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The Edge of My Seat

The Kiss

"She really needs to wake up, Austin." I heard Tino say. I rolled around but never got far because someone else was in my bed with me. Then the events from last night replayed in my head and I jumped out of my bed.

"You fucking let me drink? What the fuck?" I shouted.

"We thought you could handle it, Jess. We're sorry." Tino said.

"How could I fucking handle anything was alcohol? I was a fucking alcoholic last year. Sure, just give an alcoholic beer. I was fucking sober for a fucking year. I can't believe you." I said.

"Don't blame this shit on us, Jess. You have to have more self control." Austin shouted.

"I lost my grandmother. I had no self control yesterday. But fuck you, guys. You know where the door is. Show your way out." I said pointing towards the door then I walked into the bathroom. I lived with Carmen so I can't really kick anybody else out unless Carmen agrees so I wasn't surprised when I saw all of them still here. I walked into the kitchen, completely ignoring everybody. I knew someone followed me into the kitchen and I knew it was Alan.

"What happened? Why are you avoiding everyone?" Alan asked.

"No, I'm just avoiding Austin. Sorry." I said.

"Why are you avoiding him?" He asked. I looked at him. He smiled.

"No, nothing like that. We just disagreed of something." I said.

"Well if you need someone to talk to then just let me know, girl." He said pulling me into a hug.

"I don't like getting shouted at when I wasn't the only one that could stop you from drinking last night, Jess." Austin said from the doorway. I pulled away from Alan and glared at Austin.

"You shouted right back, fucker." I said. Alan walked out of the kitchen and left us in there.

"Because you should of had more self control over your body. We can't always baby sit you, Jess." He shouted the last sentences.

"I never asked you to fucking baby sit me, Austin. I never asked for any of this but guess what, it happened. If you don't want to 'baby sit' me anymore then you can fucking leave and get the fuck out of my life, Carlile." I shouted. I wanted to punch him so hard but I couldn't. No matter how much he pisses me off, I could never hit him.

"Oh boo fucking hoo. Go cry a fucking river. It's really time to grow the fuck up." He said. We were face to face. Both of our face were for sure red from the anger.

"I am grown up. I don't fucking need you, Austin. I never did and I never will." I said.

"Fuck you." He shouted.

"No, fuck you." I shouted. He grabbed the back of my neck and smashed our lips together in a rough kiss. I'm sure one of us will have a fat lip. I wrapped my arm around his neck as the kiss deepen. After what felt like forever, we pulled away as we tried to catch our breathe.

"What the fuck was that about?" I asked in a whisper. He rubbed our noses together in a eskimo kiss then shrugged before kissing me again but a lot softer than before.

"Best way to get our frustration out." He said pulling away and walking to the door. I just stood there, dumbfounded.

"It got really fucking quiet in here. What happened?" Carmen asked. I looked at her and saw Shayley standing behind her. I didn't really want to say anything in front of him because he would go back to Austin with it.

"Okay, it looks like it's a bit of a girl talk day." Carmen said pushing Shayley towards the door. About ten minutes later, Carmen walked back into the kitchen. I had got a container of cookies 'n creme ice cream and two spoons out. She sat down beside me, taking a spoon from me.

"What happened?" She asked before taking a mouthful of ice cream.

"He kissed me." I said looking down at the container.

"Are you fucking serious? That's good. I mean, you've been dreaming of this day." Carmen said.

"No...No, not the way it happened. We were both angry. It just wasn't suppose to happen." I said. She hit my hand making me drop my spoon in the ice cream container. We talked for hours, just catching up on things. We sat there in silent for a bit until the silence was broken by someone knocking on the door.

"If it's Shayley, I'll send him home." Carmen said before getting up and putting her spoon in the sink and walking towards the door. I stood up and went over and began the dishes. I was in my own little world, trying to get this dish clean that one of the guys dirtied. It felt like someone was watching me and honestly, I was too scared to turn around and check so I just continued with doing the dishes. Then it happened, I felt an hand grab my arm, spinning me around and the owners lips crashed against mine in a rough kiss again and it didn't take me long to realize who it was. I didn't want to the kiss to stop. I was enjoying myself too much and I knew it was going to end soon. Just as I said that his lips left mine. I opened my eyes slowly and saw Austin staring down at me.

"Why do you keep doing that?" I asked. He smiled.

"Because I realize I love kissing you and I don't want to stop kissing you." He said kissing me again. I pushed him away and he frowned.

"No, you can't just kiss me whenever, Austin." I said.

"But I like kissing you." He said.

"I like kissing you, too but I can't do that. You can't just come to me when you want to kiss. I don't want that." I said.

"What do you want?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I don't want anything from you, Austin. You don't need to baby sit me." I said stepping away from him. He grabbed my arm.

"I never met any of those things, Jess. I swear, I never did. You're my best friend." He said.

"Who you just love kissing? I don't understand this, Austin." I said.

"Listen, I didn't want to say anything until I knew for sure that what my feelings for you were. I like you a lot more than just a best friend, Jess. I get this feeling in my stomach. Yes, I know it sounds girly but it's true. You honestly bring out the good and bad in me when needed. I need you in my life. You're like my drug." He said rubbing the side of my face.

"How do I know that you just won't run away?" I asked as tears run down my cheek. He wiped them away with his thumb.

"I've seen you at your worst, Jess. I can handle anything you throw my way. I don't want to lose you either." He said. I leaned towards him and captured his lips.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked. I only nodded because I was crying too much to speak.

Notes

I really didn't want to have them get together so soon but I think it fit's perfectly. Anyways, I think that. If you found any spelling errors or anything will you let me know. I'm on a really old computer and it doesn't have spell check and I'm not that great with spelling. Sorry.
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8/16/13