This is not what it is
Can you feel my heart
I tried to use the phone to call the guys back in but I couldn't find anyone's number so I just waited. A few minutes later Kellin walked in. He went straight up to me and grabbed my wrist, he looked relived but sad at the same time.
"what's wrong?"
"When is he coming?"
"he's not. I didn't tell him were I was."
"why isn't he your boyfriend? Did he do this to you?!?! I swear to god ill kill him!"
" No, calm down, he didn't even know until I told him everything."
" What does that mean?" I told Kellin everything.
"Awww sweety come here" he said and hugged me. We were like this for a while.
"kel I broke up with him, I just can't go back, I can't!"
"shhhh darling you'll be ok"
" haha i love that song" after a while the rest of the guys came back, I told them everything to.
Kellin's Pov
we spent every day with her, I learned so much about her, favorite colors, food, song, anything I could think to ask. On the day she got out I was so scared what was going to happen to her.
"so where are you going to go? If you don't have any where, come with me"
"kel, I can't. Ill just find a place or something. Ill be fine, don't worry about it"
"who will take care of you, u still have a few months until you get better please, just come"
"damit! I hate it when you use the cute ass eyes on me, fine ill come just stop it with the adorable ness already" yes! For the next couple of months we had to hire a nurse to help her in the shower and stuff.
"who's ready to get there casts off!"
"I am!" She yelled. I drove her to the hospital and she got her casts off. We have a concert tonight so after we went to the venue to practice.
"hey trinity! Come here" mike yelled to her
"what happened?"
"try the drums!"
"Are you sure? I don't wanna break anything"
"nahh your fine" I watched them as he showed her how to hold them. She beat on some of the drums and put the sticks down.
"Thanks mike, that was cool!"
"no problem." after the show I told her to change into something comfortable. She looked at me weird but didn't say anything.
Trinity's Pov
I went into my bunk to get some clothes. Kellin is acting really weird I thought. We left and we didnt really talk until we arrived at the beach. I looked at him like 'why are we here?' But he just smiled and walked me to the sand. I saw a fire and I realized it was a bond fire.
"Awww Kellin did you plan this?"
"yea but they wanted to meet you anyways"
"who?" But he just shook his head. When we reached it I saw all my favorite bands.
"hey, I'm Austin carlile, you must be trinity. Kellin hasn't stopped talking about you since he first saw you"
"ohh um hii"
"hey I'm alan"
"I'm Alex!" Ohh my gosh Kellin.
"hey! I'm trinity" after everyone said hi we all sat at the fire chatting. Vic brought his acoustic guitar and started playing hold on til may and when the girl part came up I started to sing it. Everyone looked at me and Vic stopped playing.
"oh my god was I really that bad?" I asked, uhhhh why did I have to try and sing infront of professional singers! They probably think I suck
"no you were awesome, it's just..." Kellin said
" holy fuck that was amazing! Why didn't you say you could sing?!?" Vic said next to me.
" I never sang infront of anybody so I didn't know if I was good." I said. It was the truth.
sing anotherone! Everyone yelled. I took Vic's guitar and they looked at me weird again.
"you play guitar too?" Vic asked
"yea a little"
"what else?"
"umm the drums, piano, violen, and cello"
"why did you let me teach you if you already knew?" Mike said to me.
" I don't know, I didn't think it mattered." They all just smiled.
"now, do you want to here it or not?" every one screamed yes so I played second and sebring. When I finished everyone whistled and cheered me on, it was amazing. After a while Kellin asked if I wanted to go for a walk so I said yea. We walked for a while just holding hands and it was perfect.
"trinity I have to say something. I think I'm falling I love with you." I didn't know what to say. He looked me in the eyes. I kissed him. I told him everything I wanted to tell him In That kiss.
"I think I'm falling for you too" I said In between a kiss
"really?" He breathed
"yea, Kellin, I love you." With those three words his lips came crashing down on me. I licked his lips for entry and when he granted are tongues wrestled for what seemed like hours. We put all our feelings into that kiss like we were about to die. I put my hand in his hair and he went nuts.
"Ohh my god I think she just got pregnant!" Vic yelled and I immediately moved back. I looked at Kellin and he was as red as I felt.
"shut it Vic! Your just mad cause I stole your man."
