I Can't Drown My Demons, They Know How to Swim
I've Never Made a Bet but We Gamble With Desire
~Oli's POV~
After talking with Austin, I felt like a literal ass hat. I mean how could I even fathom that leaving him was the correct way to deal with what I was dealing with. It's been a few days since the hospital incident everything's okay I guess. Austin's Dad has seemed to fully understand just how much we love each other. Including the staff, they know now and they're 100% okay with it. Right now I'm laying next to the most perfect man in the world, getting ready for bed.
I leaned over and kissed his forehead.
"I love you, you know that right?" I said
"I've gotten a few hints." He replied.
"I just want to make sure you know."
He smiled a cute half-smile at me, "As long as you don't forget how much I love you."
He kissed me lightly.
I sighed a bit, and bit my lip. Austin noticed and asked me if I was okay.
"I'm fine really, I just.. Oh nevermind." I stuttered and blushed.
Austin looked over at me and furrowed his brow.
"What's wrong honey, you know you can tell me anything right? We can't fix problems if we're not gonna talk about them."
"I know, it's just I don't wanna push you." I explained, "I definitely don't want you laughing at me either."
"You can tell me anything and if you're completely serious about it, I'll never laugh at you."
"Okay Austin." I took a deep breath, "I want you."
He looked utterly confused for a moment and he finally spoke.
"You already have me honey." He said lacing his fingers through mine.
I rolled over on top of him until I was straddling his hips. I looked him right in the eyes.
"No, Austin, I want you."
I grinded my hips against his to emphasize the point.
A look of surprise and understanding flashed across his face.
"O-oh!"
He sat there for a minute pondering and with no warning he pulled on our intertwined hands and pulled my face to his, kissing me softly at first then harsher, and harder.
He kisses were becoming needy, and I could tell he wanted me just as much as I wanted him if not more.
I broke our fingers apart and tangled my fingers in his hair, pulling slightly every time he nibbled my bottom lip. His mouth then detached from mine and he began working on my neck, trying his best not to leave any hickeys, but failing horribly.
"Austin..." I breathed.
He began sucking nd nibbling on my chest, he found a certain muscle in between my neck and chest, and bit down rather harshly.
"Oh!"
I couldn't stop my hips from bucking into his. I wanted all of him now, no, I needed him. My fingers made their way to the waistband of his pajama bottoms dancing around the hem asking for permission.
He kept working on my neck and chest but gave a slight nod and lifted his hips up so I could remove them swiftly. I then began palming him through his thin boxers. He let out a gasp, and quiet moan.
It was then that his fingers were on the hem of my pants, and I gave a small nod. In what seemed like a nanosecond they were on the floor. We then began furiously palming each other, and giving sloppy kisses daring the other to make the first move.
Austin finally broke, sighing in contentment.
"Have you ever done this before?" He breathed
"No, you?" I panted
"Alan and I experimenting here while back, do you want to top?"
"I suppose I could."
I had my boxers off in about two seconds throwing them across the floor. Austin however took time with his, and removed them slowly teasingly. I couldn't lie it was hot as hell, plus it was keeping on the edge. Finally they came all the way off.
I leaned my head down and flicked my tongue out across his slit. His hips bucked him into my mouth, and he moaned rather loudly.
I put my pointer finger to his lips, and leaned in next to his ear.
"Shh honey, you'll wake the neighbours."
And with that I slammed into him, he screamed out involuntarily from the waves of pleasure that rolled over him. I sat still where I was deep inside him for a moment. Then I brought my mouth to his in a harsh kiss, and puled out and slammed back in. He moaned in my mouth and I could the vibrations on my lips.
I went slow and steady at first teasing him, to the point where he was begging me to go faster.
"Oli, faster, please." He panted and whined
I picked up my pace a little, and his moan became more frequent, I lifted his back off the bed searching for that bundle of nerves I'd heard about. I didn't know what would happen if I did find it.
A few minutes later I hit it hard, and his muscles contracted around me and he moaned the loudest I'd heard all night.
"Austin!" I moaned
Within minutes I got that pooling sensation in the pit of my stomach.
"Not.Gonna.Last.Much.Longer" I panted
"Me.Either." He replied.
Minutes later he contracted around me and was covered in a sticky mess, only seconds after did I cum as well. We both sat there riding out our highs, panting, and just laying with each other. We didn't even care that we were both covered in Austin's bodily fluids.
Austin cleaned himself up and came back to bed. He crawled in and cuddled up next to me. I laid my head on his chest, and he rested his chin on the top of my head.
"I love you so much." He whispered into my hair.
"I love you too." I replied
I give him a soft, gentle kiss and we both fell into sleep.
