, sliding it into his pocket before bringing his arm to drape around me. We waked in comfortable silence for a while, until we were by a street performer. It was just a young guy and his guitar, his case open for money, only having a few dollars in it. He was singing Somewhere Over the Rainbow.

Austin and I stopped, me leaning on him as we listened and Austin pulled out some cash to throw in his case while I hummed along. But when the guy performing saw me, he smiled and came over why he sang, holding his hand out. I took it with a grin on my face as he brought it up to his mouth to kiss and then gave me a look while he stopped singing which I could tell meant to help him sing. So I did, smiling as I sang the chorus with this random man who made me laugh.

A few other people came over when they heard us singing, even dancing a little, and I saw out of the corner of my eye Austin smiling big at me while he recorded us. When the song finished everyone clapped and I laughed, giving the man a hug. "You have a beautiful voice!" He exclaimed to me.

"Thank you," I smiled. "You've got some serious talent yourself."

"That was awesome, man," Austin came over and gave him a handshake. We said our goodbyes to the man, but didn't get too far down the street before our names were being called. We turned around to see a small group of girls running over. "H-Hi, um, can we get a picture with you guys?" One of them stuttered.

Austin and I looked at each other and smiled, "sure," Austin signaled them over and one by one we took a picture with them. "Can I just say that you guys are so cute together.. like wow, I love you guys," one of the girls laughed. Austin's arm slipped around my waist, pulling him into me while we smiled at these girls. "Thank you, we love you so much, too!"

The girls getting excited made me happy, but again we said our goodbyes and 'nice to meet you's before heading to the restaurant, ready to get to our date. Austin sighed happily, making me look up at him. "Do you ever stop and think about how good we've got it?" He asked.

"All the time," I chuckled. "If you would have told me a few years ago that I'd be here right now, I would never have believed you."

"Right? Like this is my dream.. Our dream.. and it's real," Austin shook his head, smiling.

"It's real," I repeated, eyes twinkling up at Austin. He leaned down, stopping our walk for a moment and kissing me quickly before his dorky smile returned and he led me to the diner. We went inside and my eyes lit up as I looked around. It was a beautiful place with white walls, but colorful lights and chandeliers that lit up the place. Even the seats and decorations were multicolored, making the whiteness and the art on the walls stand out.

I was so lost in looking around I was being mindlessly lead to the table Austin had gotten us. I came back into reality when he let go of my hand, moving to pull my chair out for me. "My lady," he smirked and I giggled, sitting down. "Thank you, my good sir."

He moved across the table and sat down in his seat. While he did this I noticed that there was a thin sheet of paper like material on the top of the table to protect the fancy table cloth underneath. Austin saw too, his fingers going out to feel it to make sure, both of us looking up at each other with a knowing look.

"Can I start y'all out with anything to drink?" The waitress came up to our table an asked. Austin ordered us some champagne, making me bite my lip to hold back my giggle. This was the fanciest thing we've even tried to do. "Oh, and do you have any crayons?" Austin asked next, making me put a hand against my mouth to stop me from laughing when the waitress looked frazzled. "Excuse me?" She exclaimed.

"Or pens, whatever works," Austin smiled, hands signaling to the table.

"I'll see what we've got," the waitress nodded, then letting her forced smile drop when she turned back away.

Both Austin and I let out a small laugh. We were obviously the odd ones out here, barely dressed up enough, the only ones with tattoos and piercings scattered over our bodies, and the only ones acting like 3 years old. "Austin, do you think they have onion rings here?" I asked in a hushed voice, leaning across the table.

Austin quietly giggled, "I really hope so."

The waitress came back, judging us with her eyes as she tried to put off a friendly smile, but still gave us our champagne and crayons. "Found these in the back room, hopefully they are of good use to you," she held them out, Austin and I quickly grabbing them. "Can I start y'all off with an appetizer?"

"Do you have onion rings?" I spit out quickly, giving her an innocent smile after.

"Uh, we don't sell them as an appetizer, but I'm sure I can work something out for you," the waitress said hesitantly.

"Thank you so much," we both smiled at her and once again she was off.

"This place is way too fancy for us," Austin chuckled as we both started coloring on the table. I giggled and move the plate in front of me to the side so I could have more room to color. "Can I borrow the red?" I broke my concentration on my beautiful doodle to look up at Austin. "If I can borrow your yellow," he reasoned. I nodded and we traded, me finishing up my drawing.

