Lily.

When we get to the Hotel, it's the same hotel we stayed in, different suite. We open the door, and the room is beautiful, it's not to big, and there's only one bed. I think about sleeping arrangements for only a minute, before I notice the balcony. I rush to the doors that open in to the view of the city. It was all lit up, and still going as if it was the middle of the day.
"This, is amazing." I say, feeling Austin's presence join mine. "How did you even get this room in such short notice?" I ask.
"I don't even know." he giggles, and stands beside me. "Now what to do?"
"Order lots of hotel food, and watch old movies." I shrug, and walk back inside, jumping on the big comfortable bed, and he joins me.
"Let's do it." he laughs.

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A few hours later we're a little tipsy and eating deserts on already full stomachs, laughing and talking about the old days. Nostalgia was hitting hard. Austin and I were sharing a few nights together in Vegas but I was marrying Adam.
"We're in Vegas and staying in our Hotel room." I giggle. "We're old."
"We'll go out tomorrow. We'll go shopping and swimming and have a good time... no gambling for me though." Austin chuckles.
"Me either... we can go to a club." I suggest.
"Okay, sounds good." he smiles, and it grows quiet.
"Let's dance." I laugh standing up and pulling him up with me. I turn through the radio.
"I have my phone." he offers.
"No, we're doing it old school, we're using the radio." A station playing a rap song I didn't know is where I stop. I start dancing to it, and Austin watches me with a quizzical look on his face, but I don't care. I'm dancing away, shaking my hips and trying to imitate those generic rap videos. He hasn't budged so I make my way over to him and pull him up.
"I suck at dancing." He says, as I move his arms around wildly. He laughs, pulling away. "Alright!" He says shaking his small hips all around. I'm laughing effortlessly as we dance around more as the next song comes on. I feel my abdomen tight and in pain from laughing so much, as I lay back on the bed. He stays standing and flips through some channels, and stops at a familiar song. 'Something' by The Beatles is playing, slow, lovely.
"May I have this dance?" he grins, coming to me laying there. His long arm is stretched out to me, his hand waiting. I place my hand in his warm hand, and feel him slowly pull me up and pull me into his arms. I feel like this is the first time we've ever danced. I put the hand that's not in his, on his shoulder and he pulls me closer around the waist. We move slowly, around letting the music consume us. He spins me around and slowly dips me. I look up into those brown eyes, and I feel my heart flutter as he pulls me back into his arms, this time I rest my head on his chest, and listen to the sound of his heart tuning out the music. I feel his chin on my head, and I wonder if his eyes are closed like mine, and what is he thinking about?
Is his mind going back to the time we first kissed? What about the first time we met in general? The nights we spent laying in bed together watching movies, instead of going to high school events. All of the things we've been through together. I feel a lump in my throat. I feel myself choking up.
"I think I'll take a bath." I say quietly, but I stay in his tight embrace. I eventually pull out of it and head to the bathroom. I let the tub fill up, as hot as I can take, and add some good smelling bath salts. I undress and slip in to the burning hot water, but I let it heat me up.
My head was spinning, how could I be so unsure. I love Adam and Austin, but which one is the one. I wanted Austin's lips and his skin on mine. I wanted Austin to hold me, and play around with me again. I wished Austin would have kissed me, and we were sharing this tub together. I wanted to be making love to Austin. I wanted it, and it made me feel so guilty. My head starts to pound and I just want to cry.
I check my phone to see if Adam has texted or called, but he hasn't. I set it on the edge of the tub. I tilt my head back and shut my eyes. After a little while, I hear the door creak open behind me, I don't turn around but after a while, I feel hands on my shoulders. Austin's massaging my shoulders, and I don't stop him, it feels so good. Then I feel lips, kissing my neck and giving me shivers up my spine. He's wearing a white robe, and he pulls it open. He gets into the tub, taking no time to kiss my lips. And suddenly, I can't breath. I'm gasping for air, and then everything goes black.

Austin.

