Quinn's POV:

It was Monday, that means; a new week of school. I hated the school, because I was bullied and I got beaten down for so many times without a reason. You maybe think about "How can you hit a girl?!", yeah a lot of people think that. But at my school, no one cares about that. I get beaten down by boys and girls.
I wasn't that pretty like and I don't had much boobs like the others. "You don't have tits! Get some!" they always yelled at me in the hallway. My legs are very skinny, too, same like my whole body, but I wasn't bulimic. Many people at my school bullied me because of my skinny body. They always thought I was bulimic and stuff, but I wasn't! God damn, I wasn't! I'm alright in that way. They said I would spit out my food from lunch, because I always went to the restroom after lunch. But not to spit my food out, it was because I always wanted to check my sleeves and writsts, in case if they have started to bleed again. I had a very big self-harm problem. I cutted myself nearly everyday. So my scars were always fresh. I combed my hair, while looking in the mirror. I hated to see myself there. I always looked so sad and I had no idea why.
"Quinn, hurry up. School starts in 30mins!" my dad yelled out of the kitchen.
"I'm almost done!" I shouted back shortly, before I grabbed my bag and my Of Mice & Men jacket. I really loved Of Mice & Men, because they gave me so much back and made me smile everytime when I listen to their music. And even Austin Carlile, their lead vocalist, gave me so much, even if I don't know him. We had the same surname, but that's probably just random. I mean I bet there are a lot of people with the name Carlile out there, right?
I put on the jacket and hung my bag onto my shoulder, before I walked down the stairs straight into the kitchen. My dad was already standing there with his car keys in his hands. I smiled at him, while I quickly took a bun. I put it into my mouth.
"I'm ready" I smirked and bit off a piece of the bun.
"Good." he smiled and went out the door, over to his car. I followed him and let myself down on the passenger seat, waiting for my dad to start the engine. After he had started the engine, he drove out of the parking lot and brought me to school. We hadn't spoke while the drive. There was just the news in the radio, which had made sounds.

-arrived at school-
"See you later." I sad quickly to my dad and closed the door of the car, before I went over to the front door of my school. So many students everywhere. It makes me feel a bit insecure. As soon as the first students seen me, they were start talking about me, behind my back. I bet it was the same thing like everytime. "Look, she don't have boobs.", "She's a ugly bitch." I couldn't hear these things anymore. It makes me so sad and it killed me inside. I tried to ignore them and walked through the front door, along the hallway up to my locker. When I arrived, I already saw my only friend Mary Ann. She wasn't my best friend or something, she was just a friend, you know?
"Hey Quinn!" Mary Ann smiled and hugged me. I replied her hug and smiled back. "How are you feeling?" she added and pulled me out of her hug. I just nodded.
"I'm feeling great." I lied, but she didn't noticed it. She just smiled at me.
"Great!", she answered. I opened my locker and took out some books, while she was starting to talk again.
"Okay so, I'll be going to Matt now. See you in Math!" right after her words she walked away to her boyfriend Matt. They were together since nearly 2 years now and I was happy for them. I sighted, before I closed my locker and walked down the hallway to my class. First period was Math by Mr. Howard. I hated him and his math periods. They were so boring and ugh. When I reached the classroom, I entered it and sat down at my chair, next to Mary Ann's place. I waited for her and she came in 2mins before periods started. After the bell had rung, Mr. Howard entered the class. "Alright class, good morning!" he said with his fake smile and started to write down some math things at the blackboard. I was thinking about Of Mice & Men and Austin. I asked myself, if I would meet them sometimes. But my dad won't allowed me to go to their concerts. I had no clue why. It makes me sad, I never told him about that Of Mice & Men had saved my life. I always said they're just my favorite band. I started to write down some of their lyrics on my book and didn't listen to Mr. Howards voice. He doesn't seem to care about that I wasn't followed his teaching. Suddenly the bell ripped me out of my thoughts and I slowly got up. Mary Ann was already out of the class, when I leaved it. I hold up in front of the door and I was thinking about to go home. Just to hooky and telling my dad that the other periods were free. But I decided to wait after lunch. So I changed to the physics class. Another 40mins of dreaming of meeting Of Mice & Men. The bell rung again and I quickly left the room and walked up to the cafeteria. Mary Ann was already sitting at a table with her boyfriend, waiting for me. I sat next to them and ate my lunch. After 30mins of talking to her, I hugged her.
"Bye. See you tomorrow." I said and put on a fake smile. She replied the hug.
"Yes, goodbye." she answered and I left the cafeteria. I went out off the school and took my way home. It was 15mins by walk. After these 15mins, I arrived at my house and saw a unknown car in front of our house. I lifted a eyebrow, before I knocked at the door.
"It's open!" my dad yelled and I entered our house. My jaw dropped down, when I saw the tall young guy next to my dad. He was full of tattoos and had a nose ring. I knew this guy! It was Austin Carlile! I was really surprised about it. I mean, why is he here, at my house? I wondered and stared.

Notes

Title taken from Lacuna Coil on Saw VI (Soundtrack)
It's my first fanfic. I started to write it during school. How do you like it? :)
I know it doesn't happend much yet, but yeah it will happen more!