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A Small Affection For You

Chapter 7

WARNING: Sexual assault.

I was back behind the table, doing merch, and the girls kept on harassing me for my cleavage. But this time I didn’t listen to what they told me and only cared for those who wanted to buy some merch. Anthony and Jack noticed the change in my “attitude” and asked if something was wrong.
“Nah, its just that… Why should I care about what they say about me?” I said and looked at them.
“Never think less of yourself, you are better then them” Anthony said with a smile. I smiled back.

Austin didn’t really say anything about the kiss. To be honest he didn’t say anything. He ignored me and that only made me sad again. I didn’t care about what people said but Austin ignoring me… Well it wasn’t that fun. Because when he kissed me he had given me butterflies and all that shit. But the butterflies slowly turned into wasps and every time I saw him my stomach ached a little. Just because he ignored me. And it didn’t get any better when he hooked up with one of their fans.
“Hey Chris, tomorrow we’re heading out clubbing. It’s not every day you get to spend some time in Vegas” Alan said and smiled.
“You’re going out clubbing?” I asked and looked at him.
“Are you tagging along, or not?” he asked and looked at me.
Dear Alan, I’m not going out clubbing in your clothes. I’m not
“I guess I’m going out shopping tomorrow” I said and shrugged.
“Why?” Alan asked and looked a bit confused.
“Do you really think that I will go clubbing in your clothes?” I asked and looked at him. Phil laughed at my comment.
“I would like to see that” he said and grinned.
“I bet you would” I said and glared at him, and he laughed some more.

For the first time in ages I was actually spending some time alone. Just me and no one else. It felt nice and I was walking around in only pair of shorts I had on this tour and a tee from Phil. I was looking at a dress when two guys came up to me. I looked up and I got a bit nervous. They had tattoos and nice hair, but they made me nervous.
“I remember you from the WCAR, Memphis and Mice show yesterday. You’re the Mice merchgirl” they said and smiled. I looked at them and then I nodded.
“Yeah” I said and looked at the dress again. But the guys didn’t really go away.
“Are you going out clubbing tonight? Because if you want to I can get you guys into VIP at my dad’s club” the taller one said. I looked at him and he smiled.
“What’s the catch?” I asked and looked at bit at him, skeptical because people didn’t just offer things like that.
“If you promise that you’ll be there I’ll get you into VIP” he said with a grin. I looked at him and then I smiled. I held out my hand.
“Deal” I said and he took his hand in mine. We exchanged numbers and I got to know that his name was John, and his friend was Marcus.
“The name is Crystal, but you can call me Chris” I said with a smile.
“I really hope to see you tonight then” John said and kissed my hand, and then they walked away. I smiled a little and now I knew that I definitely had to find myself a dress. I looked at the one in my hand and I shook my head. This time I was going to get myself a dress that showed off my cleavage. I was going to get someone to buy me drinks tonight and I was actually going to make Austin a little bit jealous. I walked around for a few more hours before I finally found a black and white dress. It had a black “top” and a skirt that was black ad white in zebra patterns. The skirt was wide and fluffy but not to fluffy. With a pair of red heels it would look amazing. So I bought the dress, some makeup and a pair of nice red heels before I headed back to the bus. The guys didn’t look very exited when I came back.
“What’s going on?” I asked and looked at them.
“We don’t really know if we’re up for clubbing” Aaron said and sighed. I looked at them. Austin looked at me but when I got eye contact he looked away.
“Why not?” I asked and Aaron shrugged.
“We can’t really decide where to go” he said and looked at me.
“We want to go The Black Skies, but you either have to know the owner or have VIP passes to even get inside… It’s like the most popular club at the moment” Aaron sighed.
I smiled and laughed a little. the Black Skies was exactly the club that John had been talking about.
“What if I told you I had VIP passes to The Black Skies?” I said and smiled. Everybody looked up and stared at me and I just smiled.
“You have VIP passes to The Black Skies?” Alan asked.
“I have a friend that said that he can get us inside, VIP, I just had to tell him how many we wanted” I shrugged. Aaron jumped up and cheered, and he kissed my forehead.
“I freaking love you right now woman” he said. I smiled and turned towards the bunkers and I looked at Austin, he still looked a bit confused but he didn’t really look away this time.

