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Princess of Texting

Chapter Eighteen

It was time for another round in Germany for some festivals and the fun thing was that Of Mice and Men and Asking Alexandria would be on every one of them. Somehow I was really nervous. Because this would be the first time I met Austin since we kinda… not confessed. But I guess you could call it a confession?

I was in my own world when I suddenly walked in to someone. I let out a small shriek because I lost my balance and I fell back.
"Watch it" I heard the familiar voice say and he caught me before I could fall any further.
"Thanks Mike" I said and looked up at him.
"Don’t run around like that, you never know when you will fall" he said and gave me a weak smile. It had been quite awkward between us since I told him I didn’t know. He still talked to me but it was tense. My own fault I guess. I was just about to say something when I heard another familiar voice and I froze. It was Scarlet Skies.
"Hey" Mike said and got a huge grin on his face. He greeted Jordan and the others and I just stood there. then they saw me.
"Ah, you’re here as well" Jordan said.
"I was just about to leave" I said and held up my hands in a "I give up"-gesture and started to walk away. And once again I walked straight into someone and this time I actually fell and I ended up on my ass. I grunted in disapproval and when I opened my eyes I saw a familiar hand reached out for me. It was Danny.
"Sorry, that was my fault" he said with a smile.
"Hi Danny" I said and he helped me back up on my feet.
"Haven’t seen you for a while, how are you?" he asked.
"Well this is the second time in just five minutes that I fell because I ran into someone, but I’m fine thanks" I said and laughed. He chuckled and looked at the others.
"Hi by the way" he said to Mike and the others, and then he greeted Scarlet Skies.
"When did you get here?" I asked and looked at Danny.
"About half an hour ago, why?" he asked.
"Nah, I was just wondering" I said and shrugged. He got a grin on his lips and I looked at him. Mike and the others looked at us as well.
"He’s sleeping in the dressing room" he said.
"Who’s sleeping where?" Jordan asked.
"Austin" Danny teased and poked me. I frowned and rolled my eyes, and I started to walk away.
"Don’t forget to tell him that we said hi" he called.
"Fuck you Danny" I said and glared at him, and I saw that Mike looked at me and he looked a little bit surprised, and hurt.

- - -

I nervously popped my head inside the dining hall and I didn’t see Austin or anyone from Of Mice and Men. So I let out a sigh and took another step inside.
"Who are we glad’s not here?" Austin asked and I let out a shriek. I turned around and saw him. He stood behind me in a white tank and his black vest. Dark skinny jeans and messy hair. He looked out over the dining hall.
"It was actually you" I confessed and bit my lip. He looked at me.
"I’ll go then" he said and turned around.
"No don’t" I said and I saw a grin on his face when he turned around again. I couldn’t help but to stare and he laughed.
"Let’s go and get something to eat" he said and wrapped an arm around me. I bit my lip again and we walked over to the table with the buffet.

I poked around in my food and my heart was racing. Austin must have noticed because I could see that he was looking at me with a small, amused, grin. Which of course didn’t make it any easier for me to eat. After a while I let out a groan and looked at him.
”You’re not making it any easier for me to eat” I said. He laughed and shook his head.
”I know, why do you think I keep staring at you?” he said and looked into my eyes. I just stared at him and he chuckled a little when I bit my lip.
”I’m sorry, you can keep on eating” he said and gestured towards my almost full plate. I got to take a few bites before he looked at me again and I let out a loud groan again.
”For fuck sake Austin, let me eat” I said and almost threw the plate with food on him. He let out a loud laughed and had to rub his eyes from tears, because he found this very hilarious. For some reason.
”This is the first time this is happening, me making someone so nervous” he said.
”Oh, no you make that a lot… This might just be the first time you take notice of it” I said.
He kept on laughing and shook his head, and took my chance and took a few more bites.
”So why are you so nervous?” he asked and got all serious. He looked at me. His eyes shimmering with curiosity. I looked at him and wondered if I should tell him or not. But honesty was our thing. So why not keep to honesty and tell him?
”Because this is the first time I meet you since I told you about my thoughts, and that you keep on haunting them” I said.
”Haunting is such a dreadful word, it makes me sound like a… pain in the ass” he said.
”Well you kinda are sometimes” I said and shrugged.
”Ha, you can at least say that I fill your thoughts” he said and smiled.
”Okay, you’re not haunting them and you’re not a pain in the ass, all the time, and… You just keep popping up you know” I said and shrugged.
”I find that kinda fun actually, just as you’re not leaving my thought I don’t leave yours” he said. I nodded and looked at him. That was kinda fun actually.
”So what do you think about when I just pop up? Or what are some of the reasons I pop up?” I asked, and got a bit curious. I looked into his brown eyes and he looked back, thinking about how he should say it. Trying to figure out how to explain it.
”How do you explain that you love someone? You just do. How do you explain that someone mean a lot to you when you don’t have words for it, but only feel something? When you see all the small things about a person that they themselves never see” he said and looked at his almost empty glass, and took one last sip. I looked at him. A bit impressed by his answer.
”Do you love me?” I asked and stared at him. He looked at me, a bit surprised.
”I never said that” he said.
”But you’re the one that mentioned love, I never said anything about it” I said. He stared at me and I swear, in the name of God, every Goddess and every mighty power in this world, that Austin was now blushing and that he realised what he just had said.

We got interrupted when Alan and Phil, together with Jack and Alex joined us and sat down by the table. When they realised that Austin was staring at me and I looking back at him they looked at each other.
”Did we interrupt something?” Alan asked.
”No you didn’t, we just had a conversation and I made Austin a bit surprised” I said and looked at him. Alan looked at Austin and he didn’t look convinced.
”About what?” he asked, and you could hear that he was skeptical.
”She said that I might be in love with her” Austin said and looked at Alan. Alex choked on his drink and stared at Austin, Jack looked surprised and Phil got a small grin on his lips.
”That you might be..?” Alan began.
”In love with her” Austin said and nodded.
”Are you?” Jack asked and looked at me, and then back at Austin.
”Well… I guess I am” Austin said and glanced at me.

Comments

Hey first off this story was AMAZING and made me cry. Your an amazing author and I wish I could be half as good. Since you like asking alexandria though maybe you would want to check out my story? I really want it to get more subscriber and such. I'm also the author of I was all for you which is an OMAM fanfic. Sorry for being annoying but I just thought I should ask :)

Savedbybands Savedbybands
8/15/14
I love this story so much, it even made me cry oh my gawd your such a good writer!!! This story was really beautiful <3

~Hannah


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2/25/14
I love this story so much, it even made me cry oh my gawd your such a good writer!!! This story was really beautiful <3

~Hannah


pawwcx pawwcx
2/25/14

Sorry for my english I'm from germany :D
I just read the whole story an god I was crying so much! I signed up to tell you that you are awesome. I loved the story It was cute and funny
god i really hate you for making me belive she is dead!
I got so angry when they kicked her out of the band I was literally screaming that they should stop being assholes
The story is awesome and I hope that you never stop writing

chapter 49 ;-; feels. why u do dis to me. why. u suck. jk ur amazing <3 ur amazing, but you still suck for making me cry like that <3

alanashbyscat alanashbyscat
2/16/14