After talking with Austin, I felt like a literal ass hat. I mean how could I even fathom that leaving him was the correct way to deal with what I was dealing with. It's been a few days since the hospital incident everything's okay I guess. Austin's Dad has seemed to fully understand just how much we love each other. Including the staff, they know now and they're 100% okay with it. Right now I'm laying next to the most perfect man in the world, getting ready for bed.
I leaned over and kissed his forehead.
"I love you, you know that right?" I said
"I've gotten a few hints." He replied.
"I just want to make sure you know."
He smiled a cute half-smile at me, "As long as you don't forget how much I love you."
He kissed me lightly.
I sighed a bit, and bit my lip. Austin noticed and asked me if I was okay.
"I'm fine really, I just.. Oh nevermind." I stuttered and blushed.
Austin looked over at me and furrowed his brow.
"What's wrong honey, you know you can tell me anything right? We can't fix problems if we're not gonna talk about them."
"I know, it's just I don't wanna push you." I explained, "I definitely don't want you laughing at me either."
"You can tell me anything and if you're completely serious about it, I'll never laugh at you."
"Okay Austin." I took a deep breath, "I want you."
He looked utterly confused for a moment and he finally spoke.
"You already have me honey." He said lacing his fingers through mine.
I rolled over on top of him until I was straddling his hips. I looked him right in the eyes.
"No, Austin, I want you."
I grinded my hips against his to emphasize the point.
A look of surprise and understanding flashed across his face.
"O-oh!"
He sat there for a minute pondering and with no warning he pulled on our intertwined hands and pulled my face to his, kissing me softly at first then harsher, and harder.
He kisses were becoming needy, and I could tell he wanted me just as much as I wanted him if not more.
I broke our fingers apart and tangled my fingers in his hair, pulling slightly every time he nibbled my bottom lip. His mouth then detached from mine and he began working on my neck, trying his best not to leave any hickeys, but failing horribly.
"Austin..." I breathed.
He began sucking nd nibbling on my chest, he found a certain muscle in between my neck and chest, and bit down rather harshly.
"Oh!"
I couldn't stop my hips from bucking into his. I wanted all of him now, no, I needed him. My fingers made their way to the waistband of his pajama bottoms dancing around the hem asking for permission.
He kept working on my neck and chest but gave a slight nod and lifted his hips up so I could remove them swiftly. I then began palming him through his thin boxers. He let out a gasp, and quiet moan.
It was then that his fingers were on the hem of my pants, and I gave a small nod. In what seemed like a nanosecond they were on the floor. We then began furiously palming each other, and giving sloppy kisses daring the other to make the first move.
Austin finally broke, sighing in contentment.
"Have you ever done this before?" He breathed
"No, you?" I panted
"Alan and I experimenting here while back, do you want to top?"
"I suppose I could."
I had my boxers off in about two seconds throwing them across the floor. Austin however took time with his, and removed them slowly teasingly. I couldn't lie it was hot as hell, plus it was keeping on the edge. Finally they came all the way off.
I leaned my head down and flicked my tongue out across his slit. His hips bucked him into my mouth, and he moaned rather loudly.
I put my pointer finger to his lips, and leaned in next to his ear.
"Shh honey, you'll wake the neighbours."
And with that I slammed into him, he screamed out involuntarily from the waves of pleasure that rolled over him. I sat still where I was deep inside him for a moment. Then I brought my mouth to his in a harsh kiss, and puled out and slammed back in. He moaned in my mouth and I could the vibrations on my lips.
I went slow and steady at first teasing him, to the point where he was begging me to go faster.
"Oli, faster, please." He panted and whined
I picked up my pace a little, and his moan became more frequent, I lifted his back off the bed searching for that bundle of nerves I'd heard about. I didn't know what would happen if I did find it.
A few minutes later I hit it hard, and his muscles contracted around me and he moaned the loudest I'd heard all night.
"Austin!" I moaned
Within minutes I got that pooling sensation in the pit of my stomach.
"Not.Gonna.Last.Much.Longer" I panted
"Me.Either." He replied.
Minutes later he contracted around me and was covered in a sticky mess, only seconds after did I cum as well. We both sat there riding out our highs, panting, and just laying with each other. We didn't even care that we were both covered in Austin's bodily fluids.
Austin cleaned himself up and came back to bed. He crawled in and cuddled up next to me. I laid my head on his chest, and he rested his chin on the top of my head.
"I love you so much." He whispered into my hair.
"I love you too." I replied
I give him a soft, gentle kiss and we both fell into sleep.
Awwwwe I ship them so hard
11/5/14