I put on the dress, fixed my hair into big curls and then I put on some makeup. I made black smokey eyes and put on a nude color on my lips. I looked amazing and I smiled. Before I walked out I put on my heels and I adjusted my bra and looked at my cleavage. Only a homosexual man would turn me down tonight. I smiled at my reflection and then walked out to the lounge where the others waited.
“Damn” Phil said when I came out. Everyone turned around and I gave them a smile.
“What happened with I don’t want boys to only see me for my boobs?” Alan said and looked at me. Austin looked at me as well and I could see that he was thinking exactly the same thing.
“If you want the boys to buy you some drinks you better have a nice cleavage, but I can change into a t-shirt if you want to” I said and began walking back to the bunkers.
“For God sake, I was just wondering” Alan said and took my hand. I laughed and he knew that I had just fooled him.

I texted John that the whole Mice and I was on our way to the club right now. He told me to just tell the doorman that I was Crystal, and a friend of his. I smiled and Alan asked me what was going on.
“Nah, nothing” I said and smiled at him. It felt nice going out again and when the cab stopped in front of the club I just stared. The club looked amazing and even the others looked amazed. I looked at the guys and they looked at me.
“C’mon then” I said and walked towards the doorman. He stopped me and said that only VIP and guest could get inside.
“My name is Crystal, I’m a friend of John” I said and smiled. He looked through his list and then he nodded.
“Crystal with company” he said and let us in. Phil and Tino grinned, and when we got inside John and Marcus came up. John smiled and held out his arms and hugged me. I could see that Austin frowned a little and I smiled, I had Austin exactly where I wanted him.
“Glad you could come” he said and held his arm around my shoulder.
“Glad you could invite us” I said and giggled a little. John led us through the people to a big table in the corner for us. A bottle of champagne and shots was already waiting for us and I got really exited. We had a few shots and I felt really amazing. This would be one really fun night, I could just feel it.

I was walking towards the table with a few shots in my hand. Austin, John, Marcus and Tino was the only ones left at the table. I put them down and sat down beside John. Austin glared at him and I put two shots in front of him.
“Don’t glare, and lighten up a little” I shouted over the music and he looked at me. Then I sat down again and I took the first shot. Then the second and the third. I shook my head and let out a small scream and laughed, then I took the last one and John and Marcus both cheered me on.
Then I felt his hand on my thigh and I looked at him. He looked me in the eye and he leaned towards me, and right in front to Austin he kissed me. I pushed him back and glared a little.
“We’re not that good friends” I said and walked away. I could see a small grin on Austin’s face.

I was standing outside to get some fresh air. My head was spinning and I felt a little bit nauseous. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder and someone pushing me to a little bit more private place around the corner. It was John. He glared at me and I just stared at him.
“Well you little ungrateful bitch, I got you in to this club and you better pay up” he said and forced a kiss on my lips. I tried to push him away but couldn’t rub him. He cupped his hand over my breast and I could feel this erection when he pressed himself against me, and against the wall.
“Let go of me” I tried to say but it was hard when he pressed his lips against mine. I pushed and pushed but he wouldn’t get away. I lifted up my skirt a little and felt his way up my thighs and stroke with his hands outside my underwear. I gasped and now I really tried to push him away. This was exactly what had happened with Derek and now I got really scared. Tears came to my eyes and he pressed a hand against my throat. Then he moved his other hand a bit further up and moved his hand inside my pants. I shivered in fear when he moved his fingers over my core and let two fingers slide in. I cried out and he put his hand over my mouth to keep me quite. Alan… Phil… Austin… Anyone… Where the fuck are you?!?!. He thrusted his fingers in and out from me and he pressed his hard erection against my belly. Tears streamed down my face and I tried to cry out through his fingers.
“No one will hear you Crystal” he whispered. I looked into his eyes and he grinned. He unbuttoned his jeans and he pulled down my underwear, and I cried out when I felt him against my entrance. His grip over my mouth tightened and I screamed when he lifted me up and slammed himself inside me. My whole body clenched in pain and it stung as he thrusted himself inside me. I cried and he pressed me up even harder against the wall. I tried to hit him but that only made it worse. Then I felt how he slowed down and how he got stiff. Then he groaned and I could feel that he filled my insides. He was breathing hard and he pulled himself out and took his hand and buttoned his jeans. I couldn’t look at him and he pressed his lips against mine again.
“That wasn’t so bad, was it?” he grinned and he threw me down on the ground. He had my underwear in his hands and he grinned some more when he looked at me.
“I’ll keep these as a souvenir” he said, put them in his pocket and walked away.

