~Austin's POV~

It's been six months now since Oli's scare, and I'm still in here. Oli left about two months ago but hasn't contacted me since. We hadn't though to exchange numbers before we left, and Maddie refuses to give me his 'personal information'. The was in my ass, I think we're close enough to share personal information.

Hayley hopes I can leave soon she hates seeing me here. She's even got Jenna, the pharmacist, working on finding a better combination of meds for me. The therapy is working though, and I'm able to handle it more than I used to.

I woke up the next morning and just sighed. I was in my own bed, and the other bed was empty as it had been for two months now. I sat on it and remembered all the memories made on that bed.

I gave up on visiting the past and decided that I would never see him again. I might as well get on, but I couldn't. We hadn't known each other for long but I knew that beautiful boy was my soul mate. I dressed in a daze and made my way to the cafeteria.

Quite a few other boys had gone as well. Jack, Alex, Andy and Mike had all left and that left the people at my table. The waited for all of us to leave but there rumours that they were bringing in some other next week. Something about a boy named Ashley, another boy named Derek, and a couple girls named Tay and Jess.

I hoped I would be out of here by that time. I was really getting sick of being here. I tried visiting the music room but without Oli there to listen to me it was pointless. I just wanted to get home to my Dad and see Alan and Shay again.

I zone back in to what's going on at the table. Danny and Ben look excited.

"We're fucking outta here tomorrow mate." Ben says smiling.

"Yeah man, we've both been three months clean and they said all our disorders are in check." Danny is positively beaming.

They entangle their fingers together and Danny gives Ben a kiss on the cheek. We all 'Aww' politely at their cute moment. It was then that Danny stood up and brought Ben up with him.

Danny looked Ben straight in the eyes, "You know I love you right Benny?"

Ben looks flustered, "Of course I do Danny, why do you ask?"

It was then that Danny got down on one knee and pulled a black velvet box out of his pocket. We all gasped and a tear escaped from Ben's eye, we all knew what was coming next.

"Benjamin Paul Bruce, will you marry me?" He asked as he opened the box, inside was a complete black wedding band with a few onyx stone placed around the ring.

Ben started crying so hard that he couldn't speak and just started shaking his head 'yes'.

Danny got up, grabbed Ben's left hand, and placed that ring on his ring finger. Danny put his hands on both sides of Ben's face and gave him a loving kiss.

We all applauded, even the cafeteria staff.

"Well I hope you're not expecting me to do that just yet." Jaime nudges Tony playfully.

"Not quite yet," Tony agrees.

Suddenly the PA system crackles and Hayley's voice comes over the speakers.

*Austin Carlile you're needed in Dr. Williams' office*

"Good luck Austin." Tony gave me a hug before I left.

They all knew how bad I wanted to be out of there. I couldn't stand being in here without Oli. I made my way down the hallways until I found Hayley's office. I opened the door to find two people in there.

Hayley was behind her desk as usual, but in the chair sat Jenna. She hardly ever came to my therapy sessions.

"Austin! There you are, have a seat!" Jenna's bright tone matched her thick Australian accent well.

"Am I in trouble?" I asked on the way to my seat.

"No quite the opposite." Hayley informed me, "you're going home today."

She and Jenna said nothing but just smiled at me as the news sank in. I got up and gave them both giant hugs.

"Thank you guys so much for helping me through this. I couldn't have done it by myself. You've inspired me to want to help kids like myself someday" I say.

"Austin you helped yourself, you've fought a tough battle and in the dn you won. We're more proud of you than anyone else." Hayley said.

"Go hurry and pack your stuff, you're Dad will be here any minute!" Jenna exclaims.

I hurry and pack all my things. I have my bags and I'm standing in the doorway. I look back at the now empty and plain room and reflect on what happened here.

it was through this doorway I first laid on Oli, and recognized how beautiful he really was. it was on that bed I held him while cried and he told me about all about Hannah and how she broke his heart. it was in that bathroom I showered with him and then later found him on the edge of life. It was on that bathroom floor, that for the first time since my Mom died I felt my heart break.

I thought about Oli as I shut and locked the door. I thought about love and how I had never loved anyone before him, and I how I felt we were rushing into things but it didn't feel like a few months to us, it felt like we had known each other our whole lives.

I walked into the lobby and saw my Dad there. I dropped my bags and ran into his arms. We hugged each other for what seemed like an eternity.

"Dad, I get to come home."

"I know son."

"Dad?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"I love you too buddy, let's get outta here."

We talked and caught up on each others lives the whole way home. Dad promised to help me find Oli, and he had notified the school and that I'd start again next Monday, giving me a couple weeks to settle back into daily life.

When we got home I unpacked all my clothes and things and put them away. My Dad came upstairs to inform me that we were having spaghetti, Mom's special recipe. I smiled at him when he told me. Things were going to be okay now. I was going to be okay.

A hour or so later I heard a knock on front door, and I heard Dad and someone else mumbling downstairs. If it was for me he would come get me. No sooner had the though escaped my mind than he was walking up the stairs.

He opened the door and poked his head in.

"Austin, there's an old friend here to see you." He was smiling like a jackass.

