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I'm A Monster (An Austin Carlile Fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Iris’ pov
We got back to my new home and I went upstairs to go unpack. I heard light sobs coming from the bathroom. I strolled over there and put my ear to the door to see who it was. It was Tony, he kept letting out light murmurs. "Hey Tonesie! Why are you crying? You’re not pregnant are you?" I said which he giggled lightly at.
"No, I don’t think anyway. I have been getting fatter though recently." I chuckled and pulled him up to his feet wrapping my arms around his neck bring him into a hug. The hug lingered for a few seconds to long but I didn’t care, I didn’t want to let him go.
"Whats wrong babe." I spoke trying to make my voice as little as I could.
"N-Nothing. I’m fine. Really."
"I know you’re not fine." I put my nose to the side of his head, making him relax.
"Please tell me? I can make it better." I whispered into his ear.
Tony’s pov
"Please tell me? I can make it better."
I started to cry even more. she couldn’t know why I was like this, it would break our friendship, I cant tell her I have loved her since the day I saw her in London. Fuck, what was I supposed to do cover it up for the rest of my life? Get other girlfriends so they didn’t suspect anything? She made me happy. Before she walked through the door I was about to grab my hidden blades. It was a shared bathroom but no one would find them, ever. She didn’t know I cut, none of the guys did. The only reason I haven’t cut deeper is because of her, she is my life even though i’m not hers. I’m just her friend and that’s all I will ever be.
"What do you do when the person you love doesn’t love you back?" I asked, my voice cracking.
"How do you know he or she doesn’t love you?"
"I know she doesn’t love me because she has just come out of a relationship and she really loved the guy, like, she would do anything for him but he said he loved another girl."
I saw her thinking about it, shit. Did she realize I was talking about her?
"I-I-I-…errr" She couldn’t formulate words, fuck, she new it was her.
"Tony….correct me if i’m wrong but is it me?" She said blushing she had a knowing smile on her face, whilst I was sat there blushing like a tomato. She could read me like a book that’s another reason why I liked her. I just nodded and put my head down. She placed her finger under my chin and tilted my head so I was facing her. “I love you to Tony." She had the biggest smile on her face.
Did that just happen? Am I dreaming? I better not be dreaming.
"Are we still up for tonight?" I asked with a slight positive-ity to my voice.
"Only if you are." She chuckled and kicked her out the bathroom so I could take a shower.
"TONY IF YOU DON’T GET YOUR SMELLY ASS OUT OF THAT SHOWER I’M COMING IN." Iris shouted.
"I wouldn’t mind. " I muttered under my breath.
"Finally!" She rushed past me and grabbed her make up bag.
"Is that all you needed? I nearly slipped because I was rushing to get out for you."
"I have to look my best."
"You look your best all the time." I smirked and hugged her with only a towel around my waist.
"Ewwww, you’re all wet. Go and get dry."
I walked back into my room and got changed into some jeans and went into Vic’s room to borrow one of his posh shirts not that horrible wight one with the weird multi-colored dots on it.
I walked out his room still carrying the shirt. I looked up and banged into Iris falling to the floor, practically lying on top of her.
"I could get used to this" She said. I chucked and got up.
"Where are we going then? I need to know what to wear."
I threw the shirt into my room and walked back to Iris’.
"Where this one?" I said with a beaming grin on my face.
"We must be going somewhere nice if your pulling out the little black dress." I gave her a warm smile and walked back to my room to get ready.

"Woah, it smells like an aftershave factory has exploded or something." Vic walked in laughing at me.
"Shut up Victor!" I threw a pillow at him.
"So, where are you taking her?" Vic asked curiously.
"You know that place she always talks about? Addison, The Grand Del Mar. She has always wanted to go there but has never had enough money, so I am going to surprise her."
"Addison? Are you kidding? That place is extortionate!"
"I know, i’ve been saving up." I said with a wink.
"Wait, is that my shirt? You’re really trying aren’t you?" He spoke with a smirk.
"Have you ever seen me in a shirt? I don’t think I own one."
"You do know that the dress code for that place is suite and tie, not shirt and jeans?"
"What? I don’t have a suit!!"
"Don’t worry, we’ll borrow one off of Mike, I know he’s got one. He try’s it on all the time."
"Okay, what shoes do I wear?"
"I’ll sort it out, just go and check on Ree."
Vic walked out and headed into Mikes room. I went to check on Ree, she was doing her make up but she really didn’t need it.
"Hey." I said.
"Hi, where are we going then Tonesie?"
"Hmm…its a surprise."
"Urghh I hate surprises."
"TONNNNNNYYYYY" Vic shouted from mikes room.
I walked into mikes room.
"WHAAAAT" I shouted mimicking him.
"Which one do you want to wear?"
Wow mike had a lot of suites, too many in fact.
"Errr….that one." I picked one out and walked back into my room to get changed.

