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I Can't Heal The Way I Feel About You

I can't drown my demons; they know how to swim

It felt as if the day ended just as it began. Oli and I spent it mostly seeing bands which got kind of annoying sometimes because people would recognize him and follow behind us. But hey, I got to say that I was with him, so fuck them. When we got back to bus, we were both exhausted and collapsed onto his bunk together. He took off his shirt and wrapped me up in his arms and I nuzzled against his tattoo-covered chest. He smelled like Old Spice. I could've laid there with him for hours. I kissed his shoulder and then his chest and then his stomach. But then he sat up and looked at me.
"Charlotte, you have, yanno done it, before right?"
I laughed, "Yes, I have Oli. Don't worry."
"Oh alright," and he pushed my head back down.
"No wait, actually let's save this for when we go to my apartment. The guys will be back any minute. It will be nicer there anyway."
The guys had gone out to get dinner because the food at Warped Tour was a) ridiculously expensive and b) pretty gross for the most part. I was still worried about Lee. I didn't want him to hate me, and I also didn't want to screw up the band dynamic. What if I split them up or something? The more I thought about it, the more I worried. I couldn't stay with Oli. I would mess everything up. I couldn't do this to him.

I looked over at Oli, and he was fast asleep. I slowly slid out of his grip and hopped off the bunk. I picked up my drawstring bag off the floor that I had brought with me for merch and quietly walked into the kitchen area. I searched through the drawers and found a pen and paper.
"Oli, I like you a lot, but I feel like us being together is gonna mess with the band. Good luck with the rest of the tour."
I left the note on the table and exited the bus.

Outside it was dark, and the only people I saw were the clean up crew and a few bands. I had no idea where the exit was, but I went with my instincts and turned left. I was walking for awhile and still had not come to the exit. I passed the Of Mice and Men bus and saw Austin sitting up on the top smoking a spliff. Maybe he could help me.
"Hey! Austin!"
He looked over and smiled.
"What do you need, pretty lady?"
I blushed. I had always had a crush on Austin. He had his shirt off and his gorgeous tattoos were on display. Just the sight made me shiver.
"I need help finding the exit. I'm lost."
"Sure thing. You're heading in the exact opposite direction." He giggled.
"Are you fucking kidding me?!" I threw my hands up in exasperation.
"Do you want me to help you back to the actual exit. It's pretty dark out." Austin threw what was left of his spliff onto the ground and slid into the bus through the sunroof. The door of the bus opened seconds later, and a tall, handsome man with disheveled hair walked out.
"Why are you even here this late? Everyone else left hours ago."
"I was hanging out with Oli. It's a long story."
"Oh." He looked down at the ground. "I don't know if that's a great idea. He's been through some rough shit and is still pretty messed up. I just don't want you getting mixed up with the wrong characters. What's your name, by the way?" He asked me.
"Charlotte. Sorry. And I'm not getting mixed up. I'm leaving right now."
Just then Oli came bursting through the door of the bus we were passing. I hadn't even realized we were back by the Bring Me The Horizon bus.
"Charlotte, where did you go?! Thank you so much Austin for bringing her back. I was worried!"
I guess my plans of leaving undetected were foiled.
"Thanks Austin." I waved to him as he walked back to his bus. I then looked to Oli. I could tell he was angry.

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Omg I just reread this and I remember why I loved this so freaking much

Omg I just reread this and I remember why I loved this so freaking much

It's great to know you guys like this story. I'm sorry that I've been so busy. I will update sometime soon this week. Love you guys

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