Alan's POV:

As soon as I got Austin's message, I jumped into my car. It was in the middle of the night, all streets were free, so I arrived at the hospital after about 10mins. I wasn't sure why he even texted me, because he was mad at me. I quickly parked the car on the parking place and ran into the hospital. I made my way up to the second story. Nurses stared at me, because I ran through the corridors. After a few minutes, I saw Austin on a bench in a corridor.
"Hey..." I said carefully, because I didn't know if he was still mad at me or not. He looked up and sighted.
"Hey Alan." he answered and patted next to himself onto the bench. I sat down and wrapped a arm around him. I knew he needed someone know.
"It was all my fault..." he started and looked at me, with tears in his eyes. I never saw him so sad and down before, that was kinda scary. I shooked my head.
"No, it wasn't." I said and rubbed over his arm.
"Yes it was. I yelled at her, I was mad at her because she smoke weed with you. I don't know what happend to me at the moment." he added and I could see that tears started to stream down his face. If it was someone's fault, then mine.
"It was my fault, Austin. I instigated her to smoke with me. If I hadn't done it, this would never happend." I explained and I could feel tears in my eyes, I mean the girl I love was in hospital because of me. I sighted.
"I nearly killed the girl who I love." I got up and pushed my fist against the wall.
"Why am I so stupid." I stared to blame myself and my best friend got up. He placed his hand on my shoulder.
"You love her?" He asked and I looked at him with tears in the eyes. No I stared at him.
"Y-yes..." I whispered and let myself down on the ground. He knelt next to me.
"Is that bad? Weird?" I asked him and ran through my hair with my hands. He shooked his head.
"No, that is beautiful. I mean she's such a beautiful girl. She's nice, maybe the nicest girl on the world. She has a big heart, Alan." he said and tried to smile.
"What about her feelings? Does she loves you too?" he added with a questioningly gaze. I slowly nodded.
"Yeah, she does. You know, we kissed for the first time, when you guys were making party without me after the show in San Jose. And then we always kissed and hide it from you guys. We don't wanted to bother you." I explained and he smiled. It seems like if he were happy for us two.
"You both would look cute togehter." he smiled at me and squeezed me into my side. I giggled at bit. I took out my phone and showed him the picture of me and her, which she posted on Instagram and Twitter. He smiled even more.
"Yes, you both look very cute together!" he corrected himself and got up. He stroke out his hand, I grabbed it and he dragged me up.
"Can I see her?" I asked carefully and he shrugged his shoulders.
"The doctor doesn't told me about it. But I can ask a nurse." he said and gave me a mark to wait here. He disappeared around a corner and came back with a nurse a few seconds later. She initiated us to the room 201.
"Here's her room. You can see her, but she's probably not awake yet. Don't stay too long." she said and left. I let out a deep breath and looked over to Austin, he nodded. I opened the door and we both entered the room. The first thing I hear was the beeping noise of the equipment, where she was connected with. She was laying there, like if she were dead. It was horrible for me to see this. My best friend pushed me a bit forward and I walked up to her bed and let myself down next to her on the bed. I took her hand and suddenly she squeezed it a bit. I smiled. Was she awake?
"Quinn?" I said and Austin placed himself next to the other side of the bed. She slowly opened her sleepy eyes and smiled a bit.
"A-Alan..." she whispered and squeezed my hand again.
"Yes, I'm here." I said and looked into her face.
"W-where am I...?" she asked and looked around and saw her brother.
"You're in the hospital." her brother said.
"I was stupid, huh?" she asked and smiled a bit. She knew what she did and she knew that it was wrong.
"G-god, I'm such a stupid girl." she laughed and coughed shortly.
"Good to see you, honey." I said and stroke over her hand, she smiled.
"No, good to see you." she replied and I gave her a little kiss on her head.
"Quinn, listen; I'm so fucking sorry that I yelled at you. I was just angry and I couldn't control my feelings at the moment. I'm so sorry..." Austin said and looked down. She shooked her head.
"No, it's okay." Quinn said and smiled at him; he smiled back. A bit.
The nurse came in again.
"You need to go now." she command us and we nodded.
"We'll be back tomorrow." I said.
"Wait, Quinn. I got your phone with me, so you maybe can text with me and Alan later." he smiled and placed the phone on the bedside table.
"Thanks, brother." she answered and we left.


-later at Alan's apartment-

I sat on the couch in the small living room of the apartment and stared at my phone. I waited if she would text me, but no, no message. I bite my lip and took my phone. I checked my Twitter and saved the picutre of me and her on my phone. 'Terrible birthday party with @quinnwcarlile last night. Miss that girl.' I tweeted and attached the photo of us. It got a lot of favorites and retweets within seconds. 'Is that your girlfriend?', 'You guys look so cute together.', 'You guys would be a perfect couple.' a lot of these Tweets came in. I got annoyed by the Tweets, but suddenly there was one Tweet. 'Miss you too @AlanAshby' It was Quinn! She tweeted me back! I changed from Twitter to my messages. I texted her.

Notes

short chapter, but it's early in the day, so sorry!
the 'w' in quinn's twitter name stands for 'winchester'