"Uhuh girl friend, that is my man!" Vic said in the girl yeast voice, we all started laughing.
"what's wrong?"
"When is he coming?"
"he's not. I didn't tell him were I was."
"why isn't he your boyfriend? Did he do this to you?!?! I swear to god ill kill him!"
" No, calm down, he didn't even know until I told him everything."
" What does that mean?" I told Kellin everything.
"Awww sweety come here" he said and hugged me. We were like this for a while.
"kel I broke up with him, I just can't go back, I can't!"
"shhhh darling you'll be ok"
" haha i love that song" after a while the rest of the guys came back, I told them everything to.
Kellin's Pov
we spent every day with her, I learned so much about her, favorite colors, food, song, anything I could think to ask. On the day she got out I was so scared what was going to happen to her.
"so where are you going to go? If you don't have any where, come with me"
"kel, I can't. Ill just find a place or something. Ill be fine, don't worry about it"
"who will take care of you, u still have a few months until you get better please, just come"
"damit! I hate it when you use the cute ass eyes on me, fine ill come just stop it with the adorable ness already" yes! For the next couple of months we had to hire a nurse to help her in the shower and stuff.
"who's ready to get there casts off!"
"I am!" She yelled. I drove her to the hospital and she got her casts off. We have a concert tonight so after we went to the venue to practice.
"hey trinity! Come here" mike yelled to her
"what happened?"
"try the drums!"
"Are you sure? I don't wanna break anything"
"nahh your fine" I watched them as he showed her how to hold them. She beat on some of the drums and put the sticks down.
"Thanks mike, that was cool!"
"no problem." after the show I told her to change into something comfortable. She looked at me weird but didn't say anything.
Trinity's Pov
I went into my bunk to get some clothes. Kellin is acting really weird I thought. We left and we didnt really talk until we arrived at the beach. I looked at him like 'why are we here?' But he just smiled and walked me to the sand. I saw a fire and I realized it was a bond fire.
"Awww Kellin did you plan this?"
"yea but they wanted to meet you anyways"
"who?" But he just shook his head. When we reached it I saw all my favorite bands.
"hey, I'm Austin carlile, you must be trinity. Kellin hasn't stopped talking about you since he first saw you"
"ohh um hii"
"hey I'm alan"
"I'm Alex!" Ohh my gosh Kellin.
"hey! I'm trinity" after everyone said hi we all sat at the fire chatting. Vic brought his acoustic guitar and started playing hold on til may and when the girl part came up I started to sing it. Everyone looked at me and Vic stopped playing.
"oh my god was I really that bad?" I asked, uhhhh why did I have to try and sing infront of professional singers! They probably think I suck
"no you were awesome, it's just..." Kellin said
" holy fuck that was amazing! Why didn't you say you could sing?!?" Vic said next to me.
" I never sang infront of anybody so I didn't know if I was good." I said. It was the truth.
sing anotherone! Everyone yelled. I took Vic's guitar and they looked at me weird again.
"you play guitar too?" Vic asked
"yea a little"
"what else?"
"umm the drums, piano, violen, and cello"
"why did you let me teach you if you already knew?" Mike said to me.
" I don't know, I didn't think it mattered." They all just smiled.
"now, do you want to here it or not?" every one screamed yes so I played second and sebring. When I finished everyone whistled and cheered me on, it was amazing. After a while Kellin asked if I wanted to go for a walk so I said yea. We walked for a while just holding hands and it was perfect.
"trinity I have to say something. I think I'm falling I love with you." I didn't know what to say. He looked me in the eyes. I kissed him. I told him everything I wanted to tell him In That kiss.
"I think I'm falling for you too" I said In between a kiss
"really?" He breathed
"yea, Kellin, I love you." With those three words his lips came crashing down on me. I licked his lips for entry and when he granted are tongues wrestled for what seemed like hours. We put all our feelings into that kiss like we were about to die. I put my hand in his hair and he went nuts.
"Ohh my god I think she just got pregnant!" Vic yelled and I immediately moved back. I looked at Kellin and he was as red as I felt.
"shut it Vic! Your just mad cause I stole your man."
"Uhuh girl friend, that is my man!" Vic said in the girl yeast voice, we all started laughing.
12/2/13