"Look! I drew you, Aust," I laughed and Austin stood up to come over behind me and see. He chuckled at my stick figure with long arms and legs that were multicolored to show his tattoos. "But it's missing something," he said and then took the crayons that were set down next to my drawing and starting adding another stick figure with long hair and a dress, he even tried adding piercings and tattoos, too. "It's you, we're holding hands," he said, sounding like a child who drew me a picture. I quickly grabbed the green and yellow crayons, adding grass, a sun, and some flowers.

"It's beautiful, I really don't know why we didn't pursue an art career instead," I teased and Austin rolled his eyes before pulling out his phone and taking a picture. I watched as he opened up a new tweet writing: 'Sorry to let you guys know, but @holyhellhendrix and I are giving up music to become artists.'

Austin kissed my cheek quickly before going back to his seat, just in time for our waitress to come back with a basket of onion rings. "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I smiled. She asked for our main course orders as well and after looking at the menu for two seconds, both Austin and I ordered some delicious looking steak.

"Austin, I got glasses," I said seriously, grabbing two onion rings and holding them up to my eyes.

"You're so cute," Austin giggled, holding up his phone to take a picture. I made a funny face and stuck my tongue out, still holding them up to my eyes. Austin put his phone away for good after and grabbed some onion rings as well, both of us munching on them. "Heaven rings, not onion rings," I said before taking a big bite.

Austin chuckled, "Haze, I'm thinking about writing a new song."

"About what?" I asked excitedly.

"Onion rings."

"Heaven rings!" I corrected and we both broke out into laughter.

I remembered that we got champagne and grabbed my glass, taking a big sip of the expensive drink that tasted amazing flowing down my throat. I looked down at the glass in my hand before up to Austin who was drinking his as well. "Austin, you didn't have to do this. I seriously am perfectly fine with McDonalds at three in the morning," we both laughed lightly, Austin wiping his mouth before he talked.

"But I wan't to do this, Haze. It really is my pleasure," he gave me his charming smile. "And anyway, how fun is this?"

"It is pretty fun," we chuckled together, looking down at our doodles and continuing to eat our onion rings. While waiting for our steak we just talked for a little while, both of us laughing at the other, or even at ourselves, and taking in the person across from us. It felt so good to be here with Austin, free and happy.

The waitress soon came back with our main dishes and my mouth watered just at the sight of it. While Austin and I ate, we talking about everything and nothing. He told me about some of his childhood stories when he was at a foster home playing baseball. He then told me about how devastating it was for him to give up baseball when he found out he had a heart problem. But he kept his spirits high when he started talking about how he started getting into music.

Once we were on that topic I told him all about how my band got started and then we somehow ended up talking about Disney movies. "If liking Disney makes you gay, then I'm a flaming homo," was all Austin had to say about when he was talking about how Alan called them gay.

I'm not sure if the tons of champagne we drank had something to do with it, but Austin had me laughing so hard with some of his stories that I even snorted once, which just made us crack up even more.

Once we finished our dinner, we decided neither of us had room for dessert, so with many thank you's because we probably annoyed the hell out of our waitress, we paid, tipped, and left. "Thank you for dinner, Austin," I smiled up at him as we walked out into the night, hand in hand.

"You are so very welcome, Haze," he smiled, sticking his tongue out of the corner of his mouth.

It was a beautiful night, the air not too cold and not too warm, the stars barely coming out in the sky, and just the aroma around us felt good. It was peacefully quiet between Austin and I as we strolled back to the park, leaning close to each other.

When we got back to the buses, Austin pulled me over to his, but not to the door, to the ladder that led to the top. He went up first and then helped me up after, bringing me close to his chest. "Wana dance?" He asked quietly down to me, but already started moving his feet. I smiled big as he effortlessly led me in a dance, barely having much room on top of the bus.

After a while and us giggling because we were failing to dance well on the small space of the bus, me tripping on his feet, I leaned into his chest while our bodies swayed. "Hey, Haze?"

"Hmm?"