An 20 minutes later I sat up and looked at myself through the camera on my phone. My makeup was no ruined, even though I was crying. You could see markings of dried tears and salt but my makeup was fine. I pulled fingers through my hair and now I looked okay again. I texted Alan but he didn’t answer. Neither did Phil or Aaron, and when I looked around the corner I saw Austin. He was just about to go in when I called his name. He turned around and came over.
“Chris? What are you doing here?” he asked.
“Do you have the key to the bus?” I asked.
“If you’re going to fuck that guy, do it at his place and not the bus” Austin said and sounded harsh. I got tears in my eyes and he looked surprised.
“I just want to get back and sleep” I said and tried not to cry. He just stared and then we he nodded.

Back at the bus I pulled out some clean underwear and Austin looked at me. I kicked the heels out of the way and I tried not to burst into tears. Austin just stood there in the lounge looking at me. He looked worried and sad, and hesitated to ask if I was okay or not. I tried to unzip the dress but when the zip stuck I couldn’t take it. I started crying and Austin hurried over to my side.
“Relax, I’ll take care of it” he said and pulled it down. That was when he saw that the dress was dirty and he looked a bit skeptical, and confused. Then he saw it. The red markings over me shoulder and my neck, and over my mouth. His eyes grew wide and he just stared at me.
“Chris… what happened?” Austin asked. I pulled of my dress and stood there. Naked in front of him and he just stared. He saw the dried blood, and the blood and semen still flowing out from me.
“You did not…” he began and I threw the dress at him.
“YOU’RE JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS, ASSUMING THINGS… But no Austin, I did not have sex with John” I screamed and started crying. Austin just stared.
“Then did he..?” Andy asked and looked really shocked.
“The reason you found me out there around the corner was because I had to pay for the VIP passes, against my will… For 30 fucking minutes while I cried, screamed and tried to get away” I cried and Austin looked so sad, and hurt. And guilty.
“And his not my friend… I just met him today and he said he was at the show yesterday and he could get us inside because his dad owned the fucking place and…” I cried and Austin wrapped his arms around me. I hugged him back and I cried and cried. We stood there for maybe another 10 minutes before I calmed myself down and Austin made me get into the shower. He said he would prepare something to eat and a cup of tea, because he knew that I liked tea. I nodded and walked into the bathroom. I cried in the shower and when I got out, had some clean underwear and a big tee on I walked out and found Austin sitting in the sofa, with sandwiches and two cups of tea. I slowly walked over to him and he patted next to him. I sat down and he pulled me closer and hugged me, and then he gave me one of the cups.
“I’m really sorry for tonight, I wished I could have been there and help you” he whispered.
“Don’t think like that” I answered him and took a sip of the hot tea. He kissed my temple and pulled me closer, and then wrapped a big blanket around us as we laid down on the sofa. Apparently he had turned on a movie, but I didn’t really care. I was slowly falling asleep in his arms.
“Please don’t tell the others” I whispered and he looked at me.
“Why not?” he asked.
“I don’t want them to know… not yet anyway” I answered and my voice almost cracked.
“Okay, I’m not going to tell them and hey… Cry your heart out, I think that will help a little” he said and stroked my hair.

Comments

I'm gonna reread this story tonight when I get off of work and I'm so excited
I haven't read it in years but it was one of my favorite fics.

Kylie Koma Kylie Koma
6/9/16

This story was adorable.
I've read every single story that you've written.
I'm in the process of reading Fragile Love at the moment.
You're ideas are great!
I cannot wait to see more from you.

Luna Moon Luna Moon
12/12/13
This story was so good I'm so sad it's over but that was the cutest ending ever
jessilovex3 jessilovex3
10/23/13
Ohmyfuck, this was the cutest thing I have ever read!! Awwwwhhhsdjongsdfcgvbn.
maybeabbey maybeabbey
10/23/13
Awwwwwwww soooooo cuteee