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Tell Me You Love Me

Chapter One

Austin ran over to Lilly, who was standing beside me side stage. Of Mice & Men had just finished their set, and like every night, the first thing Austin did was grab Lilly and smother her with kisses, before asking her opinion on the band’s performance. “Best show yet!” she shouted, as she wiggled in his arms. Austin chuckled and kissed her cheek, before putting her back down onto the ground. He looked at me. I knew that I wasn’t going to be held, or even get a kiss on the cheek. It’s just not something we did. We used to. We just hadn’t since Lilly was a small baby. After I gave birth to Lilly, we got busy and distracted. We slowly stopped showing each other a lot of affection. Of course, that led to fighting. We never called it quits, however. Austin never walked out on us. We both had something in common. We loved the little girl that we created together, so much. Austin and I decided to stay together, no matter what, so we could raise our daughter. I had grown up in a broken home, and I didn’t want that for my baby. “I’m gonna go talk to fans. Do you want to get Lilly ready for bed, or wait for me to help?” Austin asked, his brown eyes that I had fallen in love with looking right into mine, glancing down at Lilly every few seconds, making sure she was still there. He also did this every night. He gave me the option to wait for him to help me. I usually said no, because I knew that he would be a while with his fans. Tonight was no different.

I shook my head, grabbing Lilly’s hand. “No, it’s fine. Take your time with your fans.” He nodded, and walked with us outside. As soon as his feet hit the sidewalk outside the venue, he was overcome with fans. It happened every night. It wasn’t anything new. Lilly and I kept walking, like we always did. We walked straight to the bus, as Lilly hummed a tune to herself. I punched the four digit code to unlock the bus, before opening the door and help Lilly up the stairs. “It’s time to get ready for bedtime, baby,” I told her, but she already knew. She knew that if she watched Austin’s set, her bedtime was as soon as she got back onto the bus. She hardly ever protested, however, due to the fact that she was three year old, and she could only stay up for so long. The only time that she fought with me about bedtime on tour, was when she wanted Austin to help put her to bed. It always broke my heart when she’d do that. Mostly because she ended up crying, and I couldn’t stand seeing my baby that upset.

I pulled her pajamas out of her bunk, and helped her get undressed and redressed into her ‘jammies’. “Goodnight Show?” she questioned, looking up at me with her brown, hopeful eyes. God, she looked so much like Austin. I loved it, so much. I smiled and nodded, before grabbing her hand and leading her to the back lounge. I sat down on the black, leather couch and pulled her onto my lap, before grabbing the remote and turning the television on and turning the channel to Sprout. I usually would watch it with her, but I really wasn’t paying much attention on that night. I was thinking about Austin and I. How we created the most beautiful little girl I had ever seen. How happy we had been at one time. How, even though it didn’t seem like it sometime, I loved him. I did, I loved him. I loved him so much. I mean, he knew me better than anyone else in the world. He was there for me when no one else was. I had fallen in love with him. I had married him, and had his baby. Of course I loved him. Things were just complicated, to say it in simple terms. He was busy with the band, and we were both busy with Lilly. We never had time to ourselves. The only time we got to ourselves was at the end of the day, when we were both exhausted and ready to let sleep overcome both of our bodies. However, if I hadn’t already said it enough, I loved him. He didn’t exactly feel the same way. Don’t get me wrong, he loved me too. I knew that. But he also loved flirting with band whores. It never got too serious between them. He’d just flirt, and leave it at that. Mostly because he didn’t want Lilly to ask questions about why Daddy and a random lady were making weird noises on the bus.

It wasn’t too long until Lilly was fast asleep. I carefully carried her to her bunk, covering her with her blanket, and kissing her forehead. “Goodnight Princess,” I whispered, before shutting the curtain of the bunk. I quickly changed into my pajamas (which consisted of short shorts and one of Austin’s shirts), then went to the front lounge and sat down on the couch, leaning my head back, until it hit the window. I closed my eyes and waited. I waited for all the guys to come back onto the bus. I waited for Austin to come back, so I could tell him that I was tired, and he would hold me all night. If only.

About ten minutes later, I was almost asleep. The sound of the bus door opening awoke me and I sat up, seeing Austin smile slightly at me. “Lilly asleep?” he questioned. I nodded, while yawning. “You tired, babe?” he asked me. It wasn’t a rare for him to call me babe. We still acted like a couple, just not as extreme as others. Like I said before, we still loved each other. Things were just complicated. Austin walked over to me, and put his hand out for me to take. I smiled at him, grabbing his hand, and he pulled me up. We walked to our bunk, hand in hand, and I climbed in while he took his clothes off. Shortly after, he climbed into the bunk with me, resting his arm around my body. “Goodnight Kinley.” He whispered, closing his eyes.

“Goodnight,” I breathed out, before closing my eyes and slowly letting sleep take over my body. We both fell asleep, his arm resting on my side, without a goodnight kiss.


First story I've posted on here! Let me know what you think :)
Thanks for reading!


The need for an update is strong in this one #star wars but seriously please update

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The need for an update is strong in this one #star wars but seriously please update

iateurdino iateurdino

I really love this! Hope you get to update soon!

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AW this was such a nice start please carry on??!

Update soon!
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