~Austin's POV~

I opened my eyes to the light flowing through our curtain. The building had been specifically designed so that the B wing was isolated so the that every room had a window. Being in the dark like fueled mental disorders or some shit.

I stretched and groaned a little. It was then that I realized that I wasn't in my bed, and there was pressure on my right side, and something in the center of my chest. I looked down slowly to see a tuft of brown hair. The arm attached to this body was wrapped around my stomach.

I was about to wake him up when he yawned and stretched. Unfortunately for me his hand landed right smack in the middle of my face.

"Hey, watch where you're throwing that thing man." I laughed

"Oops!"

He turned around with his eyes open wide like a deer caught in headlights. I couldn't help but laugh because he looked so cute.

"I forgot you were in my bed."

"Do you often forget when you invite men to bed?" I joked

"I never forget the cute ones." He laughed

"Well how rude." I pouted.

His hand rubbed circles on my stomach.

"You know I'm just kidding."

He smiled up at me and I couldn't help but smile back. Ugh, I felt so tired. I fucking hated Mondays. It was then that I remembered something Dr. Summers had told me.

"Did Hayley say anything to you about our group therapy today?" I asked him.

"Oh yeah! I was supposed to tell you that it was after lunch today. Whoops?"

"Ugh, remind me not to leave anything important with you."

He didn't respond but just sighed and flung his head back down on my chest.

"I don't wanna get upppp. Do I have to?" He whined

"Yes, you do because the ugly man says so." I smiled at him.

He sat up quickly and looked me in the eyes very seriously.

"You. Are. Not. Ugly."

He enunciated and emphasized every word.

"This is probably a bad time to bring this up but you're eyes are pretty."

He lost his serious face and broke into a full out smile. It was the happiest I had seen him look since we'd been here.

"Flattery will get you no where mate." he replied

He then pushed himslef up using my chest. He swung his leg over my hip and was straddling my waist. He looked down at me and I knew he had something evil planned. My hands reached up to pull him down to me. He laughed and Put his leg on the floor.

"Just passing through." He laughed

"You fuck face." I declared.

"You wish."

And with that he disappeared into the bathroom and I heard the shower start. I wandered over to the bathroom wondering idly if he had left the door unlocked, I ventured over to twist the handle. I heard the handle rotate, he hadn't locked it after all. I was going to get the fucker back. I opened the door and walked into the bathroom.

I really had to piss though, better to fuck with him. I went over to the toilet and lifted up the lid.

"You know we'd save the water bill here if we showered together." I stated.

"I guess we would, wouldn't we?" He challenged.

I just snorted, he wasn't very easy to fuck with. Oh well. I removed my pajama bottoms, and my underwear and made my way to the shower. I pulled the curtain back and stepped in.

"Well look who decided to be a man." He smirked.

I couldn't speak. Shirtless he was beautiful. Naked, I don't think they've invented a word for it yet. Damn I lusted more for this boy than anyone. I couldn't peg the L word on there, but there was definitely some lust, and since I was a teenage make my body didn't hide it very well.

Oli slowly made he was towards me. He put his hand in my hair, then down my face, down my chest, and finally resting firmly around me.

"You like what you see eh?" He just threw me a half-smile that didn't help any.

Slowly he started pumping me.

"What are you doing?!" I was completely shocked.

"Do you want me to stop?"

"N-n-not really.." I admitted.

He continued but brought his lips to mine in a gentle kiss. It was gentle until I ran my hand down his face, chest, and finally came to rest on his member. As I slowly started pumping him our kisses became harder, needier. It was easily the hottest thing that I'd ever done. Suddenly Oli's hand was wrapped up in my hair. When I'd pick up speed he would pull, and all it would do is make me harder.

He brought his mouth down to my chest and began leaving me love bites. Most of them only lasted for a few minutes but there were definitely some that were going to last. It wasn't long until I felt that sensation in the pit of my stomach and I could feel Oli throbbing as well.

Simultaneously we both slowed down to savor the feeling. It wasn't long after that both of had came all over each other. We continued pumping each other riding out the highs we were experiencing. We then helped each other shower and our way back into 'our' room.

The PA system then crackled

"All Patients are asked to please make their way to the cafeteria for Breakfast."

We didn't even look at each other. Well rather he didn't look at me as we made our way to the Cafeteria. I went and sat at my usual table.

"Hi Austin!" I was greeted by Tony.

"Hey Tony, Jaime not here yet?"

"No, he was checking his shampoo to make sure it didn't have any dangerous ingredients."

"Oh I see."

Ben was approaching the table as well.

" 'Ey mate, can I ask you a question?"

"Sure Ben, shoot."

"Does my face look okay?"

"Yeah, you look fine to me."

"I thoguht I saw a pimple earlier."

"I don't see anything now, you look fine."

"Does it look like I'm gaining weight though?" he looked terrified.

"Ben, you're as skinny as a twig, and you look like you've lost weight." I assured him

"Not too much though right?"

"Nope, not to much."

