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Write Down The Silence

Chapter 38

I was walking up one of the hills with Spot. We had decided to just see San Francisco together. I liked just walking around with him, laughing at weird people, eating ice-cream in the shadow and looking through nice clothing shops. You found some new tees and a pair of nice ripped skinny jeans. Spot found a pair of jeans and a few tanks that he liked, and a new beanie. He had a thing for beanies.
"So how is it between you and Austin anyway? I could see that he was a bit jealous of you saying Ian’s name in your sleep" he said.
"I didn’t even knew I said it, so why is he mad about it?" I sighed.
"I would be jealous as well if I was him… Think about it. The sleeping you and your mind thought about another man instead of him" he said.
"But still… It’s nothing" I said.
"But Ian kissed you, I know because I saw it… So there is something" he said and looked at me. I looked back and sighed again.
"Yes… Ian kissed me, and I didn’t kiss him back" I said.
"Yeah, I know… I saw that as well" Spot teased.
"It feels good to have you around, to have someone to talk to" I said and looked at him.
"Don’t take it wrong, but I’m glad to have someone to talk to… Sometimes I just wished it was my girlfriend Jessica and not you" he said.
"You miss her" I said and looked at him.
"Of course I miss her, now that we’re out touring I barely see her anymore" he said and shrugged.
"Give her a call and tell her that you love her" I said and smiled. Spot laughed and picked up his phone, and he did that.
"I just wanted to say that I love you silly" he said, and I could hear someone crying at the other end, and that she missed him. I smiled. I missed having someone that loved me so dearly… But well… Austin loved me. But then again… Our relationship was more sex than love. I guess…

We got back to the busses and I looked at Austin. He was on his laptop working again and he looked a little bit stressed. I sighed and walked over to him and then I sneaked in behind him, and started to give him a shoulder massage. He glanced over his shoulder and looked me in the eye. First it was just neutral and no emotion, then he smiled and continued to work. When I felt that he was relaxed I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned my chin against his shoulder, and looked at his screen. He was working on some lyrics again.
"How has your day been?" he asked.
"I was walking around with Spot, found some new clothes and just had… a day with a friend. We had ice-cream and talked about love" I said.
"So that is the reason why I’m getting spoiled?" he teased and kissed my arms. I giggled and kissed his neck.
"Maybe, I just felt like being lovely today" I said and he smiled.
"Does Spot have someone?" he asked.
"His girlfriend Jessica, and they are currently trying to cooperate with the distance between them" I said.
"Now that you say it I think he mentioned her once" he said and nodded.
"When I heard them talk on the phone earlier I just felt… That I wanted to be lovely and cute, so yeah… Here I am" I said and giggled.
"I don’t mind at all" Austin said and kissed my arms again.

I picked up the guitar and I walked out on stage, plugged it in and then sat down on the high chair that had been placed out for me. Tonight there was a lot of people out to see me. More than ever before and I was a bit impressed.
"Hello San Francisco, how are you tonight?" I asked, and they all cheered. I smiled and played a few chords.
"I’ll take that as if you’re good" I said with a small giggle, and then I started playing.
"This isa new song, never played before, and it’s called ‘From Manhattan’" I said and glanced over the faces that all looked at me. I took a deep breath and let my voice fill the room.

- - -

Austin’s POV

I watched her play from the corner. Not many people knew that I was there and I was glad for it. I hated the fact that I couldn’t see her perform like this more often. Okay this was only the third show we played on this tour but still…. My fans didn’t let me have some personal space and I could never just walk in here and watch her. But today I was alone. I stood in the corner with crossed arms, listened to her voice and I have to admit… I got goosebumps. Her voice was lovely and fitted perfectly for this kind of room. A small stage where you really got a connection to the crowd.

I watched her as she finished her set and then she walked over to the bar. She ordered a beer and sat down on one of the high chairs. She looked relaxed but as soon as she got some beer i her system she sighed in relief and then got more relaxed then before.
"Hello beautiful" I whispered and sat down beside her. She looked at me and she smiled. She looked tired, but happy.
"Hi" she said.
"Do you know how much I love seeing you play?" I asked and pulled back some strings of hair from her face. She smiled and shook her head.
"Well this was the first set I got to see with you and well… I loved it" I said and she blushed a little. I chuckled and leaned forward, and I kissed her cheek. She smiled and looked at me, and this time I kissed her on her lips. A soft and quick kiss before anyone could see it. She giggled and looked into my eyes. Damn… I loved her so much.

When we got back to the bus Tino looked at us.
"It’s out guys" he sad.
"What is out?" she asked and looked confused, even I got confused.
"Your relationship, it’s all over tumblr, twitter and facebook" Tino said.
"Seriously? How?" she gasped. Tino picked up his phone and showed a picture of us after her set. First me kissing her cheek and then me giving her the quick kiss. The pictures were beautiful with the dark, orange light.
"They’re beautiful" I said and she looked at me.
"I hope people won’t hate me for it" she whispered.
I took my phone and took the picture of me kissing her cheek, and I uploaded it on instagram. I quickly wrote the text “With this picture I can tell you guys that it’s official. Mairin is indeed someone I love”. Rin looked at the text and smiled a little. She still looked scared.
"If they give you hate I will get mad" I whispered. Soon after the photo was bombed with comments about us, both positive and negative comments.

- - -

So far it wasn’t any negative comments and the only one that acted differently was Ian. You could see, touch and smell the jealousy. No but you could see it. He was really jealous and at first he didn’t talk to me, but after a few days he calmed down and then he acted just as normal.

I was walking behind the venue when I noticed that Ed came back, and first I saw that he held a small bag. When he saw me he quickly hid it and looked at me, and then he hurried inside the bus. I got confused and wondered what was going on, but I guess… I shouldn’t jump into their business. Or his.

Comments

SEQUEL OMG THIS IS AMAZING OKAY PLEASE

I wanna read about Alec as a teenager....

Therese Therese
12/15/13
Sequel sequel!
This was a very cute little story. I enjoyed it :)
age of aquarius. age of aquarius.
10/27/13
So it ended?.... What the hell am i supposed to do now?!
lostinthelight lostinthelight
10/27/13