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Princess of Texting

Chapter FortyThree

Every day the pain in my neck increased and everyday I took another pill. I tried to take them while no one was watching but Caspian and Elijah sometimes saw me take them. I noticed that they all started to watch me. Keep an eye on me and three weeks into the tour, when we reached Asia, I noticed that my little box with painkillers was gone. the pain was increasing for every minute and I couldn’t find my painkillers.

Panicked I ran around in my hotel room and threw things around to find it, but I just couldn’t. It wasn’t in my bag, or handbag. Not by my clothes or in my toilet bag. It was nowhere to be seen. My hands trembled and I just sat down on my bed. The tears was filling my eyes and I tried to blink them away. But soon the started to fall down my cheeks, leaving salty stains. Why would anyone take them?

I walked out to the others. They sat in the lounge with All Time Low and they all looked up when I came out.
"You look like shit" Jack said and frowned.
"Have anyone of you seen my painkillers?" I asked. I saw that they looked at each other. They had taken them. I knew that.
"No, why? you can’t find them?" Caspian asked. I shook my head and bit my lip a little, so that I wouldn’t burst out crying.
"You’re having a migraine right now?" Elijah asked.
"Something like it" I said, and I knew they didn’t believe me.
"Go take a glass of water and sleep for a few hours" Scott said and gave me a weak smile. I looked at him and walked in to my bed again.
"Did you see her? She looked like she was going through hell" aaron whispered.
"I’ve never seen her like that" Alex whispered as well.
"Are you really sure that is drugs?" Jack asked.
"What else would it be? She’s having abstinence right now" Caspian said.
I picked up my phone and I looked through my contacts, and then I found him. My doctor that told me I could call him anytime if I wanted to ask something.
"Didn’t expect you to call" he said.
"My friends believe I do drugs and have taken the painkillers, is there anything I can do to… get the pain away?" I asked. He was quite for a moment before he asked me to get a paper and pen. I looked around before I finally found a piece of paper and a pen.
"The thing I’m going to have you write down now is a really strong pain relief that you can buy there in China, but you can’t have them back to the states. Because they are strong and you won’t have a prescription on them. So only take them for the time you are in China, and then when you are in Japan. Go to a hospital and explain to them what is wrong with you, and they will give you a prescription on painkillers. Okay?" he asked. I swallowed and took a deep breath. He then told me what to write down and that I could find it pretty much at any local pharmacy.
"Thank you" I said and smiled a little.
"Any time, and please take care of yourself" he said, before he hung up.

Since we were going to stay in china for a few days before our Asian tour started I decided to wait today and see if it stopped. Maybe the pain would go away. But after a few hours I got up again and the others looked at me again. Apparently they were heading out.
"You wanna come?" Caspian asked. I shook my head and walked over to the small kitchen area. Everyone was looking at me.
"How are you feeling?" Jack asked.
"My head is thumping, my neck is sore, my eyes can barely handle the light and… I’m starting to get a fever. So I’m gonna go and stay in bed" I said and tried to force a smile upon them. They just stared at me.

When they got back I was lying in bed. I stared up at the ceiling and could barely breath, i was drenched in sweat and I was probably pale as a ghost.
"Essie, are you in there?" Alex asked and knocked on the door. When I didn’t answer he slowly opened the door and I met his eyes. He gasped and hurried over to me.
"Are you okay?!" he asked and put a hand on my forehead.
"Alex, what is going on?" Scott asked and popped his head inside.
"Essie is barely breathing" he said and looked at him.
"What?!" Scott gasped and hurried over as well.
"And she’s burning up" he said.
"ELIJAH!" Scott yelled.
"What?" I heard him answer.
"CALL FOR AN AMBULANCE" he yelled back.
"What?! Why?" he asked and they all came to the door. But when they saw me and heard me barely breathing they understood why.

At the hospital they gave me something and it didn’t take long before I could breath again. I explained to them what was really going on and had them promise that they wouldn’t say anything. The others soon walked in to my room where I was lying and drinking water.
"How are you feeling?" Scott asked.
"They gave me something that relieved the pain, and after that I was pretty much okay" I said and looked at him.
"I’m sorry, I threw away your painkillers" Caspian said.
"It’s okay, they gave me a prescription for something else" I said.
"They did?" Scott asked.
"It’s clearly not migraine, so… are you going to tell us what really happened?" Alex asked.
"I wish I could, but… I can’t. Not yet" I said.
"So there is something wrong with you?" Elijah asked.
"There might be something, but I’m still waiting for answers. So don’t fret" I said and laughed a little.
"But nothing serious?" Scott asked.
"Not really, it’s just that I get a very dreadful pain in my neck that you… well if it goes on for long it will make it hard to breath" I said.
"I’m sorry" Caspian said.

I felt really bad for lying. But what else could I do?

Comments

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8/15/14
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2/25/14
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2/25/14

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2/16/14