He seemed pleased with this and dug into his French Toast. Danny quickly apporoached talking to himself. He didn't say anything to any of us, not even Ben, but just sat down continuing to talk to himself.

Jaime was next.

"I wondered if the eggs they used in this were good or not."

"I'm sure they use fresh eggs Jaime." Tony assured him.

Everything quieted down after that. We all were eating, and not talking. This was surprsingly good.

It was then that we would all see our first 'episode' as they call here.

"NO! SHUT THE FUCK UP! I WILL NOT!" Danny exploded.

"Danny, it's okay babe."

"JUST TELL HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE!"

Ben tried to grab Danny's arm to calm him down. It had the opposite effect. By now everyone was looking at our table. Therefore everybody witnessed when Danny's fist came into to contact with Ben's face. In the blink of an eye, white-clad giant male nurses were on Danny. One had given him a shot and the other had already wrapped him up in a straight jacket.

Nobody knew where the fuck anyone went when they took you away. I Honestly thought I always had a feeling it would be Danny first. No one had much of an appetite after as Ben was walked to the nurse. We all just quietly filed back to 'our' rooms.

When I got to my room Oli was nowhere to be seen. I walked over to the bathroom door because I knew he took showers when he got nervous or upset. I put my head against the door. There was no sound coming out of it. I just sighed, and walked back over to my bed and grabbed my Phone and put the ear buds in my ears. The music was so loud that I didn't notice Oli come in.

I listened to quite a few songs before he came over to my bed and tapped on my shoulder. I jumped a little and opened my eyes. I took one ear bud out slowly.

"Yes?" I asked.

"We need to head down to Hayley's office."

Then without another word he turned around and left. I sighed again. I knew a relationship wouldn't be easy with someone from this place and I don't know why I was getting myself into this situation. I was silently arguing with myself as I realized I was right in front of Hayley's office door. I opened the door and made my way inside. Instead of one chair in front of her desk, there were two and Oli was already in one of them.

I silently walked over to the other chair, and took a seat. I did not feel good and I definitely didn't want to be here right now.

"Well hello Austin."

Hayley was bright and bubbly like always. Today her half-and-half hair was put into pigtails, and she was wearing a bright t-shirt and half-black, half-white jeans.

"Hello" I greeted her.

"So I'm not sure if either one of you has described what your sickness is or what your background stories are to each other. So I need to know if you want me to break the ice or if you'll break the ice yourselves. However, if you don't do it today there really is no point in having group therapy until you've admitted these to one another. The whole point of this roommate thing is to become friends with someone here and find someone your age who you can trust to help you."

I sat stunned at Hayley's forward introduction. I didn't feel like telling Oli my past yet, I could barely come to terms with what happened to Mom. I thought about it for a few more minutes and Oli just sat silently.

"I don't really feel comfortable with that yet."

Hayley just nodded, "I completely understand Austin, when you're ready come tell me. You can both go back to your room."

"Um, Hayley there is something I wanted to talk to you about." Oli said so quietly I was sure it was a whisper.

"That's fine Oli, Austin I'll see you tomorrow."

I made my way down the hallway and realized I didn't want to back to my room. I didn't want to use the computers, or go swimming either. I had the feeling that no one would be up to a basketball game in the gym. I instead made my way to the music room. There were guitars and even a "recording booth". I doubted it recorded anything but there were headphones on the outside for someone to hear what was going on inside the booth and headphones on the inside to play the music
for your ears only.

I grabbed and acoustic guitar from the stand and made my way into the booth. I had a band with Alan and Shay before I came here. There were two other guys from school as well, Tino and Phil. I wrote a song for Shay to sing originally but clearly that wasn't going to work out well while I was here. I supposed they had already replaced me someone else.

I strummed a few strings on the guitar, trying to warm up my fingers, I hadn't played in forever. I plucked a few chords looking for the right one to fit the song. I would pluck and try to sing the note of the first word, and it took quite a while. I would be here for hours. I was content with that. It was helping me forget the trouble I was having with Oli.

~Oli's POV~

After I had gotten done talking to Hayley I felt drained. I didn't want to go back the room because I knew I had been pushing Austin away all day. I couldn't let him into to my little fucked up world, there were so many other people that were better for him than I was. I decided to make my way down to the music room.

Unfortunately for me the one person I had been hoping to avoid was there. He was inside a booth and had a guitar with him and he looked like he was singing something. I walked over silently and I put the headphones on my ears and listened. He had mentioned something about being the unclean vocals for his band back when he was better.

I had no clue he could sing like this however, it was pretty perfect.

'I don't mind it, I don't mind if you're overrated...'

This song was pretty perfect. I didn't plan on him opening his eyes and looking me right in the face. He looked more relieved than angry. He gave me a smile.

I knew he couldn't hear me so I just mouthed the word sorry, threw off the headphones and pretty much ran back to 'our' room. I made my to 'my' bed and slumped down on it, and the tears just began pouring out. I could never be good enough for him. I couldn't make this mistake.

Notes

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