"Wow, you scrub up well tonesie."
"So do you. You ready to go?"
"Yeah."
We walked out and got into the limo that I had rented to come and pick us up. We got in and grabbed a glass of champagne whilst the driver drove to the restaurant.
Austins pov
I woke up it was 19:30pm, jees how do I sleep so much? I strolled out of the basement and into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. There was a note from Gielle.
Austin, i’m sorry that I ruined everything for you and Iris and i’m sorry that i ruined everything for us. I can see that you truly love her I can tell that you’re happy with her. I truly am sorry if I fucked everything up for you again, I guess it what I do best, ruin peoples happines and fuck everything up. I’ll stay out of your way from now on, it’s not fair if im still around. I deleted my number from your phone so that we can’t get into contact. I guess this is good bye then.
Love Gee, xxx
I slammed the note down and searched my phone for her number, she really did delete it. I rang Vic.
Austin: Hey man, hows it going?
Vic: Hey Austin. if you’re looking for Ree she isn’t here, shes gone out with Tony.
Austin: Okay. Do you know what time she’ll be back?
Vic: well they’re staying the night there, it’s a restaurant/hotel so they are staying over.
Austin: O-Oh okay. Do you want to hang out tonight?
Vic: Yeah sure, i’ve nothing else to do.
Austin: Okay, i’ll be at yours in 10 minutes?
Vic: Sure, i’ll see you in 10.
Austin: Yeah, bye.
I walked upstairs to get changed but something glistened in the corner of my eye. It was Ree’s necklace I gave her when we moved in. I got changed and grabbed the necklace before heading to Vic’s place.

"Hey ma-Austin are you okay?" Concern was written all over his face.
"Y-Yeah." I walked in and sat on the sofa.
"No you’re not. Is it Ree?" He asked.
I just nodded, tears stinging my eyes just from the sound of her name.
"She’s cried her self to sleep every night. I sit by her door at night, she cry’s and sings her self to sleep. She sings the same three songs over and over."
"What songs?" I asked, suspicion racing through me.
"My Chemical Romance - Dead! Avril Lavigne - Why and Aerosmith - I Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing. Them songs are kind of annoying now but I still listen every night. It brakes my heart to hear her crying and not being able to go in a and ask her whats up because I know she won’t tell me, she wont tell anyone."
"I’m sorry for putting you through that. I’ve cried every night since she found out to. I broke her heart the worst way possible, cheating. I’m such a let down."
"Hey come on, lighten up. You came around here to hang out right?" I nodded. “Right, well, that’s what we’re going to do."
Vic went into the kitchen. I heard shouting from upstairs, I think it was Jaime and Mike.
"JAIME GET YOUR SWEET ASS OUT OF MY ROOM NOW!!"
"Ooo his this porn?"
"AHHHHHHHH!!! YOU READ THIS STUFF" Jaime shouted at Mike.
"JAIME ALBERTO PRECIADO GET OUT NOW" I heard them running down stairs, Mike chasing Jaime into the living room.
"VIC YOUR BROTHER IS TRYING TO KILL M-oh hi Austin"
I said hi to them both as they sat down. Vic came in with a couple of beers. We each grabbed one and then started talking. The conversation went on to the subject of me and Ree.
"She’s pretty torn up about it y’know mate." Mike said with a worried look on his face.
"I know, so am I. I can’t believe I treated her the way I did."
They all just nodded. It started to get pretty late but I was in no fit state to drive home.
"You can stay in the spare bedroom tonight if you want?"
"Sure, only if it’s okay with you guys?"
"Of course it is."
Jaime leaded me to the room at the end of the hallway on the right. “I’ll get you some clothes to sleep in." I nodded and went into the bathroom to have a wash. I got back into my room and there was some clothes on my bed. I got changed and face planted the bed, plugged in my earphones and cried myself to sleep, great.

Comments

I'm almost crying!!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!!!!
No!!!!!
oh my god!! no this can not happen! WTF!! Why does he have to die!?!?



Silly Lilley Silly Lilley
11/17/13
NO!!!!
Gabbi Gabbi
11/9/13
Omg......... AUSTIN CAN'T DIE!!!!!!!!!!