"Tell Alan I'll be down in a minute Dad." I smiled back.

I was glad to see that he was happy and that everything was going to be okay. I just didn't know how Alan was going to react to me. I made my way down the stairs slowly, and heard my father and Alan in the kitchen. Boy, Alan's voice sure had changed in the almost year I was gone. Damn.

I walked down the hallway to the kitchen and walked in. I abruptly noticed who was there.

"OLI!" I yelled and ran into his arms.

He handled catching me pretty well since I practically almost tackled him. I grabbed his face and kissed him.

"What are you doing here?!" I asked breathless.

"I came to see the love of my life." Was his reply.

"How did you find me?"

"I bribed Maddie."

"What could you have possibly bribed her with?"

"Hundreds of dollars worth of make-up products and a little black kitten." he laughed.

"Like I was saying before I was so rudely interrupted by my son here," my dad laughed, "it's great to see you again, and I thank you for helping my son."

"Your Dad and I had a chat, and I moved into an apartment across town and he wants you to come spend the night." Oli explained.

"Oh Dad, but we were gonna have Mom's spaghetti."

"Austin I can order a pizza, it's not everyday the boy you love fights as hard as he can to find you. With what you all have been through i think you're set through to your sixties. Have a nice night son."

He came over and gave me a hug and kissed the top of my head, and then he crossed the kitchen and engulfed Oli in a hug and said, "Welcome to the family, Son."

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"What movie do you wanna watch?" I asked excitedly.

I hoped we would watch a Disney movie, I could never find anyone to watch them with. Shay wasn't a big fan of movies and Alan hated Disney, he liked Nickelodeon what a fucking nerd.

"We have a whole apartment to ourselves, a nice comfy bed, the man you love at your side. And you wanna watch a Disney movie?"

"I didn't say Disney." I shot back.

"Oh but you were think it weren't you?" he asked, "I knew you were! Austin Robert Carlile I fucking missed you!"

"Well I fucking missed you too!"

It was then that our lips collided, and we were lost in a whirlwind of kisses, and somehow we were both naked in what seemed like a matter of minutes but was probably longer. I had been waiting months to fully see this beautiful boy's body again.

He had quite a few tattoos on his torso already. I stroked them lightly with my fingers, causing him to catch his breath. He brought his mouth down on my neck and kissed me there, and made trails all around my chest and my stomach. I began to slowly pump his member as he was working his mouth on me.

We both had it to the point where we couldn't take it anymore, and I was ready. Oli reached over me to the bedside table.

"Austin I want you, all of you."

I knew immediately that he wanted me to top, but he'd never before bottomed it was always me because I'd been used to it from when I'd done it with Alan.

"Are you sure Honey?"

"I've never been more sure anything in my entire life."

It was then that I saw what he was reaching for. A bottle of lube.

Oh.

I knew what to do considering Alan had to start somewhere. I put some of the substance on my pointer finger.

"Are you ready babe?"

"yeah."

He didn't sound so sure, but I gently slipped one finger inside him and he gasped.

"This feels weird." he said and scrunched up his face.

I giggled at him, "Do you want me to keep going?"

"Yes, I promised you and a promise is a promise."

I then began to move my finger in an out slowly, after a while his expression relaxed. I then added a second finger and it scrunched up again. I moved them in and out until his expression softened, and then I began scissoring them to stretch him.

"Are you still sure you want to do this?"

"Go ahead and put it in."

I lubed up my member as best I could to make it easier for him and slip myself in. He screamed and gasp in pain. I felt bad for him, but I couldn't get over how fucking good it felt.

"Are you okay baby?" I asked.

"I'll be fine once I get use to it."

I stayed still until he gave me the command to move, and I did so slowly for him. After two or three times of this he gave me permission to speed up, and after a a few minutes his whimpers of pain turned to moans. His pleas of taking it slow turned into pleas of going harder and faster.

His fingers were wrapped in my hair, his mouth working it's magic on my chest and neck and my hand working on his member. I brought my hand up to push his sweaty hair out of his face and brought my mouth to his. At that same moment he gasped, and I slipped my tongue in. For a good few minute our tongues entangled.

I was starting to feel that pooling sensation in the pit of my stomach.

"Oli. Not going. To last. Much longer." I managed to pant out.

"Me. Either." He moaned out.

The pooling sensation got tenser and tenser and then at the same time we both reached our climaxes feeling intense waves of pleasure we had never known to exist. I collapsed on him as we rode out our highs. Kissing each other here and there, we cleaned ourselves up and got into pajamas.

We crawled into bed and I cuddled up next to him and I put my head on his chest. He rested his head on top of mine. Our legs wrapped up in each others. He wrapped his arms around me and we sat for a minutes stroking each others arms thinking of how much we loved being back in each others company.

"I love you Oliver Scott Sykes."

"I love you as well Austin Robert Carlile."

And with that we feel into a deep sleep.

Just us.

Notes

So guys I'm sorry to tell you this but there's only one more chapter left.
I feel this story has run it's course.
I will however, be making a new fic.
It's gonna be a Jalex, bcuz hardcore ship.
But thank you to everyone who has commented and to the ones that stuck it out.
I love you guys <3