Austin didn't answer, so I lifted my head off his chest to look up at him. His eyes were off searching the sky above me until he felt me stop swaying and looked down, the intensity of the look in them surprising me. We just looked at each other for a moment, both of our emotions swimming in our eyes before Austin leaned down and delicately placed his lips on mine. They were soft and sweet and my favorite taste in the world, but had my heart hammering hard in my chest.

Soon enough Austin was moving, his hands locking onto the side of my head and waist, pulling me swift into him while the kiss intensifying, growing hungrier. Our heads were now swaying side to side, enveloping each others mouth as Austin's tongue slithered in, massaging mine while his hand on my hip slid down so it was under the fabric of my dress. He cupped my thigh just under my bum right before his hand moved up and pinched it. I let out a small squeal and a giggle, making Austin smile into the kiss, moving swiftly and picking me up so he could lay me down on the top of the bus.

When I was laid flat down and Austin was hovering over me, he started moving his lips from my own, leaving kisses and love bites down my jawline, neck, and shoulder, but struggling to go further because of the large lace from my dress that was covering my chest. His hands ran smoothly under my back while he moved back up to the soft spot of my neck, knowing how to drive me crazy as he worked his mouth over it. My hands were gripping his arms, but moved to start undoing the pesky buttons of his shirt while he brought the zipper down on the back of my dress. Once getting them mostly all undone, my hands darted inside his shirt, raking up and down his perfectly tattooed chest, hearing Austin sigh in pleasure as I did.

Austin's hands came back from under me, sitting on his ankles for a moment while he untucked his shirt and yanked it off, dropping it to the side before he started to help me out of my dress, sliding it down and pulling it off by my feet before taking my shoes off for me. I watched as he took a moment, eyes dancing over every inch of my half naked body lying in front of him before it was his hands that were running up from my ankles to my sides.

"God, you're so fucking beautiful," his voice was husky in my ear when he leaned back down, chills being sent down my spine. I brought my hands up his back, tangling in his short hair and bringing his head back so I could connect our lips again. The kiss had my whole body tingling, craving for Austin.

I broke the kiss quickly to breathe, but this time I was the one that started leaving open mouth kisses over him while my hands moved to the belt of his pants. Austin had propped himself up by his hands on the side of my head, eyes fluttered closed and mouth parted as he let me tease his neck. I had gotten his belt undone, but paused, hooking my hands in the hoops of his pants to pull myself up a little, darting my tongue out to torturously lick up his jugular to his earlobe which I bit and tugged with my teeth.

Austin let out a growl, vibrating from deep in his chest. "Shit," he growled through clenched teeth, moving so I was laid back down and smashing his lips hungrily back to mine while he hurriedly helped me with his pants, kicking them off.

I wrapped my legs around his hips, hooking my ankles together behind him and moving my own hips in circles, grinding against his prominent hardness while I let my hands dance over his tan, tattooed skin. A growl rang from Austin's throat, vibrating into my mouth while he pushed his hardness into me, letting me feel what I do to him.

I was now throbbing for him, especially when Austin reached up and undid my bra clasp, it being strapless so he just tossed it to the side. He didn't hesitate to take one of my nipples in his mouth, swirling his tongue around it while his hand massaged my other breast.

My back arched and my mouth parted over, silent moans barely sneaking out. But my moans were no longer staying silent when his free hand snuck down and his thumb barely danced over the fabric that was covering my most sensitive spot. Austin seemed to like the noises I made because he pushed aside the fabric of my panties and slid one of his long, lanky fingers inside of me. I moaned out, only causing Austin to slide another finger in. "A-Aust," I breathed, hands gripping onto his biceps.

He looked up from my chest, watching all the faces of pleasure I made as he sawed his fingers in an out of me. I moved my hands down Austin's back, wiggling my fingers beneath the waistband of his briefs before continuing my way downward to rest my palms against his firm bum, squeezing tightly enough for him to emit a soft grunt. I giggled as he tickled my neck with his lips, his fingers still teasing me inside.. As amazing as all this foreplay was, I can't wait any longer.. With another squeeze to his bum, Austin got the message that he was killing me and slid his fingers out from me.

I groaned at the loss of them, but soon was distracted by helping Austin out of his briefs and him helping me out of my panties. Once he was clear of his, erection springing free, making me bite my lip hard in between my teeth as Austin hooked his fingers in the top fabric of my underwear, sliding them down. I lifted my hips so he could slide them off, and in a swift movement, he was over me again, lips on mine, and out chests pressed together.

