This is not what it is
Nobody's gonna love you
When I arrived I ran straight into my boyfriend jake,
"hey babe"
"hey, oh my gosh, baby what happened to your beautiful face?"
"I went to practice some more last night and hit myself in the face with the ball, no biggie." I said while shrugging my shoulders.
"Awww did the emo whore hurt herself? Poor baby!" One of the popular bitches said.
"Shut the fuck up before I kick your ass so hard you'll be shitting out your mouth... Oh wait, you already do!" I screamed at her
"that's enough! All of you. In the office. Now!" He said loudly. Oh shit. If he calls my mom shell beat me until I die, she almost did before, what's to stop her now. I waited in the office forever while he talked to everyone by themselves. He called me in.
"Trinity, this is the second time this week, I let it go last time but I won't be doing that again, I'm going to have to call your mom and tell her that you well be in school suspension for the next three weeks"
"Oh god no, please, I'll do anything, ANYTHING!! Just please don't call her!" I begged him. I waited for him to tell me if I was gonna have to clean stuff or if he was gonna call home.
"anything?"
"yes, anything."
"ok, fuck me, do this and I won't go to the board, I won't tell your mom, I'll act as if nothing happened, but don't and your expelled, try and tell someone and it's your word against mine and who do you think they'll belive? A emo looking whore like you or a respectable principal like me?" He said with a horrible smile on his face. I said ok and to meet my in the forest behind the school at midnight. He said ok and I left. I went through all of my classes and went home. I sneaked through my window so I wouldn't wake my alcoholic mother. I walked across my room and it strongly smelled of jack Daniels and Cuervo. I turned on the light. I looked behind me and was hit the head with a metal bat so hard I flew into my dresser and crashed to the floor.
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SNEAKING IN HERE LIKE A WHORE? FUCKING YOUR DAD WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH?! YOUR THE REASON HE LEFT IN THE FIRST PLACE!" She screamed at me while hitting me again.
"He raped me." I said while choking on my blood.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU UGLY ASS PIECE OF TRASH! I should have aborted you when I had the chance you worthless piece of shit. Nobody cares about you so why won't you fucking die already?" She said with so much hatred in her eyes that I couldn't even look at her. I honestly thought I was gonna die as she kept hitting me with the bat, I guess she got bored with the bat because a few moments latter there was a horrible pain shooting up my arm. I couldn't even move to try and stop her or scream, it was all I could do to keep awake. Five seconds later I blacked out. When I woke up it was dark outside and I didn't see my mom. I stood up but it was too painful so I had to wait a few before I moved again. I climed out the window and ran as fast as I could.
"hey babe"
"hey, oh my gosh, baby what happened to your beautiful face?"
"I went to practice some more last night and hit myself in the face with the ball, no biggie." I said while shrugging my shoulders.
"Awww did the emo whore hurt herself? Poor baby!" One of the popular bitches said.
"Shut the fuck up before I kick your ass so hard you'll be shitting out your mouth... Oh wait, you already do!" I screamed at her
"that's enough! All of you. In the office. Now!" He said loudly. Oh shit. If he calls my mom shell beat me until I die, she almost did before, what's to stop her now. I waited in the office forever while he talked to everyone by themselves. He called me in.
"Trinity, this is the second time this week, I let it go last time but I won't be doing that again, I'm going to have to call your mom and tell her that you well be in school suspension for the next three weeks"
"Oh god no, please, I'll do anything, ANYTHING!! Just please don't call her!" I begged him. I waited for him to tell me if I was gonna have to clean stuff or if he was gonna call home.
"anything?"
"yes, anything."
"ok, fuck me, do this and I won't go to the board, I won't tell your mom, I'll act as if nothing happened, but don't and your expelled, try and tell someone and it's your word against mine and who do you think they'll belive? A emo looking whore like you or a respectable principal like me?" He said with a horrible smile on his face. I said ok and to meet my in the forest behind the school at midnight. He said ok and I left. I went through all of my classes and went home. I sneaked through my window so I wouldn't wake my alcoholic mother. I walked across my room and it strongly smelled of jack Daniels and Cuervo. I turned on the light. I looked behind me and was hit the head with a metal bat so hard I flew into my dresser and crashed to the floor.
"WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU SNEAKING IN HERE LIKE A WHORE? FUCKING YOUR DAD WASN'T GOOD ENOUGH?! YOUR THE REASON HE LEFT IN THE FIRST PLACE!" She screamed at me while hitting me again.
"He raped me." I said while choking on my blood.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU UGLY ASS PIECE OF TRASH! I should have aborted you when I had the chance you worthless piece of shit. Nobody cares about you so why won't you fucking die already?" She said with so much hatred in her eyes that I couldn't even look at her. I honestly thought I was gonna die as she kept hitting me with the bat, I guess she got bored with the bat because a few moments latter there was a horrible pain shooting up my arm. I couldn't even move to try and stop her or scream, it was all I could do to keep awake. Five seconds later I blacked out. When I woke up it was dark outside and I didn't see my mom. I stood up but it was too painful so I had to wait a few before I moved again. I climed out the window and ran as fast as I could.
12/2/13