I wonder if she was thinking about the night we shared in Vegas years ago. The relaxing bath we spent. It's been a while, since she's been in the bath. She's probably talking to Adam. I sigh, I wished it was me. I hear something smash onto the floor in the bathroom, so I jump up and call her name. No answer.
"Lily?!" I say at the door, knocking furiously. I push through the door to find her laying in the bottom of her tub, my heart sinks to my stomach, but I take no time rushing to pull her out of the now cold water. "Lily! Come on!" I grab a towel and wrap her in it. My heart is racing uncontrollably but I need to get the water out of her lungs, and finally she coughs it up, gasping for air, her eyes fluttering wildly. She's finally breathing again, and holding onto me so tightly, I think she'll cramp her hands.
"Lily, don't you ever fucking do that to me again!" I'm crying, so hard I can barely see through my tears, "What the fuck!" She looks around a bit confused.
"I must have fallen asleep." She says, sitting up. She's breathing heavily. She has tears rushing down her face too. I don't know what else to do, so I grab her and pull her so close to me, there's barely room for air.
"I don't think I've ever been so scared." I say rocking her in my arms.
"I'm sorry." She says closing her eyes tightly, and resting her head against my chest. We sit there on the floor for a while, my clothes are damp but I don't mind. I know it wasn't her fault so I let the anger go away, I was just happy to have her in my arms alive. "Thank you." She says after a while, and she stands up and smiles that angelic smile, and she walks out of the bathroom. I sit on the floor by myself, and pull my knees to my chest. I was losing my best friend, and I had to get her back. This time I knew it, I had to show her that her and I belong together.
I eventually stand up and leave the bathroom, Lily is laying on the bed snuggled up beneath the blanket. I grab a pair of shorts out of my suitcase, and change into them, and I take off my shirt. She watches me walk across the room, and grab some blankets as I start to make myself a bed on the floor.
"Austin." Lily's sweet voice says to me, "There's enough room on the bed." I don't hesitate to slide under the blankets beside her. She's not facing me, but I feel her warmth and the way she's breathing. I want to pull her close and kiss her soft face, and arms. I want to hear her giggle in my ear softly, and for her sweet moans to escape her lips. I just stare off at the ceiling, until I find myself asleep.

Lily.

I couldn't believe what could have happened last night. I owed Austin everything. I hear him slide out of bed the next morning, and jump into the shower. I wished he would have pulled me into his arms last night. When I hear the shower shut off, I sit up and wait for him to come out of the shower and when he does, I'm in aww once again. His tattoo's are showing down his body, that is glistening from the water, and his waist is wrapped only with a towel. I feel my heart pounding in my chest, and my mouth go dry.
"Good morning sweet pea." His smile is the icing to the cake. I'm practically drooling but I smile anyway, my lip is twitching. "I've got a lot planned for you today, so get ready! No makeup though." I look at him confused. "Just throw something on!" He says, sounding rushed. I roll my eyes giggling, and jump out of bed. I throw on a pair of shorts and a t-shirt and follow him. He has a limo waiting for us, and I wait until we reach our destination.
The spa we pulled up to, looked luxurious, and I was kind of intimidated. I was also excited. I also wondered how much money Austin was dishing out. I followed him inside, as he checked in at the service desk.
"Hello Lily, follow me this way." Says a woman with blonde hair and green eyes. She's dressed up, very nice and I nod waiting for Austin.
"Go on." He says like dropping off a kid on the first day of kindergarten. I nod and follow Blondie. I wonder how long it will be before I see Austin again. He's all I can really think about, as the blonde is going through everything. I just nod blankly, and undress placing on a fresh white robe.
Throughout the next hours I'm given champagne and relaxing massages, and facial's and things that give me time to be alone. When I'm done my relaxing spa day, I feel refreshed and a little tipsy too. I feel great, but I'm still wondering about how much money this costs. Austin waits in the lobby of the spa, a grin on his face.
"You look refreshed." He says.
"Yeah, I needed it." I admit. "How much was this?"
"None of your business. Let's go get lunch, I'm starving." He says and I just go along with it.

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later in the day after lunch, and swimming, and watching a movie, and another shower. I'm getting ready for dinner. My stomach has butterflies as if I'm getting ready for a date. I feel so guilty and look at my phone. Still no calls from Adam, but I brush that off. I look at myself in the mirror. I don't know how I feel anymore.
Being with Austin makes me happy, extremely happy. Being with Adam too. I've always loved Austin, but I love Adam too. I don't know what's to come, but I had to figure out the answer to all my questions before I got married to Adam. I hear Austin lightly tap on the door of the bathroom, and I jump a bit out of my thoughts.
"Almost ready?" His voice comes from the other side of the door.
"Yeah!" I say back, and I look back into the mirror. I wished I knew all the answers now. I wished I knew what Austin was thinking. I had the next two nights with Austin and no one else, and I was going to enjoy myself.