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I'm A Monster (An Austin Carlile Fanfiction)

Chapter 15

The drive back home felt longer than it did when we travelled to Florida. Tony was the only thing that I can think about. I don't know what I will do if I loose him. Alan tried to assure me that nothing bad happened. That he might of showed signs of waking up because Austin didn't say anything bad happened right? That's what I can only think of.

I lose Tony, I then lose Vic, Mike and Jaime. I've lost to many people in my life and I don't need to lose more. If something bad happens I will live with it for the rest of my life. I was the one that made him want to die. Me. No one else. Me. I had to be such a bitch.

My phone started buzzing. I quickly answered wanting to know if anything else has happened.

It was Austin.

"He's awake baby. He's awake." I could hear him crying tears of joy as he whispered the last bit.

I was also now crying tears of joy.

"Ree, what's wrong? What's happened?" Alan asked. Concern written all over his face.

"He's awake Alan, he is finally awake." I smile grew in Alan's face.

"Tell who ever you're on the phone to that we are 20 minutes away okay?"

I nodded and put the phone back to my ear.

"We're 20 minutes away babe."

With that I put the phone down and told Alan to step on it.

"I told you. Didn't I tell you he would of woken up?"

"You did. To he honest when wee you ever wrong? I should stop doubting you." I said with a small chuckle.

We got to the hospital in around 10 minutes.

I didn't bother going through the whole 'who are you in relation' malarkey so we snuck past the receptionist and to Tony's room.

He was sat up in his bed. Vic sat in the chair beside the bed and everyone else scattered all over the room.

"TONY!!" I shouted as I ran into the door with an out of breath Alan following closely behind.

Everyone turned and looked at me gagging for air standing in the door way.
"Y-You're awake." I slowly walked over to his bed using the last bit of energy I had left and plonked myself down by his feet.
"Iris, can I talk to you?"
"Are you kidding? I have just led down."
"Please?"
"Fine." I extended my arms so hat Vic could pull me off of the bed. We tip toed over Alan who was now sprawled out across the floor, chest rising and falling, trying to get his breath back.
We walked out of the room and closed the heavy door behind us.
"I'm sorry Ree. I blamed everything on you. Nearly loosing one of my best friends is heart breaking y'know? He keeps the band together. Whenever we have an argument or someone is upset he is always there to cheer everyone up. If it weren't for him there would be no Pierce The Veil, if there was no Pierce The Veil...there would be no me..."
"Vic please don't cry. It's okay. I know how you feel. I know how much Tony means to all of you, he is the reason I am still here as well. He had helped me so much. When I first met him he treated me like I had none him for years and that's when I new we were going to be best friends. I love him, I truly truly do love him but not in a relationship kinda way more of a brotherly kind of way. I can talk to him about anything and he can talk to me about anything. When I found what had happened I completely broke down. I didn't want to talk to anyone but him. If he went I don't know what I would do. He is the only person I can talk to. Yeah I can talk to Austin but it's not the same as talking to your best friend. I finally have my best friend back, well, that is if he still wants to know me..."
"Of course he wants to know you, he wants you to be your best friend still?"
"Really? How do you know?"
"I got here this morning whilst the guys were at the studio and I just started talking to him about you. I then went to get some food and then carried on talking to him about you and then I noticed him stirring and that's when the grip of his hand tightened..."
I got up and ran back into the room Alan still led on the floor. I sat on the chair that Vic once sat in.
"Hey baby."
"Hey Tonesie." A tear sliding down my cheek. I kissed him on his forehead.
"Do I have my best friend back for good now?"
"I never left." I got off of the chair and kissed his forehead.
"Thanks for waking up." I said with a chuckle.
I when over into Austin's arms finally feeling at home again.
Everything is better now. My life is back to normal. I have Tony back, I have all my friends back and Austin has been by my side the whole time.
"Please don't leave me, Austin. I can't have anyone else leave me. Please don't." I said crying into his shoulder making his shirt wet.
"Shh, baby. I will never leave you just as long a you don't leave me. I love you to much to leave you. You are my world baby, and I've never been so happy in my life. Just don't forget that I love you with all my heart, you got that?"

Comments

I'm almost crying!!! WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?!!!!
No!!!!!
oh my god!! no this can not happen! WTF!! Why does he have to die!?!?



Silly Lilley Silly Lilley
11/17/13
NO!!!!
Gabbi Gabbi
11/9/13
Omg......... AUSTIN CAN'T DIE!!!!!!!!!!