I bucked my hips, Austin getting the message again and reaching down so that he could position himself at my entrance.
He gave a cheeky grin as he rubbed the tip of himself just inside of me, not quite yet ready to give me exactly what I needed. With a childish whine, I bucked my hips again gently and raked my nails into his skin.

Ignoring me, Austin ducked his head to latch his teeth around the spot on my collar bone that always made me squirm and continued his relentless teasing, rubbing his tip against my clit.
With a groan, I placed my hands upon his bum, pulling him forward. "Aust, don't tease," I breathed.

With a dorky chuckle against my chest, Austin pushed the head of himself into me a bit further, making a small gasp from my lips escape as warmth spread at the bottom of my stomach. However, Austin quickly pulled out of me again, chuckling at the wine of protest I let out. "Austin, I swear to God if you don'-" My words were cut off by my own sharp gasp when my walls were forced to spread around Austin's length as he slammed suddenly into me. I let out a loud moan of small pain mixed with large pleasure, my core throbbing hard around him as the two of us both sighed in a sort of relief to be so close to each other again. In the moment that it took me to adjust to his size, my lips never left Austin's.

His hands tightened around my hips as I wrapped my legs around his hips, lifting my own slightly to signal for him to continue.
Austin rocked back onto his knees and began to thrust into me so hard that it almost knocked the wind out of me. With a loud gasp, I slammed my hands down onto the bus, balling my fists that were aching to grasp onto something as Austin slammed into me, loud grunts slipping from his mouth with each thrust.

My jaw went slack and I threw my head back, letting out a moan as a wave of warmth immediately tore through my body. I gasped loudly, my chest heaving, as Austin dropped my hips and came down on top of me, his stomach pressing hard against mine as he rocked his hips into me, creating a steady pace that started to torture me as his hands ran over every curve of me. "Fuck," I breathed, moving my hands up to grasp and tug at Austin's hair. With growls from his chest that made me shiver, Austin started picking up his pace.

I couldn't stop the huffs and groans if I wanted to, my whole body on fire and tingling when Austin started beating into me. The sound of him groaning my name through clenched teeth did a number on me as well.

Another hot wave spread through me, coming from my core like a fire that lit up my body. My back arched, my toes curled, and my fingers tightened in Austin's hair while my face contorted, jaw still slack, but still letting out yells of pleasure. My body started shaking, being taken over by my orgasm like a storm, Austin humming in content as his thumbs rubbed my shaking thighs. "God, I love that face," he cooed, but his voice shaky as he was going to the edge, too. It felt so good to be with each other like this again. Everything Austin was doing was giving off love.

Grabbing one of my hands that fell from his hair, he intertwined his fingers with it, pinning it above my head while he started to pound into me again right after he ducked his head down, planting a loving kiss on my lips. My whole body felt so good it was hard to process the pleasure for a moment, so the moans that were building up in my chest got stuck in my throat.

My eyes rolled back into my head as my body still shook, going slack for the second time while Austin's broken groans and profanities filled my ears. "Fuck, Haze," was the last thing he breathed into my ear before he met his release, body going limp, but him catching himself before he fell on me.

My eyes were still closed, but my lips moved up into a smile as Austin decorated my face with soft kisses. "Mmm, I love you," he breathed, connecting with my lips before he plopped down on the bus next to me. Now becoming exhausted from our events, I turned, curling into Austin's side. "Love you, too," I mumbled, letting out a yawn shortly after. "Do you think the guys heard us?" I asked, breaking the small amount of silence and realizing that we just did it on top of his bus full of his bandmates.

"Probably, with the way you scream the whole park could hear you," Austin chuckled and I could help the laugh that I let out, even though that's kind of embarrassing.

"Oh my god," I laughed into his chest, his arms snaking their way around my waist, holding me tight against him. Another yawn escaped my lips and I don't care that we are on a bus, I felt completely comfortable in Austin's arms.

So comfortable that I couldn't even exactly make out what Austin said before I fell asleep.

Notes

hehehehehhe(;

I wanted to make this more of a 'loving' 'back together again' chapter but I just couldn't help myself at the end there omg haaha.

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