Austin got a bit jealous that I spent so much time with Ian. We could “talk” for hours about absolutely nothing and yet everything. It was fun and I felt that the more time I spent with him the more I liked him. And I think that is the reason why Austin is so jealous.

I was alone on the bus, just checking tumblr and twitter, when I heard a small “pop” and I got my hearing back. I just stared out into air and listened to my own breathing and the muffled sound of traffic outside. Then I smiled and sighed in relief. Even though it was scary that I never knew if I would be deaf or not, it was always good to get your hearing back. It felt amazing. I smiled even more and got up and I looked around in the bus. I enjoyed the sound of pulling a curtain back. The sound of touching the leather couch in the lounge. I enjoyed all the small sounds. Then I accidentally hit one of Alan’s acoustic guitars and I gasped a little. But then I watched it and I thought about playing. I looked towards the door and then I nodded. Why not play a little?

I picked up the guitar, tuned it and then I played some chords. It felt amazing and I took a deep breath. It felt more then amazing. It felt good.

"Here in this world I’m awaked with mistakes, but it’s love that keeps fueling me… fueling me…. Pretty little lady with the swollen eyes would you show them to me? I know I’m not that perfect, but just stay a while, baby then you will see" I sang and played the right chords. This was one of my favorites when it came to Of Mice and Men. Then I started playing another song instead.
"I believe it’s time for me to be famous, and out of place. I believe it’s time for me to move forward, when I break through" I began but gasped a little when I saw Austin, Tino and Alan standing by the door and staring at me.
"You can sing" Alan said and stared at me.
"I knew you played the piano, but you play the guitar as well?" Tino asked.
"Yeah, I play guitar, piano and the violin" I said and shrugged.
"You got your hearing back?" Austin asked. I nodded and looked at him, and I gently laid Alan’s guitar beside me.
"You have a really lovely voice" Alan said and picked up the guitar.
"Thanks, I guess" I said and swallowed.
"no seriously, you have a really lovely voice" Austin said.
"Have you ever thought about becoming a musician?" Tino asked.
"Yeah, I almost got a contract but when I got deaf they didn’t get in touch" I shrugged.

The morning after we all woke up exactly the same. Flying around in our bunkers when the bus had to hit the breaks. I heard how Austin groaned in pain when he hit his head, and I heard both Phil and Tino falling out from the bunkers. And I heard Aaron and Alan in the lounge.
"What the fuck happened?!" Tino growled.
"A fucking car came of out nowhere and tried to get in front of me" our driver called. I heard them let out sighs and Tino and Phil climbed up to their bunks again. But then I heard a small "psst" and when I looked out I saw that Austin was looking down on me.
"What?" I asked. He gestured and asked if he could come down to me, and first I just looked at him and then I smiled. He got a small grin on his face and soon he crawled inside my bunker. He gave me a small grin and to my surprise he gave me a soft kiss on my forehead.
"I felt like cuddling" he said and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled a little and leaned me head against his, bare, chest. After I few minutes I noticed that his heart started to beat much faster.
"You’re heart is beating so fast" I said and glanced up at him.
"Yeah" he murmured and he had his eyes closed.
"What are you nervous about?" I asked.
"It’s been some time since I was this close, cuddling… with someone" he whispered. I looked at him and then he glanced at me.
"You’re nervous about that?" I asked and giggled a little.
"That, and that" he said and gestured towards his feet. I followed his eyes and then I saw the bulge that had appeared under his boxers. I bit my lip a little to not laugh, and Austin grinned a little.
"But I’m not here for that, I only want to cuddle" he said and closed his eyes again.
"I can see that" I teased and leaned down on his chest again. He stroked my arm and I could hear him chuckle quietly.
"I mean it" he said and chuckled some more. I moved and straddled him, and he looked a bit surprised. I grinded a little against his bulge, with a grin on my lips and he bit his lips.
"Even when I do this?" I teased. He swallowed and tried not to get affected, which made me giggle. And I grinded a little bit harder against him and moved my hands over his chest. I only had my panties and a big tee on. So it was just thin fabrics between our bodies. Austin bit his lip even more and he looked a little bit excited.
"Or when I do this?" I whispered and moved my hand and stroked his hard on. A small moan escaped Austin’s mouth and I knew that I had succeeded. Then to my surprise he flipped me over, and hovered over me. I looked at him and he looked at me with a grin. My surprise was exactly what he wanted, and he moved me a little bit closer. His hands reached inside my tee and he slowly pulled it up a little. Exposing my tummy and then me chest. I blushed a little and he pulled it completely over my head and threw it down to our feet. I shivered a little when he looked at me. His eyes all over my body. Taking everything in.
"i’m gonna ask you for one little thing" he whispered into my ear and I looked at him. A small grin made it to his lips again and he pressed his body against mine, making me feel his erection against my core.
"What?" I whispered back.
"I need you to be quiet" he whispered and I knew exactly what he was going to do. He slowly moved his hands down to my panties and he slowly got his hands inside.
"Oh, someone’s wet already" he whispered and his grin got even bigger. His fingers circling around made my back arch a little, and he held his other hand over my mouth. I small moan escaped through his fingers though.
"ssh" he hushed me, and then moved my panties down. Once again his eyes was all over me and I shivered, in excitement for what was about to come. Slowly he pulled his boxer briefs down and his erection sprung free. I stared at it and wondered how the fuck I was going to stay quiet. But Austin still held his hands over my mouth and then he slowly pressed himself inside me, let me adjust to his size and when he got an okay he started to slowly thrust in and out. Small moans, not hearable for the others" escape my mouth and the excitement that the others could just pull the curtain back was really… thrilling. I loved every second of this. Soon Austin thrusted in harder and I had to bit my lip not to let any louder moans escape. Our hips touched and it was a wonder that it wasn’t louder. Because Austin thrusted in hard.
"God" he groaned and held himself up with his elbows. His body pressed against mine, his hip movements and me grasping his back was completely overwhelming. the knot in my stomach got tighter and tighter.
"Austin" I panted and he knew exactly where I was going. He grinned a little and I looked into his eyes. He looked so damn happy.
"Just let go" he whispered. He rocked his hips a few more times and that was when the knot in my stomach untangled itself and I bit my lip really hard not to scream out. My walls clenched around him and he got really surprised.
"fuck" he groaned and soon I felt him release. He slowly rode out both our highs and then he stopped. He still held himself up with his elbows. Our bodies was still pressed against each other. Covered in a thin layer of sweat that made it sticky, and our skin wouldn’t really part. Austin just looked at me and I looked at him. Both panting. That had been… special. Weird and special. And good.
"Where the fuck is Austin?" Alan asked and we heard him look inside Austin’s bunker. Austin quickly wrapped my blanket over us and we moved so we were spooning. Then Alan pulled my curtain back and Austin looked over his shoulder, pretending that he had been asleep.
"What the fuck are you doing down here?" he asked.
"ssh" Austin said and I pretended to sleep.
"You’re sleeping together now?" Alan asked, a bit quieter.
"Who’s sleeping together?" Aaron asked.
"Rin and Austin?" Tino asked.
"Can you be a little bit more quiet please" Austin hissed.
"oh, sorry… I’ll let you… sleep" Alan said and closed the curtain.
I turned around and faced Austin, and he got a grin on his face. And I grinned back. That had been… awkward, but fun.